Chapter 228

"Murphy, do you know what is the most important thing for people to get along with each other?"

Murphy dropped his head with guilt, "sincerity"

"yes, but are you sincere to me? What are you doing to be friends with me? In other words, what is your motivation to be friends with me? " I forced myself not to get excited and said indifferently, "a tree without roots is just a stake after all. Do you think it will grow branches and leaves?"? What you bury is never the seed of love, but you expect it to take root and sprout, spread branches and leaves, and grow into your ideal appearance. Do you think it's realistic? "

Murphy was silent, and tears fell again. I pulled several tissues out of the box and handed them to her, saying lightly: "I know you feel guilty and want to get my forgiveness, but this can only prove that you have never understood what I think in my heart. Today, now, I can tell you very clearly that I have never forgiven or refused to forgive between you and me statement.!!! Super! Hurry up! Head! "What do you mean?" Murphy said in a trembling voice

"What you plant is a tree, what you grow is a tree, what you plant is not a tree, and what you grow is not a tree," I said, biting my teeth instead of looking at Murphy's expression. "If you haven't treated me as a friend, if you haven't treated me sincerely, it's my wishful thinking. We are not friends. What can I blame you for hating you? The only choice I can make is not to continue to be friends with someone who has cheated me all the time, and not to be the dropper between her fingers. "

"I never thought you were a doll!" Murphy was too excited and loud. After realizing that, she was busy calming down her emotions, but she could not hold back her tears any more. She sobbed, "I've thought a lot these days, and I've finally figured out a lot. Chu Nan, I admit that one year ago you came to the company for an interview, and I accepted you, partly because you and my father are similar in temperament and appearance, so how much do you have Some favors, but that's only a small part of it. It just makes me more impressed with you than others. "

Murphy's tone calmed down a lot, and he said: "I hope I can inherit the wind freely. I need to train my own team. How many people in the company are staring at me and want to hinder me? You know, even if I choose people like you and Cheng Liusu who graduated from University, and almost no one with social background. But after months of testing with the questionnaire, you can still see that People arranged by Zhangjia father and son mixed into the comprehensive group. Whether you believe it or not, when I invited you into the company, I didn't really feel that you were any special person for me. "

I quite laughed at myself and said:" so, it's the latest time that I become a special person for you? But what does it have to do with me being a dropper? Mr. Mo, what I care about is not why I get into Fengchang, but whether you take me as your father's substitute. "

"Maybe there was one," Murphy said. "The assistant I fired was recommended by Fang Kefan of the development department and placed beside me. I managed to get the handle to dismiss her. The vacant assistant position, which I naturally wanted to fill with my own people, was also the reason why I was determined to set up a comprehensive group."

Fang Kefan mentioned by Murphy is a person with ability and coquette The famous woman, whose father was one of the company's senior executives, was the same generation as Mo Yi ' In other words, she should make use of the relationship with tension, but Murphy does not wrongly classify her as one of them.

I think Murphy is a little off the subject. "Why do you say that? Has it anything to do with me? "

"Yes!" Murphy nodded his head affirmatively, and continued: "when I was thinking about the assistant candidate, you happened to appear. There was a misunderstanding with my mother in Dafeng gate. I slapped me for fighting with others, and I didn't remember hating me. Later, I heard my crying and telling my mind, and took care of me who was drunk." Murphy's Blush had already climbed over the ear root, and his voice was like mosquito chirping and timid "In fact, I didn't fall asleep even though I was drunk, dizzy and disordered that night. It was only when the toilet was convenient that I realized that you were there. When I was in a hurry, my pants didn't lift up, I fell down. You came running here in a panic. I was scared and scared. I was ashamed and didn't know where I was wrong. I just pretended to be asleep, Ben I'm afraid you'll take advantage of me, but I've seen it secretly. You're very decent. When you help me to put on my pants, you always keep your eyes closed. When you help me to take off my wet clothes, you also draw the curtains and turn off the lights. When you wipe my body, you're also careful not to touch me. "

my sweat. Murphy really remembers it when standing in the rain! That day it was because of the drunken gaffe, the shameful and irresistible pretending to sleep, the ugly behavior of the brothers to see all the shame, shame, shameless!

Murphy raised his face slightly and looked at the glass in his hand. His eyes were blurred. He drew a sweet smile with memories on the corner of his mouth. In a soft voice, Murphy said: "at that time, I was very moved. It was a kind of move that my father had never felt since he left me. The people who lingered around me either saw my beauty or wanted my uncle's money, but you and him They are different. They don't care about their jobs or covet my body, which makes me feel that you are so warm and pure. I suddenly thought of my father at that time. "I'm pure? That can only prove that the world has lost a kind of color - white. My friend is ashamed. I didn't salivate at that time, but rather I didn't have a chance. I dare not salivate. Murphy didn't notice that when I put pants on her in the toilet, I secretly glanced at her for several times

"in other words, you still regarded me as a substitute"

"I just want to tell you that I really am Think of you as a co-worker, friend, and want you to be my assistant before "Murphy muttered:" it's not like you think, I'm not cheating you from the beginning. "

I said with a wry smile, "from months? Is there any difference? "

"Of course there is a difference!" Murphy stared into my eyes without flinching. "Chunan, I came to you to ask you a question. You answered me first. Then, no matter what the result is, I will tell you the difference, OK?"

Murphy's contradictory expression of bravery and shyness seems to me, suddenly as deep as the sea, as mysterious and illusory as the stars. I don't know what she wants to ask, but I have a feeling that the question will be like a whirlpool in the sea, like a black hole in the universe, which may sink me and swallow me up.

"There's only one question between me and you," I said calmly. "Have you ever thought of me as your father's shadow?"

Murphy was stunned and looked at me silently. She was ashamed of her light jawed head. "There is"

"then your problem is no longer important," I said quietly: "I am not, and do not want to be the shadow of anyone. You are just my company, and I no longer work for Fengchang, so I hope you can give me a right to choose freely, thank you."

Murphy said excitedly, "why? Because you feel cheated by me? "

I felt a tremor in my heart.

Murphy clenched her lower lip, her bitter eyes seemed to see through my heart. She murmured, "I really want to be cared for and cared for by you. I like your gentleness, just like the fatherly love I lost. I admit that I enjoy that feeling very much. I'm even infatuated with it. But I'm not a fool, my father No longer, you are not him. I have always understood that when I was with you, I also felt confused and confused. I even suspected that I was suffering from mental illness. Especially in the two days when I decided to invest in Hengxiang company with you, I was even going crazy. I didn't know how I was. I would hide you and cheat you. I wanted to be frank, but look I dare not say that you are working hard for me, and I, I even feel happy. I've always been a person, and I began to like the feeling of relying on you. I think I'm despicable and shameful, so I dare not explain it to you, until uncle found out about it, and I want to fire you. I finally know that I can't hide it from you these days. I keep asking myself Why are you cheating? What are you to me? Colleagues, friends, or my father's shadow? Now I finally know the answer "

I vaguely guess what Murphy's answer is, almost subconsciously, I cut off what she wanted to say," I don't want to know your answer! "

"Why?" Murphy was very calm and said softly, "are you afraid?"

Forehead, a bean big sweat bead glides along cheek, I forced smile twice, pretend calm, "afraid? What am I afraid of? "

"Afraid of Cheng Liusu, afraid of yourself," Murphy suddenly grasped my painful, numb and trembling claw, and his eyes rippling with water directly pierced my heart. "Chu Nan, if concealment is also a kind of deception, have you not deceived me?"

I am inexplicably timid, dare not see Murphy's eyes, "what did I cheat you?"

"You like me."

The words are amazing. However, I was shamefully prepared and looked back at Murphy indifferently. I firmly said, "the person I like is Cheng Liusu."

"I know. That's why you won't forgive me. That's why you have to leave Fengchang." Murphy clenched the hand I wanted to take back, and Leng Yan and self-confidence returned to her beautiful face. One by one, he said, "you have a heart, but you don't want a heart, so you gave up on me!"

"Murphy, don't you think you're too superior?" I sneer, face disapproval, heart is a mess, Murphy this where is to apologize? Clearly is to find fault or account!

"I don't have a sense of superiority, at least not in front of you," Murphy sighed gloomily. "Otherwise, you won't choose Cheng Liusu and cut me off."

"Again, what I like is Chengliu"

"I like you!" Murphy spoke surprisingly again. Although I had guessed that this was her so-called answer for a long time, the buffer of psychological preparation didn't play a role. Murphy spoke softly, but it was like a thunder falling on the top of my head. I was stunned