Chapter 3138

But the fact is that the so-called ashes fly away is just an illusion.

I'm not going to die.

In a sense, it's a kind of terrible death sentence, and it's like cruel lingchi. Fate won't kill me, but it will torture me severely until I get rid of the next layer of flesh and blood.

I think I've probably been punished.

"Xia Chun, what's the matter with you?"

Maybe I woke up with my shrugged shoulders. Han Xiao turned on the light, but saw me biting the quilt, clenching my teeth, holding back, but tears, one by one, all over the pillow.

She hugged me, probably trying to give me as much warmth as possible.

I greedily want to absorb the warmth of her body, hold her, gently say: Han Xiao, I'm afraid

I'm afraid. I'm afraid that sooner or later, it will be exposed in the sun.

I'm afraid. I'm afraid that Dong Yu will look at me with disgust when he knows this.

I'm afraid. What I'm afraid of most is being abandoned by the world.

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The whole night went by, and the next day, Han Xiao got up, and I woke up with her. When she saw that I woke up, she called me to go to school together.

But I dare not step into the school gate at all.

I said, I won't go, you go.

She asked me why I didn't go to school?

I didn't speak again.

She advised me around, I still refused to go, wrapped in the quilt, curled up in the corner, holding myself.

She had no choice but to take me, so I had to leave first. After she left, I locked the door and locked myself in the room alone. Then, I just lay on the bed and looked up at the ceiling, but my tears kept falling down.

At that time, I was desperate as if the sky would fall.

But I do not know, if the naive collapse, who will support me.

I know, only know the words of tears, it is too weak.

But that kind of me, in addition to crying, already don't know how to face, already thousands of white button's own.

I don't feel hungry without a meal for a day.

I didn't drink water for a day, and I didn't feel thirsty.

So in the afternoon, I heard footsteps coming from the door. It seemed that someone had come back, holding his shoulder timidly and shivering.

Then, someone knocked at the door. I didn't dare to speak or make any noise. I was afraid that it was Han Xiao's mom and dad. But I heard Han Xiao's voice. Xia Chun, it was me, Han Xiao.

I just stepped down from the bed, walked to the door, unlocked, and just opened the door. But I saw Dong Yu standing straight in the door, and saw the door open. Without waiting for any response, I broke into the door.

The door opened in a flash.

I was so scared that I stepped back and stared at him with a pale face. His face was full of anxiety, anger, worry and worry!

"Why didn't you go home?"

Dongyu approached me and asked angrily, "where did you go the night before yesterday? Do you know that mom and dad are crazy to find you?! They've called the police and thought you were missing. What happened! "

I stared at him in a daze, and then, from my heart, a kind of betrayed anger poured out!

I looked at Han Xiao, her thin body, shrunk to one side, as if afraid of being angry with me, afraid to look up at my eyes.

"Don't look at her! It has nothing to do with her! "

Dongyu said, reaching for my arm.

I jerked my shoulders back and dodged his movements. "Don't Don't touch me... "