Chapter 3157

Sometimes I feel like an irredeemable idiot, holding the blade with blood in his hand, and holding on.

Unfolding my diary, I wrote hard on this page: "like a person you shouldn't like, like an endless boat sailing against the current, in a dilemma. Like you and love is a matter, inseparable, give up, give up everything. However, if like you can only bring pain, I am willing to give up all

I closed my diary and held it in my arms, tears falling down.

The next morning, I pretended to go to school with my schoolbag on my back. In the past, Dongyu and I would go to school together. But early at the intersection, Dongyu and I parted ways. He walked in the front. I took a taxi to the hospital while he didn't pay attention.

Suki gave me several hundred yuan. When I took the money, it was hot on my face. If I had the ability, I would never take the money.

After taking a taxi to the hospital, go back to the ward and lie down.

For the next two days, it was like this. She went home secretly at night and went to the hospital secretly in the morning. After school, Suki would come to the hospital to accompany me.

Han Xiao will also come. That day, when something like that happened in her house, I saw her face red, swollen and bruised with marks of being beaten. I felt more guilty.

Two days later, I had an operation.

Suki advanced all the medical expenses for me.

Before entering the operating room, Suki accompanied me to the operating room. He held my hand tightly and said again and again, "don't be nervous. The doctor said it was a small operation. I won't go anywhere. I'll wait for you here."

"Well."

I closed my eyes and was pushed into the operating room.

In the operating room, I stopped several operating beds to give me some illusion. It seems that this is not an operating room, more like a slaughterhouse, so it may be a bit unkind, but I watched the doctors squatting outside the door quietly, leaning against the wall, blood stained on the sterile clothes, but still talking quietly and smiling.

Probably see more life and death impermanence, so for me such surgery, also see very light very light.

After I've been drugged, I'm unconscious.

When I woke up again, I was in the ward.

I opened my eyes and saw the empty ceiling.

"Suki?"

I've just had my anesthetics go away, and the sharp pain comes endlessly.

Reluctantly, I sat up with my arms on my back. Just then, leaning against the bed, I saw that the room was full of people.

There are Dong Yu, Dad, mom, Su Qi, Han Xiao

I was suddenly frightened by the scene in front of me. I don't know whether I am dreaming or in reality. I don't know why they appear here!?

Suqi stood by, looking gray, and Dongyu sat by the bed without saying a word.

"Mom..."

I opened my mouth in a daze and spewed out a word with difficulty.

When I woke up, my mother's anger, which had been calmed down, flared up again. Next second, she rushed to grab my hair and slapped me in the face!

"Yin Xiachun! You're going to piss me off, aren't you!? Why do you have a big stomach?! You are still in junior high school, you are still in junior high school! You're so young, you just don't know how to behave!? I didn't tell you that girls should have self-respect and self love. Do you take my words aside

I covered my face, it was hot, but I felt numb.