17 Headache

Its been a while sense I fought against the three demons and was unable to get rid of all three. With that it has been about 4 days sense then making things worse every day I am sent out to send my grievances to the families sense I was unable to enact vengeance on all three of the demons. It is angering that I am the one that many put their blame on sense I was unable to kill the last of the three demons. When I honestly think their blame is put in the wrong place.

If they had seen that I felt grievances for the people maybe they would quit showing up at my doorstep which is not in the castle. Coming with mobs at moments making it hard for me to live every day life. I think that this is what the king wanted. He wanted to use me as collateral damage, and use me as a mean to an end. It is something that is shocking yet unsurprising for me. It was surprising sense I was the one who fought not the others. Though it isn't surprising because they needed someone to blame. So why not blame me the "New Hero" and make it so that the castle and the royal members are not to blame.

I try not to hold grudges, but man did the kingdom cause me troubles the past few days. First thy blame me for most of the damage. Then they claimed that the other hero's were the ones who fought, and then they made sure to tell the people where I live. Yep, I have had the worst few days of my life. You know my life right now is like when you walked into a bar, and you realize you walked into a bar hat has all the people who hate you. Its like ooh I'm not walking on the floor I'm walking on needles. It's a great few days.

What had gotten into others heads? I don't know my mind is not in the general publics mindset. One thing that I do know is that I am either walking on egg shells or they are. It's a really an, OH NO, moment for me. Like oh hello I'm lost find my head. I just don't feel like as if things are normal. Its like your walking down the street and you know where you are, then you can't remember where you are. It's been a frustrating few days. Fist off sometimes I wake up and my yard is on fire because someone was mad at me for the loss of everything. Now I'm excited for the hoard of demons heading there way here. Honestly I cant wait its like, OH YAY A PARTY!!! I CAN'T WAIT!!! Literally my house is on fire give me a second.

Walking out of my house I carry a bucket of water and put out the fire. Are they trying to burn me out? This is why I hated people and why I still hate people. They listen to others words and not the actual people that they are talking about. Like get to know a person before you judge them, but you can't change people because they have to change themselves. This is a headache a big giant headache.