Chapter 3142

I cried and said, "I'm sorry! I don't want to be with you anymore. I hate you. I'm tired of you. Is that enough? Suki, you let me go? I don't like you, so don't force me, will you? "

I roared hysterically at him, and in despair, I slid feebly down the wall.

What I think in my heart is, let me live and die, and no one cares about me.

What's more, I really I really don't know how to deal with Suqi, Dongyu, my world, and they are completely divorced, which can't be touched.

I held my knees, silently shed tears and clenched my teeth.

And Suqi stood in front of me, trying to touch me, but stretched out his hand. He saw my shoulder curled up constantly, his hand was frozen in the air, slowly retracted back.

After that day, Suki and I didn't see each other again.

He didn't come back to me, and I didn't come back to him.

I go to school alone every day. When I come home from school alone and do my homework silently, I feel like a walking corpse.

Until one day.

That morning, I opened the calendar, May 10, a special day.

Since the second half of the first semester, the first visit to the menarche, in every month after 9, will arrive as scheduled, that month, but accidentally absent.

I waited for it for a long time, until a long week passed, still did not wait for it to appear.

I was in a panic.

In junior high school, although we are ignorant about men's and women's affairs, we already have a vague concept.

I have already understood that what should have come must have come back. If I haven't come, it must have been an accident.

In the computer class, I secretly looked up the information on the Internet, menstruation did not come for the same reason, but the biggest suspicion is - perhaps pregnant.

From the computer class after class, in the computer classroom and class just a few hundred meters, I don't know what mood I used to walk through.

Pregnant?!

The word is too heavy for me.

……

I dare not go to the hospital for examination. After three days of struggle in my heart, I finally summoned up my courage. After school, I went into the drugstore and bought several pregnancy test papers under my guidance.

God knows how I got in and left.

From the beginning to the end, I kept my head down and didn't dare to look at those people's different eyes, but I could still hear that many people whispered behind their backs, nothing more than how the children are now. At such a young age, they have a big stomach and have no self-respect or self love at all.

"What a wonderful child! I'm as old as she is. I haven't even dared to hold a boy's hand! "

I ran out of the drugstore like a deserter.

I don't know.

I don't know, it will happen, let alone have an unexpected pregnancy.

I don't understand. After that, you should take the post pill in time.

At that time, for the relationship between men and women, the parents all held a very obscure saying. The early sex education classes only described the differences in the human structure of men and women, but did not tell us how to deal with the aftermath after the accident.

My mother only told me not to have early love, but she didn't say that she would be pregnant after she had sex with a boy.

Drugstore people said that the best pregnancy test in the morning, the first morning urine, the test is accurate.

I had two tests in all, the first night, because I was too nervous, I didn't sleep well.