Chapter 195

"No! Chunan, I beg you not to say that, OK? " Murphy crouched down, grabbed my wrist, and his eyes filled with tears. "I know I'm wrong. I shouldn't cheat you, but, Chunan, I really regard you as my friend, the only one. Do you believe me?"

"Have you believed me?" I coldly opened Murphy's hand, "since you think I'm a friend, why do you cheat me?"

"I didn't cheat you!" Murphy cried, "no, I never cheated you!"

Murphy is not stupid, but she pretends to be stupid with me! I laughed, and it's worse than crying, "no? The good one didn't, aren't you still lying to me? "

I got up angrily and went to Murphy's desk. Murphy was stunned and hurried to catch up with me. He exclaimed, "no!"

Murphy sprang to the table, but it was still a slow step. I picked up the small photo frame that was placed on the table, shook the only photo of her and her father, and snapped, "Why are you nervous? Why don't you want me to see this picture? "

Murphy sat on the ground feebly, crying and sobbing, "no, it's not what you think, Chunan, it's not what you think"

Why do you have to be tough? I know I'm hopeless. I know it's irreparable. Why do you force me to expose your scar? I can't forgive Murphy, who denied my existence, but I felt sorry for her like a bitch, so I didn't want to destroy her dignity, but Murphy's ignorance made my heart betray my brain honestly, I lost my reason, and I laughed wildly, "no? Not what? Murphy, do you want to say you didn't use me as your father's double? "

Murphy suddenly hugged my thigh, with a beautiful face full of pear blossom and rain, cried, "no, I really don't!" However, how can the shame of her face hide?

"If you just cheat me, I can forgive you, because we are friends! But when I know that I am only a substitute in your eyes, can you imagine my mood at that time? I feel like a doll you made up, a character you can play with! In order to satisfy your illusory imagination and to satisfy your escape from reality, you have wiped out the existence of this man, Chu Nan! In your eyes, only your father's shadow, in your heart, has there ever been my existence? In that case, how could you have made me a friend? "

I broke away from Murphy's embrace and shook my head powerlessly. "Enough, really enough, it doesn't matter that you lied to me and played me. I won't continue to play this boring game of family crossing with you. You should accept the reality and live bravely, and I will also face the reality honestly. Murphy, we've never been friends and won't be friends."

"No! I don't want it! ' Murphy begged madly, "we are friends, Chunan! I know I shouldn't have lied to you, but I really haven't denied your existence. I beg you, you can beat me and scold me, but don't say such kind of cruel words to me, OK? "

"How can we say that love never existed?" I smiled bitterly and watched Murphy's sad face, which was covered with water marks. I couldn't suppress my sadness any more. I couldn't help but say, "Murphy, who is the most desperate, who is the most injured? Don't be coquettish any more, because I've never been as tolerant as you think. Don't let your tears drop on my wound, OK? "

Murphy froze, trying to catch my hand again.

"Murphy, whom I once knew, is a strong woman. Even if there is a mother who loves making trouble but doesn't know how to love her, even if it is a person who can hold up his head like a noble swan in the face of infighting in the company and intriguing in the market. I hope that these things I see with my own eyes are not what she deceives me," I said in this paragraph After a good secret love said goodbye, no nostalgia, "you have nothing to lose, because I have never been your friend, so you have no reason to shed tears to leave."

When I pulled Xiao Yike out of the room, Wu Xueqing, who was posted outside the door to eavesdrop, almost fell in. She should hear our conversation clearly, so she didn't know what to say to me, "Chunan"

"if she didn't lack the love of her relatives and the warmth of her family, today's events would not happen," I said coldly to Wu Xueqing, who was ashamed "I'm just a substitute, but you're not. Please take care of yourself in the future. If you don't want to see today's event happen again, you should take the responsibility of being a mother."

Xueqing looks at her daughter with a sad look, and mumbles: "I think you look a little bit like it, just by coincidence, and your age"

Wu Xueqing refers to my father and Murphy's father. It's not hard to hear from her words that my similarity with her ex husband seems to be only a little bit, probably because of the relationship between photos and real people , so this similarity has been magnified a little? Plus, I'm two years younger than Murphy, so Wu Xueqing, who should be most familiar with Murphy's father, didn't notice her daughter's abnormality in advance. Or, even if she did, she would not think about it. After all, if Murphy regards me as his father's substitute, wouldn't she regard Wu Xueqing and I as two couples? If I were Wu Xueqing, I would certainly try my best to avoid this absurd suspicion. But I am angry now, on the one hand, is not it because of this?People's psychology is really delicate

I have said that even if there are thousands of things, they have been cut clean. Since then, they are strangers and no longer fetters. Wu Xueqing also understands these things, so she doesn't continue to beg for anything. She just runs into the room and tries to lift Murphy, who sits on the floor and sobs.

When I went downstairs, I could not help hearing Murphy's words from the room.

"No, it's not what you think, it's not what you think"

When I got home, I just opened the door. Chu Yuan, who heard the news, rushed over with a kitchen knife in a murderous manner. "Where are you dead? The cell phone doesn't turn on either. What time do you come back? "

Good guy, that bright kitchen knife is dangling in front of my eyes. It's very careful. I have crossed my face several times. It seems that I can feel the cold of the blade. I haven't changed my slippers yet. I step backward first. "Fate, I have something to say. I'll come back later. Don't use the kitchen knife?"

"Kitchen knife?" Chu Yuan seemed to notice the dangerous goods in his hand. His face turned red and he said with a smile, "I'm cooking now. I came out when the door rang? Sister Bobo? How are you with my brother? "

"Hi ~, Yuan Yuan, I haven't seen you for a long time." Xiao Yi can come out from behind me and wanted to give Chu Yuan a hug. But when I saw the guy in her hand, I still forgot. "There's no one in my family tonight. I just came out to buy something to eat. When I happened to meet uncle, I came back with him. Hey hey, Yuan Yuan, I came here to have a meal. Do you mind?"

This is the result of my "trade" with the goblin. She kept today's secret for me. I promised her to stay in my house tonight. Murphy cheated me to satisfy her own lust, which made me resent her dishonesty. However, in order to satisfy her own lust, Murphy was extremely honest, which made me feel more difficult to deal with. Maybe, this girl is more terrible than Murphy r> Chu Yuan hurriedly hid the rude kitchen knife behind him and said happily, "how can I mind? Welcome, sister Bobo. Come in. "

I always think it's strange that Chu Yuan seems to admire Xiao Yike in a special way, but I don't know where Xiao Yike deserves to be admired?

"Yuan Yuan, what's the matter with you running out in such a hurry? What's the matter? "

Chu Yuan took the briefcase in my hand, flattened his mouth, and said, "I'm ok. It's Cheng Liusu who has something to do. I can't get through to your phone, so I'll call you."

"Yes," I said with a shudder, pretending to be calm, "did she say anything?"

: the update is late. I'm sorry. Something has been delayed. I feel dizzy