Chapter 3105

"Hearsay?"

Suki is interested.

"What's the rumor?"

"About your hearsay, some people say, you cut class, smoke, drink, fight, and the girl gave birth for you, are these all true?"

Suki listened, first mocked, "Oh, that's all. What do I think it is! "

"Are these rumours true?"

"Half true and half false."

"Half true and half false?"

I don't understand what he said.

"It's either true or false. What's half true and half false?"

"Sometimes what your eyes see is not necessarily true. What the ears hear is not necessarily true. For example, I smoke, I drink, I fight, these are true. But it is said that a girl gave birth to an abortion for me - I accompanied a girl to give birth to an abortion, but the girl's belly was not enlarged by me. "

"Not you, who?"

"Well, I can't say." Suki smiled. "I promised to keep it secret."

"Stinginess!"

I muttered, "you have so many secrets."

"Who has no secret? If you really want to know, let's exchange it? "

Suki rode around me and looked at me. "You should also have a little secret. It's fair that you tell me your secret and I tell you my secret."

I look at him seriously.

For a while, I smiled at him, pretending to be mysterious, "I can't tell you!"

"Cut!" Suki looked unconcerned.

Turning around, I bit my mouth and covered my chest. My heart beat fast.

I went home with a lot of worries and pushed open the door of my study. I saw that the books on Dongyu's desk were still neatly arranged. Obviously, they had not come home from school.

I stood there for a long time, thinking back to Suki's words.

As he said, there is a secret in everyone's heart that can't be said.

But I can't say that it's only about Dongyu.

……

I like him.

Since when did you realize that your feelings for him are not ordinary?

When I was bullied, he looked at me to take a bath, and then blustered to ask that person for help?

Or, when I see other children around him, I long for him to belong to me alone?

It was Menglan who said that there was no way for me and Dongyu to be together?

Or, when I saw that he received many gifts from the table, and finally threw them into the garbage can, I felt the incomparable joy in my heart?

……

It's not known.

Since I was born, my feelings for Dong Yu are different from that of everyone else.

It's not the intimacy of relatives, or the love of lovers. It's that in this world, I can become indifferent to anyone except him.

Is this a kind of love?

I feel confused about it. I want to understand it, but I'm not eager to understand it.

Always feel that some things, once you get too clear, will become difficult to choose.

Such a strange feeling, in an occasional event, the trouble is more and more occupied in the heart.

I remember once, in the annual sports meeting of one high school, I sneaked into the school to play, and found Dongyu's classroom. Just after entering, I saw a girl standing in front of Dongyu's desk stealthily, with an envelope in her hand, like a fortress.

I rushed over, grabbed the envelope from the girl, pinched it in my hand, raised my voice and asked, "what do you want to do?"