11 Home Aaira

"Some one eventually got time to see me"

"I'm sorry, i was so busy-" i cut him off

"i don't need any explanation"

"you wasn't there when i needed you and why are you here now" i miffed.

"Let me explain" Remus appealed.

"i already said i don't need any explanation just leave" i raged.

"Zeri just listen to me first" he said and advanced towards me but i moved back.

He was consternated by my behavior.

"i said leave can't you hear me" i blurted.

"I'm sorry i didn't mean to hurt you, love" he apologized and scrammbed.

I was so outrageous and i was vexed with the Bloom's behavior i needed to get all the vexation out of my head i thought Remus would change my mood but he never came, i needed him and he was not there it made me more provoked when i saw him.

I spent all my day in chaos thinking about my angry outburst on Remus eventually i ended up again repeating the same mistake i took out all my infuriation on him.

when i evaded him all day in my grievance he comprehended my situation and he was not angry with me how can i do that to him to the person who comprehends my all the situations and supports me, helps me and loves me.

I think i should inform him about Bloom's avow love i can't hide things from him anymore, it's making things more difficult for me I'll go right now and tell him everything, but i don't have courage to face him after what i said to him, don't be a coward Zeri you can do it he will forgive you.

When i was about to knock on the door of Remus's chamber a muscular hand gripped my arm and shoved me against the wall, my back hit wall with thud and i groaned in pain.

"What's wrong with you Bloom" i retorted but kept my voice low, i don't want Remus to hear anything.

"what the heck are you doing here at this time" he growled.

"it's none of your business" i spat.

"everything about you is my business, if you're thinking to say him anything about me then i think it's a very bad idea" he retorted.

"yes I'm here to say him about you" i provoked.

"if you fill him a single word about me, you're going to regret it Zeri"

"what! you're going to hurt me, go ahead i don't care"

"how can i hurt you my love" he said and cupped my face.

I shoved his hands away.

"don't you dare to touch me again" i scorned.

He scoffed and pulled me closer to him and wrapped his hands around my waist and trapped my hands in between our bodies.

"Let go of me Bloom" i demanded and struggled in his arms.

"your struggle is in vain" he smirked.

"now listen to me if you want any conflicts between Remus and i you can gladly inform him if you don't want to be the reason for the conflict then keep your sweet mouth shut" he let go of me and left me there in trauma.

I don't want to be reason for any conflicts between two brothers it'll be good if i don't say anything.

I entered into his chamber without knocking.

His back was turned on me i entered and closed the door behind me he was standing in front of window staring into beautiful starful sky.

I stood there in complete silence not having courage to say anything after standing there in complete silence for wee minutes i eventually broke the deafening silence by saying.

"I'm sorry, Rem" but he didn't turned around.

He was bummed out due to my behavior, i went closer to him and stood beside him he looked pang.

"you won't talk to me??" i asked.

In response he walked away from me but i held his hand.

"I'm sorry please forgive me Rem" i pleaded.

"who am i to forgive you Zeri" he quoth.

"you're everything to me Rem"

"i don't think i am, i agree i came late to see you but you was so outrageous not even ready to listen me and said me to leave"

"you came!! but when? " i questioned.

"you were asleep when i came to see you i didn't want to distrub you and i left" he answered.

"you would've woke me up"

"you were sleeping so peacefully i can't wake you up"

"i didn't know about it, please forgive me Rem i hurt you I'm so bad please, please forgive me" but he pulled away his hand and moved away.

I kneeled down on the floor holding his hand and laid my forehead on his hand "please Remus forgive me" i quoth and tears rolled down my cheeks.

"what are you doing get up zeri" he knelt down in front of me and took my hands into his and said "i forgive you i was bit angry upon you but you know i can't be angry on you for longer please don't ever again kneel down in front of me"

He cupped my face and brushed the tears" I'm so sorry i hurt you, you've always comprehended my each and every situation, helped me, supported me, but i inreturn I've hurt you I'm no good for you Remus"

"yes you're no good for me instead you're prefect for me my love " he said and leaned his forehead on mine.

"I'm sorry, Rem"

"stop apologizing my love i already forgave you" he stated and pulled me into his chest and wrapped his hands around me and in a jiffy i clutched him back he was my solace.

He pulled away and snogged my forehead.

We sat on his bed i laid my head on his chest he pulled me more closer and wrapped his hands around my waist and kissed on top of my head.

"do you remember that day when you were angry on me without any reason" he questioned.

"yes i remember" i answered.

"what was the reason for your anger"

"you literally wanna know"

"yes love"

"okay, when i saw you with Ashley you both were murmuring and chuckling it drived me mad and your special one words struck in my head and i thought she is your special one i was vexed and hurt, you came behind me and you know the rest"

"oh yes i know the rest you took out your infuriation all on me" he acknowledged.

"yes but i apologized to you later that night" i quoth.

"hhmmm you did"

"again i repeated the same mistake took some else's anger out on you"

"i think you found an anger attracting force in me you take out everyone's anger on me," he babbled.

"it's not like that you promised you would come soon and i needed you so much, but you never came so it made me more furious you know very well about my anger don't you?" i asked.

"oh yes how can forget that merciless Zeri" he giggled.

" i came but bit late"

"how can i know you came when i was asleep"

"hhmm you're right anyway who was you angry on now??"

"Bloom" heck what I've done i just said his name i said in a flow what I'm going to do now.

"what has he done now?" he asked.

"aah-ah he has done nothing" i stammered and raised my head from his chest and moved away turning my back on him.

"hey are you hiding something again" he questioned and turned me around to face him.

"I'm not" i replied without meeting his gaze.

"i know you won't get angry on Bloom for teeny things you weren't angry on him when he almost break your hand"

"so tell me what has he done" he demanded.

What a imbecile of me how can i just say his name I've to lie to him again I've no option. Aahh I'm feeling so awful.

"uuh-ah he was teasing me" i quoth and leaned closer to his face and snogged his cheek changing the subject.

"Thank-you for being with me always and comprehending all my situations"i mumbled against his lips and teased him by placing butterfly kisses on his lips after couple of minutes he lost his endurability and kissed me softly he broke away,"i love you, Zer" he whispered against my lips.

"i love you, Rem"

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I was back to my castle all these days away from home felt like aeon i was never been out of castle for so long actually i was never been out of my castle before. I'm so happy to be back home i missed my home so much.

I was standing in the balcony of my chamber couple of days have been passed since I'm back home, i saw silhouette of figure standing in the woods staring at me and it vanished in a flashing movement, what a human would do out there in woods so late at night perhaps it was knight, i went inside leaving the door open and laid on my bed, i was missing Remus so much it's only been couple of days since we last met but for me it's like i haven't seen him for couple of weeks, he said he will come to meet me soon.

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I was playing piano after very long time, i totally lost myself in the soft music.

"you never told me you played piano"

I was marvelled to see him, he was leaning on the door of my chamber he always looked so engaging i can never ever resist staring at him, i can spend my whole day staring him i just wanted to clutch him with my embrace but i will not do that, he came after couple of weeks and he need to know how angry i am.

"oh you still remember me and who showed you my chamber??" i asked and stood up turning my back on him.

"Laura showed me your chamber"

"I'm sorry Zer, i said I'll be coming soon but father gave me the responsibility of ball and i was busy in the preparation and I'm here to take you to Xenia" he explained and embraced me from behind snogging side of my neck. As he touched shivers started running down my spine and his warm breath raising goosebumps on my skin.

"I'm sorry my angry butterfly" he whispered in my ear and nibbled on my ear lobe making me shiver I was loosing infuriation with his touch, snoggs and nibbles I've to get away form him before i give in. I pulled away from his embrace.

"please forgive me, Zer" he appealed making a sad face.

"okay only on one condition i will come with you and forgive you" i said

"and whats that??" he asked.

"you've to take me to"

"take you where Zeri??" he asked by furrowing his eyebrows.

"to the woods" i replied.

"is this any kind of Irony Zeri"

"it's not any Irony, I'm desperate"

"No I'm not taking you there" he stated.

"okay then I'm not coming with you"

"Zeri woods are soo dangerous"

"have you ever gone into them" i questioned.

"No i haven't" he answered.

"then how can you claim them to be dangerous"

"everyone says that Zeri"

"i don't care what people saybi just want to go in there" i raged.

"no you're not going in there".

"i want to go" i recited.

"i said no Zeri"

"i want to"

"stop being preposterous I'm not taking you in there" he yelled. I jumped on his raised voice.

"if you don't want to come with me then don't but I'm not going to risk your life by taking you into those pathetic woods" he infuriated.

"I'm not coming with you now and i will not attend any ball" i exclaimed in anger.

"Fine don't come but I'm never ever taking you into woods "

"okay we're done now and you can leave" i exasperated and he left closing the door with thud.

I never expected him to get so harsh on me over a simple reason he said with such an ease don't come now I'll definitely don't attend the ball. I'll go by myself in the woods and show him what can i do.

I saw him leaving in the carraige from the corridor window he just left tears pooling in my eyes i never thought he would hurt me soo bad.