Chapter 1680

Ironically, I can't even blame myself. I'm a cold robot. I'm not qualified to have a good wife like you.

So I am more and more indifferent to you, I think maybe you know wrong, will choose to divorce me. But you still haven't

At that time, I was also a jerk. I was selfish and indifferent, and could not understand and take care of your mood. I just want to find my feelings, so when I met Shao Yingying again, I thought I had caught a straw.

Because she was the only woman I ever liked, I still remember the feeling of liking her, but it couldn't be produced.

I approached her only to find even a trace of human emotion. I didn't even think that I would hurt you.

No, I knew it would hurt you, but I didn't feel it. I don't even have a guilty heart, which makes me hate myself more and more.

It also makes me eager to be a living person again.

But I didn't expect, in contact with Shao Yingying that time, you will have an accident, you even concealed me.

In the end, I naturally did not find a trace of human emotion from Shao Yingying, but from you, I got a kind of inexplicable heavy mood.

Yes, when I knew that you had HIV and your child would die, I felt a sense of heaviness in my heart.

At that moment, I don't know whether to be happy or sad. But sadly, I couldn't have it. But I understand a truth, whether I love you or not, I can't hurt you.

I am willing to do anything for you. I am willing to take care of and wait for your mother and daughter forever. I am willing to make every effort for your happiness.

I can't love you except

I don't know if I can make you happy and make you happy. But this is the only thing I can do for you.

I also know that you don't want these, but all I can give is these. From then on, I live for you.

However, when you see this letter, I am already dead.

I can't continue to guard you, I think this is God's punishment for me.

Xia Yu, don't feel sorry for people like me. It's not worth it, because I don't love you.

Please don't love me.

Pei yuanze himself. ]

looking at these contents, Xia Yu was shocked and her tears had already burst.

When she saw the last sentence, Pei yuanze asked her not to love him, she could not help but cry out of collapse!

Holding on to the letter he left behind, Xia Yu was heartbroken.

She had never been so miserable.

Even when she knew she had HIV, she was not so desperate.

Why is the heart so painful?

She didn't know the truth. She didn't hurt so much. She felt like she was going to die. It turns out that Pei yuanze doesn't love her, but he can't love her.

He took so much, but he said nothing. And she was wondering whether he loved her or not?

Xia Yu felt that her love was too selfish and narrow.

Also very distressed Pei yuanze encountered everything.

Now he has sacrificed his life for the sake of the country. He has lost the feelings belonging to human beings. Not to mention, he has no life. This makes Xia Yu feel very distressed for him, and also makes her blame herself for the previous blame on him.

If she could, how she hoped that he was still alive and still had the feelings of human beings.

However, there will be no more

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