Chapter 315
On the night of seeing off the child, Mrs. Bai cried bitterly, but he couldn't help it. They couldn't support the child, they couldn't afford it, the child was still young, and they could only suffer.
Therefore, he reluctantly sent the child out, hoping that she could find a good family and grow up happily in the future.
He held Mrs. Bai, who had fainted in tears, and vowed to take everything back, let the Bai family revive, and give them a good life again.
If there was any hope, he would go back to find the daughter.
After a few years, he gradually began to fight a piece of world, life gradually better, Mrs. Bai's stomach and a lovely baby, but she thought of the child abandoned before.
Bai Chengxuan went to find the family, but there was no news. They couldn't find the child. They were sad for a long time. The pain and sadness finally disappeared in the rapid progress of the day.
After a long time, the memory of the child was sealed up.
It's like a cancer. It can't be touched.
Now that such a thing has happened, it's time to bring it up again. In retrospect, Bai Chengxuan is in tears.
"It's all my fault I didn't take care of the children. " Bai Fu cried heartbroken, wiping tears, "if my health was not so bad then, the child would grow up with us safely, and I don't know where she is now, and how well she is? What do you look like One of my poor children is missing, and the other is suffering from such a disease. It must be God's intention to punish me for not treating my own child well, so he wants to take away my lovely child Wu Wu... "
Listen to her cry just to increase upset, Bai Chengxuan heavily sighed: "don't say it again! Let bygones be bygones! Take good care of lin'er now. "
Hearing this, Mrs. Bai suddenly stopped crying, pulled his sleeve and said in a soft voice: "Chengxuan, you can ask someone to look for the child before. It's impossible for a family to say it's gone without it. Can you look for it again? If lin'er has a problem, how can I live in the future... "
Alas, Bai Chengxuan had to nod: "well, I'll let people look for it. Don't worry any more. If it's OK, I'll accompany lin'er. When she wakes up, don't tell her about it. I'll find a chance to talk to her."
"Well!" Mrs. Bai could only dry her tears and nodded.
Bai Yilin sleeps faintly for several days, and finally wakes up. When she wakes up, she sees her parents by her side and her sweetheart, Xiao Mingyang.
She looked at him for a long time and opened her lips to say something, but she was so weak that she coughed as soon as she opened her mouth.
Xiao Fu became nervous and held her: "Irene, you've just woken up and you're still very weak. You'd better have a good rest and don't talk."
"Cough, no..." Bai Yilin looks longingly at Xiao Mingyang standing behind him. Seeing this, Bai Chengxuan can only look back at him. Their eyes are opposite. His eyes change. Finally, he looks at him with a little prayer.
Xiao Ming Yang pursed his lips, and finally moved. Then he came forward and sat down in front of Bai Yilin.
"Ming Yang Well, brother Brother... " Bai Yilin's lips were dry, and she was so weak that she seemed to faint all of a sudden, but she still stubbornly grasped his hand.
Seeing her lips dry, Xiao Mingyang turned to Mrs. Xiao and said, "aunt, please pour a glass of water."
"Oh, yes!" Mrs. Xiao turned to pour a glass of water and handed it to Xiao Mingyang.
Xiao Mingyang took the water and put it to Bai Yilin's lips, "drink some water to moisten your throat first."
But Bai Yilin did not move. She just looked at him steadily, her lips cracked.
Seeing this scene, Bai Chengxuan makes a look at Mrs. Bai, and then they go out.
Bang!
When the door of the ward was closed, there were only two people left. Xiao Mingyang pursed her lips and looked at her for a long time.
"Brother Mingyang..." Bai Yilin looks at him without tears and wants to cry, but she can't shed a tear without adding water for many days.
"Don't cry, drink water." Xiao Mingyang put the cup to her lips.
"No, I don't want to drink Why do you want to save me, cough If you don't want me, you might as well let me Just die. Why Why do you want to save me? I just I don't want to live. " Bai Yilin said, her eyes were so red that she began to sob in a low voice.
Hearing her cry, Xiao Mingyang also felt helpless. If the person in front of him was Lin Yuqing, he would take her into his arms without saying a word. He would cross the water with his lips without drinking water, but she is not. She is Bai Yilin
All along, he regarded her as his sister.
Thinking of this, Xiao Mingyang put the cup in the water and said, "Irene, I always treat you as my sister. Even if I can't be together, I can treat you as my sister. Isn't that good? Why do you want to commit suicide like this and end your life like this? "
"Sister?" Yilin said with a bitter smile: "brother Mingyang, I've loved you since I was a child, and I finally became your last wife. Now you tell me that you just take me as your sister."At this point, she bit her lower lip and shook her head: "I know you and sister Yuqing love each other, but I dare not ask for anything, I can even let you two together for you, but don't give up marriage, let me stay by your side, even if you ignore me! Just let me see you, brother Mingyang, but you don't even agree to me It's just a small request. Cough... " Bai Yilin said and got excited again. She coughed. It was dark and almost fainted.
Xiao Mingyang quickly reached out to help her: "what are you doing?"
After breathing, Bai Yilin looked at him in despair: "brother Mingyang, I like you If you can't accept me at all, leave me alone and let me die. If I die, I can't feel anything, and I won't feel heartache. "
With that, Bai Yilin pushed him, but her strength was not big, her body was empty, and she was panting.
Xiao Mingyang looks at her like this and thinks of what Bai Chengxuan said to him. He is too heavy in his heart to make a decision.
On the one hand, Lin Yuqing, whom he loved deeply, and on the other hand, Bai Yilin's illness
Forget it, Xiao Mingyang sighs. Seeing the situation that Bai Yilin is out of control, he decides to postpone her decision first.
Thinking of this, Xiao Mingyang pressed her body and said in a deep voice, "Yilin, don't make any more noise. Listen to brother Mingyang's words and drink a glass of water. I can think carefully about what you say."
Therefore, he reluctantly sent the child out, hoping that she could find a good family and grow up happily in the future.
He held Mrs. Bai, who had fainted in tears, and vowed to take everything back, let the Bai family revive, and give them a good life again.
If there was any hope, he would go back to find the daughter.
After a few years, he gradually began to fight a piece of world, life gradually better, Mrs. Bai's stomach and a lovely baby, but she thought of the child abandoned before.
Bai Chengxuan went to find the family, but there was no news. They couldn't find the child. They were sad for a long time. The pain and sadness finally disappeared in the rapid progress of the day.
After a long time, the memory of the child was sealed up.
It's like a cancer. It can't be touched.
Now that such a thing has happened, it's time to bring it up again. In retrospect, Bai Chengxuan is in tears.
"It's all my fault I didn't take care of the children. " Bai Fu cried heartbroken, wiping tears, "if my health was not so bad then, the child would grow up with us safely, and I don't know where she is now, and how well she is? What do you look like One of my poor children is missing, and the other is suffering from such a disease. It must be God's intention to punish me for not treating my own child well, so he wants to take away my lovely child Wu Wu... "
Listen to her cry just to increase upset, Bai Chengxuan heavily sighed: "don't say it again! Let bygones be bygones! Take good care of lin'er now. "
Hearing this, Mrs. Bai suddenly stopped crying, pulled his sleeve and said in a soft voice: "Chengxuan, you can ask someone to look for the child before. It's impossible for a family to say it's gone without it. Can you look for it again? If lin'er has a problem, how can I live in the future... "
Alas, Bai Chengxuan had to nod: "well, I'll let people look for it. Don't worry any more. If it's OK, I'll accompany lin'er. When she wakes up, don't tell her about it. I'll find a chance to talk to her."
"Well!" Mrs. Bai could only dry her tears and nodded.
Bai Yilin sleeps faintly for several days, and finally wakes up. When she wakes up, she sees her parents by her side and her sweetheart, Xiao Mingyang.
She looked at him for a long time and opened her lips to say something, but she was so weak that she coughed as soon as she opened her mouth.
Xiao Fu became nervous and held her: "Irene, you've just woken up and you're still very weak. You'd better have a good rest and don't talk."
"Cough, no..." Bai Yilin looks longingly at Xiao Mingyang standing behind him. Seeing this, Bai Chengxuan can only look back at him. Their eyes are opposite. His eyes change. Finally, he looks at him with a little prayer.
Xiao Ming Yang pursed his lips, and finally moved. Then he came forward and sat down in front of Bai Yilin.
"Ming Yang Well, brother Brother... " Bai Yilin's lips were dry, and she was so weak that she seemed to faint all of a sudden, but she still stubbornly grasped his hand.
Seeing her lips dry, Xiao Mingyang turned to Mrs. Xiao and said, "aunt, please pour a glass of water."
"Oh, yes!" Mrs. Xiao turned to pour a glass of water and handed it to Xiao Mingyang.
Xiao Mingyang took the water and put it to Bai Yilin's lips, "drink some water to moisten your throat first."
But Bai Yilin did not move. She just looked at him steadily, her lips cracked.
Seeing this scene, Bai Chengxuan makes a look at Mrs. Bai, and then they go out.
Bang!
When the door of the ward was closed, there were only two people left. Xiao Mingyang pursed her lips and looked at her for a long time.
"Brother Mingyang..." Bai Yilin looks at him without tears and wants to cry, but she can't shed a tear without adding water for many days.
"Don't cry, drink water." Xiao Mingyang put the cup to her lips.
"No, I don't want to drink Why do you want to save me, cough If you don't want me, you might as well let me Just die. Why Why do you want to save me? I just I don't want to live. " Bai Yilin said, her eyes were so red that she began to sob in a low voice.
Hearing her cry, Xiao Mingyang also felt helpless. If the person in front of him was Lin Yuqing, he would take her into his arms without saying a word. He would cross the water with his lips without drinking water, but she is not. She is Bai Yilin
All along, he regarded her as his sister.
Thinking of this, Xiao Mingyang put the cup in the water and said, "Irene, I always treat you as my sister. Even if I can't be together, I can treat you as my sister. Isn't that good? Why do you want to commit suicide like this and end your life like this? "
"Sister?" Yilin said with a bitter smile: "brother Mingyang, I've loved you since I was a child, and I finally became your last wife. Now you tell me that you just take me as your sister."At this point, she bit her lower lip and shook her head: "I know you and sister Yuqing love each other, but I dare not ask for anything, I can even let you two together for you, but don't give up marriage, let me stay by your side, even if you ignore me! Just let me see you, brother Mingyang, but you don't even agree to me It's just a small request. Cough... " Bai Yilin said and got excited again. She coughed. It was dark and almost fainted.
Xiao Mingyang quickly reached out to help her: "what are you doing?"
After breathing, Bai Yilin looked at him in despair: "brother Mingyang, I like you If you can't accept me at all, leave me alone and let me die. If I die, I can't feel anything, and I won't feel heartache. "
With that, Bai Yilin pushed him, but her strength was not big, her body was empty, and she was panting.
Xiao Mingyang looks at her like this and thinks of what Bai Chengxuan said to him. He is too heavy in his heart to make a decision.
On the one hand, Lin Yuqing, whom he loved deeply, and on the other hand, Bai Yilin's illness
Forget it, Xiao Mingyang sighs. Seeing the situation that Bai Yilin is out of control, he decides to postpone her decision first.
Thinking of this, Xiao Mingyang pressed her body and said in a deep voice, "Yilin, don't make any more noise. Listen to brother Mingyang's words and drink a glass of water. I can think carefully about what you say."