Chapter 3120

"But I don't want you to be with other girls! My heart will ache, my heart will ache. Brother, I just like you. There is no way. How good would it be if it could be controlled? But like you, there is no way to control it... "

He was stiff all over. Suddenly, his strength was exhausted. His arms fell weakly on his side. He raised his head and tried to hold me, but he dared not touch me.

I saw that he was helpless, and my heart was aching. Tears slipped into his lips. It was bitter and astringent. "When I was a child, I was so lucky that you were my brother. I had the best brother in the world. But now, I don't want you to be my brother... "

"Stop crying, will you?"

Dongyu held my face and gently wiped away the tears from the corner of my eyes. The pain in my eyes was not noticed by himself.

He saw that I cried and his eyes were red. He was never good at happiness and anger. No matter he was happy or sad, he always had a calm and calm face.

He wants to hold me, but he dare not reach out to touch me. He wants to hold my hand, but he can't summon courage.

He once said that no matter what we face, we should be brave and never move forward.

But I hold the moth to put out the fire, hold him, say I like him, but he can not drum up a little courage, hold me.

Perhaps he understood, more deeply than I did, that some courage, after all, was in vain.

I don't want the moon in the sky. If I have courage, I will definitely get it.

So some things are doomed to fail.

Some love, destined to have no ending.

That night, when I went home, I sat in the back seat of my bicycle, but I didn't ring around his waist as before, but I gently grabbed the corner of his clothes.

I can't open my eyes because of the strong evening wind.

I thought over and over what Dongyu said to me, but I would not put a word into my heart.

In those days, Dong Yu seemed to be a little indifferent to me. He had never been so indifferent to me since he was young.

After school, even if he came to pick me up, he was not as close as before.

He also stopped practicing with me. At last, a complicated chapter in Jiangnan was not practiced.

I had to modify the repertoire through the teacher, and changed one of my more confident "autumn whispers".

I was in such a low mood that I didn't know what I had done wrong.

Unconsciously, in the uneasy, I soon ushered in the school day.

The night before yesterday, I was so nervous that I couldn't sleep. I had expectations, tensions and more anxieties about the school day.

School day is on the weekend. On this day, No.2 Middle School is open to the outside world. Even foreign students can visit the school.

Suqi said that she would pull a group of brothers to support me. After listening to the music, I asked if Dong Yu would come.

He said that Dong Yu would not come, something happened.

When I heard it, my mood was gloomy again.

After so many days, he still kept away from me. Isn't he so ready to hide from me for the rest of his life.

I'm a little afraid that the distance from Dongyu will be gradually alienated, but I really don't know that in this world, he is the only one closest to me in my life.

I can lose the world, but I can't lose him.

Even if it's like before.

I always feel that since that night, there has been a gap between us, which is hard to cross.