Chapter 3167

"Just be a mom, please!"

She said with a cry, "Dong Yu, the only hope for Dad and mom! He can't be destroyed in your mind, you know? Just be a mother and go abroad to study, will you? "

My soul seemed to be emptied, giving up the struggle and nodding.

That night, my mother didn't take me home, but took me on the train to Shanghai.

When my aunt arrived in Shanghai the next day, my mother couldn't wait to see me off, even the last farewell of Dongyu and me.

Still remember, when the train started slowly, I seemed to hear someone calling me.

A child next to the car pointed out of the window and said in surprise, "Dad, someone is running after the train!"

I can't help but follow the children's eyes and look out of the car. What I see is already a desolate scene.

Roughly, my heart, at that moment, has withered.

……

When I was studying abroad, I was very calm, as if I had died.

So it's kind of decadent.

But in fact, no matter what I do, I'm happy or angry, even the exam that students are most afraid of. For me, I can always face those golden haired and blue eyed examiners calmly, and then answer them kindly.

In my heart, not without missing.

More than once, I miss that time when I was young and simple. In the beautiful countryside of my hometown, I played with Dongyu carefree and scratched among the grass.

In the afternoon, we went to the river to catch tadpoles with bottles, climbed trees together to catch cicadas. We even secretly carried the adults on our backs to set off a wild fire, and burned the neighbor's thatched cottage by mistake. The two people fled, scared for a long time, and dared not go home.

Go home I really want to go home. I always think so. If I was not born in the name of Xia Chun, it would be nice.

But it's home, not home.

When memory overflows, the heart aches. I don't want to think about it, but what is left for me now besides these memories?

I'm more afraid of missing than parting. It's like a flood, devouring me and accompanying me.

Until I came back to China, I didn't feel happy.

For me, hometown is just a pronoun.

Sitting in a taxi, walking through those strange streets, I suddenly realized that in the past eight years, I have missed more than eight years.

After getting off the taxi, I followed my mother into a brand-new high-end apartment building. I thought that the demolition of the old building must have given a lot of subsidies.

In the elevator, my mother smiled and said to me, "our family now lives on the 14th floor. When we were demolished, it's our turn to signal. The community director said that we can choose floors by ourselves if we pay 10000 yuan! We specially selected this floor, which has good lighting, landscape room and three rooms facing south. We have reserved a large room with balcony for you! "

I don't speak. I look around in silence.

Mom said again, "the property in this community is very good. It's usually very quiet."

When she came to the door, she just took out the key, suddenly thought of something, turned around and asked me tentatively, "Xia Chun, you graduated from school for more than a year."

I nodded in silence.

She also noticed my coldness, but still tried to communicate with me, "when are you going to go back to China? We are all looking forward to your return. "