Chapter 333

"Different!" Murphy interrupted me and insisted: "you don't understand that feeling in different Chunan. Sometimes, when you have one person, you feel like you have the whole world. But sometimes, even if you have the whole world, but you lose that person, you will feel that you have nothing. You don't know that loneliness at all!"

"Who is your man?" I smiled shamelessly. Although I didn't want to laugh at all, I hope Murphy can crack down on my narcissism. I would rather laugh at myself than be the one who took away her world. "Your father?"

"Yes," Murphy said in a deep voice, no longer dodging the topic of her father as she used to, staring into my eyes, "but when I think I have lost the whole world, a man appears. He is shameless and despicable. He gives me a new world, but when I get up and courage to embrace it, he tries to do it himself To destroy the world, the most hateful thing is that he cruelly ravaged me while pretending to be innocent and giggling at me! "

My "giggle" is awkwardly fixed on my face, only the corners of my mouth are twitching unnaturally. I am described by her as the world's great devil

"sorry"

"I didn't say you again, why do you say sorry to me Murphy's understanding is even crueler than her naked hatred. I was moved by this gentleness. She didn't force me to respond to her feelings. But the more so, the farther the distance between my heart and my mouth was opened.

Murphy, a woman who makes me feel sorry for her and for the tassel, said, "I mean, you hurt me." I pointed to Murphy's little hand on my shoulder and said with a wry smile, "I'm sorry, can you let me go and let me get up?"

Murphy, who repressed his excitement, blushed at the bottom of his ears. "No, I haven't told you what I'm doing. What are you going to do?"

"I'm not going anywhere. Are you tired of standing for a long time with your high heels? You'd better sit here. " I'm a little afraid. In case Chu Yuan suddenly opens the door and sees me sitting in Murphy's seat, I don't know how to think about it.

"just don't sit down," Murphy says like a troublemaker who deliberately doesn't obey the rules. "I like to see you sitting here, OK? Don't forget to lift it. This chair has never been sat by anyone but me. You are the first and only one. "

I know Murphy is worried about the injury on my leg, but I just can't adapt to the ambiguous taste inside and outside her words. I'm waiting for something to say, but I see her smile and say: "if you really want to love me standing, let me sit on your leg. Anyway, I won't sit down if you stand up."

What is this? The threat of beauty?

I dare not give in, cough dry, way: "you said to find me something, what is it?"

As if she won a war, Murphy was very proud. She didn't expect me to belittle her. She just wanted me to sit quietly, smell the words, and smile at me: "business - Chunan, since you decided to stay, there is no reason for you to refuse?"

"What do you refuse?" I said in a daze

"To be my assistant," Murphy said again, seeing me face to face, she said quickly, "I admit that I am selfish, but it's different from the work needs, just overlapped. You think, the company appointed me to talk with Ms. 3, and the Ms. 3 named me to talk with you. You can't contact others as a small staff member? It's not good for the public opinion of Fengchang to spread out. Others have to think how arrogant our Fengchang is. Chunan, you are not the kind of person who does not divide public from private? "

Murphy's words are reasonable, but the shyness and excitement in her eyes really make me timid. I am not timid, just love her, my courage is not big enough.

I can promise, but I think I should speak with Liu Susheng first, or she must misunderstand again. "I always feel that I am a very open-minded and independent person, so this inevitable ink makes my face burn.

"It's not the same whether you say it or not," Murphy frowned slightly and ate, "anyway, she has misunderstood me, but I hope it's not a misunderstanding."

I sweat

"well, it's not hard for you to talk to her first. She's not the kind of unreasonable person who puts on airs for us to see. When you coax her, she still listens to you." Murphy's disdain is more like a kind of praise. "She just looks smart, but in fact, she's more stupid than anyone. Only when she slaps you that day, you will know that she's happy and angry She is so frank, she can't hide herself. It's just like a piece of white paper. People can see her through at a glance "

" what about you? " I asked subconsciously.

"Me?" Murphy smiled and said, "I am a fox spirit. Only I can see through others. Who can see through me?"

Murphy's words revealed too much sadness. I said with emotion: "in fact, you are just like the fringe, just wearing a layer of mask more than her. Your mystery is just the appearance. In my opinion, you are as simple as the fringe, as simple as she is, and even more simple than her."

Murphy was stunned. "Am I simpler than her?""Other people can't see you through, just because you're closed to yourself and don't give people the chance to see you through," I got up and smiled to Murphy. "You're not alone. Open yourself up and you'll find that I'm not your world. There are many things worth pursuing in the so-called world. I'm just a person with your father's shadow who can recall your memories. People are To create memories for the future is not to create the future. If it's OK, I'll go out first. Yuan Yuan's girl is afraid of life. It's time to be worried. "

Chu Yuan may not be worried. The person who is worried is me. God knows if there's someone who doesn't have a locked mouth talking nonsense to him? After all, now I am definitely the most popular person in the company's public opinion. Murphy did not stop me from pondering over my words of emotion, until I went out, she stopped me and said seriously: "Chu Nan, maybe you know Cheng Liusu very well, but you don't know me, no matter what the reason you like, but people's heart is the most honest , like is like, I am good, Cheng Liusu is good, you are good, are not all so? Those who refuse to open themselves are not me, but those who clearly like them, but dare not like them. "

This time, it's my turn to be stunned. It's me who likes it, but dare not like it

When I came back, I saw Xiao Song Jia, Yao Wan'er and Qin LAN all around Chu Yuan and Kang Kang. They talked and laughed, and Viagra also came. They were telling Chu Yuan interesting stories about the company. They even talked and compared with each other, had exaggerated behaviors, and made Kang Kang laugh, but I didn't know if she understood them or not, and the reason was that she knew them However, she kept the reserve in front of the outsiders, smiled politely, and didn't have any children. Her artificial maturity and steadiness really didn't match her.

Seeing me coming back, Chu Yuan's hypocritical smile immediately showed some joy. She did not like the excitement, I'm afraid she was scared by everyone's enthusiasm.

Chu Yuan and Murphy have a common feature, that is, they all wear a mask on their faces, a mask that can only be removed in the face of me and my family.

Viagra's mouth was still a little blue. It was the wound left by the fight with the marketing department on Monday. When he turned around and saw me, the smile on his face was a little smothering. Then he waved to me and said, "brother Nan, is your leg OK?"

As he spoke, Chu Yuan also said, "brother, why don't you see sister Cheng? Did she not come to work today? "

Let's not say that I'm a little bit unnatural on everyone's face, especially those who are quite clear about my relationship with the fringe, such as Viagra Liu Jie Song Jia Yao Wan'er. It seems that everyone guessed the reason why the fringe didn't come to work recently

Viagra and I had a little bit of a fight recently, which is actually due to my wavering attitude between the fringe and Murphy, as you all know What's the real reason why I insist on resigning, so the fact that I suddenly change my attitude and come back to work is a fascinating question.

In fact, I know that sister Liu or Song Jia have some opinions on me because of the affairs of the fringe. It's just because of Murphy's relationship. I don't know how to talk with me. Especially Song Jia, she is the most adored and respected person in Murphy. Only Viagra is not afraid. She doesn't mind that I might go to make a small report with Murphy He even felt that he was willing to fight for the fringe, whether it was contempt or ridicule, but I felt comfortable, happy

"she"

"she asked for leave."