Chapter 4293

"How could this happen? I was dreaming, or... "

"Do you have a feeling of being out of the body?"

"I don't know what it's like to be out of the body, but it gives me the feeling that I've seen it all from the perspective of God."

"That's right!"

Alice pointed and explained earnestly, "it wasn't you who controlled the personality of this body at that time."

"Then..."

Gong fan was even more unbelievable. "Can it be blessing? impossible. How could he have done that. "

"That's what worries people the most. It's not you, it can't be youyou. Then, who was the one who manipulated the body? "

If you think deeply, you can't help thinking deeply.

Alice had no way of saying what had happened to him.

But there's one thing she can do with her life.

At that time, the hand holding the knife did not come from gongfan.

Don't you

Alice suddenly had a terrible idea.

She stood up and said to Gong fan, "would you believe me once?"

Gong fan raised his head and looked at Alice, but saw her eyes full of determination.

"What do you believe?"

"Believe me, I can help you."

"But you need to go back to the hurricane with me. At that time, I will design a treatment plan. I can't wait any longer. Your situation is not optimistic. You must be treated and monitored as soon as possible."

"Back to the hurricane with you?"

"Well. However, I'm afraid your mommy doesn't agree. She's always worried. I can't take you away... "

Before Alice finished, Gong Fan said firmly, "I'd like to go back with you."

Alice was slightly surprised.

"Would you like to go back with me?"

"But I have a condition."

Gong fan suddenly stood up and closed his eyes, as if he had finally made the final decision.

"No matter what happens, no matter whether my situation turns better or worse, please You must protect me and destroy me... "

He said the last three words with his teeth clenched.

Alice suffocated a little.

She didn't know why Gong fan made such a decision. She thought it was mostly for blessing, and more importantly for cloud poetry. However, it's hard to imagine how much courage he mustered to make such a decision.

People's survival instinct is very strong. What kind of pressure and courage does Gong fan have to face death so directly.

The destruction of a personality, for ordinary people, is death.

He didn't want to live.

On the contrary, he wants to live well.

"It's good to live."

Gong Fan said truthfully, "to live, you can see a lot of beautiful scenery, and you can be with people you like. However, if living is based on the pain of others, then such existence is meaningless. "

As he spoke, Gong fan began to choke.

He immediately turned his eyes, squinted, and tried to force back the tears that were about to burst the dike, clenched his fist.

"I'll go back with you, but you must promise me this condition."

"Your mommy will never forgive me if I do that."

"There is a saying that long pain is better than short pain. Instead of tormenting me all the time, I might as well End it early. Whether it's for you or for Mommy or for everyone, it's liberation, isn't it? "