Chapter 95

I suddenly think of Chu Yuan's and Yang Wei's comments on me. I'm not stupid, but I'm used to being stupid, and I'm used to being stupid to myself. Isn't that true of people? The people who cheat the most in their lives are nothing more than themselves.

Bullshit promise! I promised myself to make Murphy happy as a friend. Can I do it? Joke, a big joke, Chunan, you are a big fool. You are a big fool!

Viagra is right. Murphy and I have never been one of the world's people.

"I won't call it wrong again," I said quietly, even though I was surprised, "Mr. mo."

Yes, since then you are just my boss. Since you are not willing to take the initiative to draw a clear line with me, then I will carve a 38 line to restrain myself.

Murphy's hand for extracting documents stopped. She looked up at me in amazement. What did she just call me? "

"Mr. mo."

Murphy smiled, but the corners of his mouth seemed to shake convulsively. "Chunan, don't you joke with me, will you?"

I also smiled, only felt that the heart could not say relaxed, as if finally put down a heavy burden, as expected, the troubles are their own find, "I like joking?"

"Why? Are you angry? Because I just had a bad attitude? " Murphy's face gradually lost its color. The faster he spoke, the more his voice trembled.

"No, you are the company, I am the staff, you don't have to smile at me, and I don't have the right to ask you to treat me differently." I was almost soft hearted, and I thought to Chunan, you idiot, what qualification do you have to be soft hearted? Do you think she's pleading with you?

Murphy shook his head violently and stood up abruptly. "You're angry!"

"No," I denied

"You are angry!" Murphy's eyes burst into tears, and his teeth clenched his lower lip. He was about to cry.

I didn't make it, so I avoided her bitter eyes. "I don't understand why you said that, but I'm really not angry."

"Chunan!" Murphy screamed loudly, scared the elder brother, and then saw her come in two and three steps at once. The immortal is a plank. Is it hard for her to fight? Interesting? Is it interesting to pretend to be pitiful and compassionate and let me indulge in you?

I subconsciously want to raise my ass to protect myself, but I don't want to think about it. Murphy suddenly bends down and bumps into my arms in the first two steps of my body. His arms are wrapped in his whole body weight and press it hard on his thighs. I'm not surprised yet. Murphy, half crouched and half kneeling on the ground, has already raised a piece of pear blossom noodles with rain, crying: "I'm sorry, please don't be angry, OK? It's my fault. It's my fault. I shouldn't be angry with you, but I'm really unhappy. I didn't mean to be

after that, Murphy was already sobbing. He buried his face between my legs and wept heartily.

I'm stupid. What's going on? What is she crying for?

I'm stupid again, shit, you cry, why don't you lie there and cry?! My friend hypnotized little Chunan with a strong mind, for fear that Murphy would wake him up, I would lose my face.

"Why are you so stingy? Why are men so stingy? What did I do wrong? What always makes people angry?"

I don't understand Murphy's words, especially the sentence "Why are men so stingy"? It hurt my face, and it hurt my narrow heart. The collision between self-esteem and filthy made me feel embarrassed. After hesitating for many times, I will still Hands gently pressed Murphy's shaking shoulders.

In fact, I know that most of my anger comes from the half day and half night after Murphy and men had dinner. I know that I am jealous, but I still am.

Jealousy is like a fly in a tumor of the heart. It constantly pollutes the wound and eventually makes the heart fester. I secretly scold myself for being careful and trying to daydream Murphy's slightly exaggerated feelings towards the direction of the subconscious's mid-term vision. I am full of feelings but I don't know. Because a little suspicion and jealousy would like to alienate her. To put it bluntly, I just want to find my own audacity It's just a step down.

Murphy never liked me. How about betrayal? My anger has no reason, just a stingy man is jealous.

What's wrong with you, Fei? Have you been bullied? "

Murphy's body shook, and the cry stopped. He didn't look up. He sobbed for a long time and said, "well, it's like the pain in his heart has been aroused. It's even worse.".

Is that the word "yes" that makes me fall into the abyss and be bullied? By whom? The man who ate last night? Who is that man? How did he bully Murphy? A lot of questions in my mind shot into my fragile heart like bullets, and I said angrily: "who? I'll help him clean up! "

Some people say that anger and resentment are the feelings of the weak or the losers. This is true. If that person is Murphy's man, Chu Nan, why do you clean up others? After all, it's just a private matter between people? My mouth is angry, but my body is weak.

"No! No! " Murphy raised his small face in horror, and my heart fell to the bottom of the valley, smashing. "That's my personal business, Chunan, thank you, but it really doesn't matter.""Is it, private affairs, ha ha?" heaven knows how I laugh. I really want to find a mirror and have a good look at my expression. My heart has no feeling. It's empty. I believe that the smile on my face at this moment is the most hypocritical in my life.

Murphy quickly wiped away tears and stood up. She said with a smile, "I really don't care. When everyone is in a bad mood, they will forget it after a while."

Yes, it will be forgotten after a while. I just found that Murphy's eyes were red and rubbed. Because of her makeup, it's hard to find a slight swelling there without looking carefully. She had cried before she came to the company.

Heart gradually had the feeling of pain, I can't help but smile and ask myself, Chunan, do you also have to learn to forget?

Murphy looked down at the root of my thigh. His face turned red. He turned his head quickly, glanced at me sheepishly, and then asked in a shy voice, "by the way, what's the matter with you looking for me?"

My friend found that the pants were stained with Murphy's tears and snot. It seemed that the prostate patients could not urinate clean, and they were shaking in their pants. It was embarrassing, "Oh, it's about investment. I've made a plan to show you."

"So fast?" Murphy's beautiful face flashed a strange look that I didn't understand, like surprise, doubt and hesitation. Then she walked back to the desk, took out some paper towels from the box, sat down to clean up the tears on her face, bowed her head and frowned her willow eyebrows. She didn't know what to ponder. Just when I was curious to ask, she suddenly looked at me and said, "OK, show me. ”I was stunned and immediately understood that she was struggling just now. After all, she was always fair when she did such a thing for the first time, which inevitably made her nervous.

I'm not sure if Murphy has a boyfriend, but I know clearly that in order to have a tassel, sooner or later, I must completely stop thinking about Murphy. Maybe, this is an opportunity. So, I forced myself not to think or ask. Work is undoubtedly a good way to escape from reality.

No matter how deep the wound is, it will always heal. It only needs time. I secretly love Murphy, but it's only a secret love. So, I can forget, and it only needs time.

Thinking about this, I let go of a lot of things. Suddenly, I think of the girl who was stuck in my heart for the first time. It's the same secret love and the same reluctant. I think I'll never forget her, but now, don't I just let go? If I don't think about it deliberately, I think it's hard for her to appear in my memory.

People's feelings are just memories, some of which are vague and some of which are profound.

Feelings can make us forget time. Similarly, time can also make us forget feelings, I said to myself.

The plot of these two chapters is a bit dull, and the atmosphere seems to be a little dignified. Well, this is the normal fluctuation of the plot, and it's also a small foreshadowing. Now that it's over, the next chapter begins with my sister's monologue. Please look forward to it, and don't forget to vote. Thank you sa