Chapter 282

"I don't want to know what everyone thinks, I just want to know what you think. ，。 , first. It seems that Murphy is satirizing her, but she replied seriously: "I want to know if you are talking about me behind your back, arranging me to belittle me, saying that I don't want to seduce other men's friends shamelessly, will you defend me? I want to know if my situation is really so bad, will you quit and leave me?"

It's undeniable that Murphy's idea scared me. I can't tell whether it was due to her persistence or malice. If you really look at her in that way, would I turn a blind eye to hear? I don't think I can do it, so I will certainly hurt the fringe, because clarifying Murphy at the same time means admitting that there is no need to have a relationship

but I am more angry than fear, and gossip will certainly make me passive, but will not it hurt her own reputation more? Why does she have to wear a third-party hat for herself?

"You are practicing yourself!"

"Do you feel any pain?"

"I"

Murphy's question made me speechless. If I didn't pay attention, the woman ran into my arms and put her arms around my waist. "Yes, I just want to rob men with Cheng Liusu like a fox spirit, and make everyone laugh at me. Only in this way can you stay with me, protect me, comfort me, and cheat me You can call me mean, you can call me shameless, but dare you say you don't like me or don't like me? "

Compared with the time when she was at my house, she said it more definitely this time. My friend smiled bitterly and thought about my stupid situation in order to please her, so I didn't think it strange why this insensitive woman suddenly became enlightened.

When she found that she liked me, she naturally realized that I liked her before.

Unnecessary denial is not persuasive, I said lightly: "maybe I admired you before, but admiration and liking are different. You are the person I once admired, but not the person I like now, so you don't have to be persistent for such a person as me"

I broke away from Murphy lightly, Murphy didn't resist, just a pair of small white jade hands holding me I know that since my father died, I have been used to closing myself. I am despicable. Although I try my best to meet all my mother's requirements, I always care about her divorce from my father. I even think that my father's unhappiness in those two years was because he was cheated by her. My father really loves my mother, but my mother doesn't I've loved my father and I've indulged my mother like a fool. I just want to atone for myself, because I haven't forgiven her in my heart, and I can't believe her. I know I'm not a good daughter, so I want to compensate her "

I don't know how Murphy suddenly talked about her parents, but her serious and self reproachful eyes attracted my heart because I can't forgive and trust my mother It seems contradictory to be guilty, to blame myself, and to take action to atone for her sins, but I don't understand Murphy's psychology very well. Maybe Murphy deceived me, but she is not a liar. She is kind and timid, and her timidity is precisely because of her kindness.

Murphy lowered his head and continued quietly: "I always keep a distance with you. Maybe you think I'm very proud, but no one knows that I'm inferiority and fear. Even my relatives don't trust me. I don't think I'm qualified to be a friend of others, and I'm afraid that others are like my mother."

Murphy can't speak any more. I secretly feel that she doesn't Wrong, there is Wu Xueqing as a mother. If you can believe her in anything, the only thing in the world that can be doubted is her IQ

at least, I absolutely don't believe the woman who colludes with outsiders to give her daughter drugs for millions!

"Since my father left me, I have been wary of all people until I met you." Murphy's tone changed from heavy memories to deep feelings. "Chunan, I don't want to deny my preference for you. It's because you and my father have many similarities. I don't deny that I even feel jealous because Kangkang calls you" Dad ", and I'm confused Yes, I have been confused, but now I can tell you clearly that there is only one person in the world that makes me jealous - Cheng Liusu and Chu Nan. I said that I would not cheat you any more, so I can be honest with you about anything: I like you, like the place where you are similar to my father, and prefer you! Even if you think I have a love father complex, even if you think I am disgusting, I still like you! "

Once again, I was told that the shock in my heart was the same as that in the beginning. I used a narcissistic and vulgar saying: how can I Chu Nan, Ho de? Look in the mirror. Although we look good, we don't look good. Throwing into the crowd is a grain of sand in the desert. A drop of water in the sea has neither the diamond like appearance nor the Pearl like shining connotation There is no room, no car and no job. The only thing I have is a beautiful girl friend Murphy is not an ordinary woman, because she doesn't care about what ordinary women care about

do I have anything worthy of Murphy's attention? No, The love for Murphy is the naivete of toad who wants to eat swan meat. When I wake up, I will no longer fantasize. I feel inferior and laugh bitterly: "Murphy, be realistic""Chunan, do you know what's the biggest difference and sameness between women and men?"

A man is a key, a woman is a lock, and it's a set of things to insert together. I almost came up with a saying that Murphy's question is unreasonable, and there are thousands of answers to such philosophical questions. I know what you want to ask? Even the woman who cleans the toilet can simply answer you: the biggest difference between a man and a woman is urination, one is standing and the other is squatting, the biggest difference is defecation, all of them have to squat

"men like to see the reality first, then pursue their dreams, women like to look for their dreams first, and then try to make them come true, that is to say, you men strive for dreams, and We women are fighting for the reality, which is the biggest difference between men and women, and our biggest similarity is that we are the same stubborn. "

Look at Murphy's answer, it's so artistic. My friend shamefully wants to put his head into the toilet, grass, and my subconscious answer proves that I don't have the Pearl like shining connotation. The dirty inside me is like a pig's excrement bag Said: "even if you think I'm dreaming, I'll turn it into reality for you to see."

"You're right, we are also stubborn, so I can't see the reality you expect," I thought of the complicated eyes of the fringe before parting, and I suppressed the bloody ripples in my heart, saying: "Fifi, your dream should not be worthless me, because I can't afford it, because I also have my own dream"

Murphy's eyes darkened, "Cheng Liusu?"

Nod gently, as if it would hurt Murphy.

"Chu Nan, I like a person for the first time, and take the initiative to express to him, I think I have paid a lot, women's reserve, dignity, I have all let go." Murphy cold powder, forced to bear the corner of the eyes of the tears of humiliation, said: "think I Murphy even if it is inferiority, it is not poor to this extent? What can I do better than a fringe? How can you be so dismissive of me? "

It's true that Murphy doesn't need to treat such a vulgar person like me like this. He can chase after her, and row from her office to the stairway of my home. If he pulls out any one, he will have more money and future than me.

"I'm not worth it." I didn't compare Murphy with fringe, because there is no comparison between two different people.

Murphy smelled the words, let go of my hand, and leaned against the doorplate again, as if he would collapse at any time. He said sadly, "if I said that your refusal would make me no longer have the courage to face feelings, would you still go?"

A person who is full of doubts and fears about his feelings finally bravely opens his heart, but bumps into a ruthless nail. What is more desperate than such a blow? Murphy's words are not aimless. When I was shocked, xuan'er shook his head and smiled: "then I have another reason to leave. Fifi, you always have to learn to grow up and face the reality. I don't want to be a cowardly sinner who connives you"

Murphy didn't hesitate to give me three million reasons to get rid of me. Isn't that right?