85 Desire 2

I get up and gave him the glass. I observe his back that looks really going to open up. I walk toward him and hug him from behind as I gently kiss his back. It might be aching him.

"Feel better?" I ask him. He pushes my arms and face me. He wrapped my arms around him as he pushes his chest on me for me to lean on, hugging me tight. He let me heart his heartbeat as I lean my ears on his naked chest.

"This heart of mine, never beat like this." I can hear his heartbeat clearly. It skips a beat and it is loud. I feel so small in his arms. He is tall and bit muscular… has a lean body.

After taking a bath, I let him choose the dress that I should wear for the mass. It was a catholic mass. Catholic or Christian is a religion for them since it is Sunday, every Sunday they held mass. A pure white dress that has a red ribbon around the waist. The collar is wide and low that makes my breast almost peek yet my shoulder is covered until to my elbow. The dress is under my knee and he told me to wear the black heels stiletto shoes that they called. It has a high heels that looks like a stick so the woman that will wear it will look taller.

After the breakfast, we get ready and left following his parents car with his. I look around to see lots of families together, couples and old people going inside the church and the cars are lined up. The church wasn't that big but it was wide. There's a cross on the roof and bells are ringing. He open the door of his car for me and I hold his hand as I got out.

"Hey, Clarence!" we both turn to a group of teenagers. Three boys and two girls.

"Damn…" he mutter. He wave at them giving them fake smile.

"There are your friends, say hi to them." His mom told.

"They are not my friends." He gritted. "They are bullies." He hold my hand possessively.

We enter the church and I was amazed on their paintings above, full of man with wings and skies. They show heaven yet it wasn't heaven looks like. The face of the God that they painted wasn't the real face of God. And there are statues that wasn't the face of the real God.

"Aren't you going to introduce us your friend here?" The boy who waved at him a while ago, followed us and throw his arms on Clarence's.

"Terrence, this is Guinevere." He said lousily. I nod at him with little smile. The Terrence guy stop in front of us and held out his hand. I took it and he kissed it with those playful grin and lustful eyes.

"I'm Terrence." I glanced at Clarence's who's eyes are burning in anger.

"Guinevere." I said coldly and pull my hand from him. "Terrence, does hurting somebody's feeling makes you happy?" I can see it in his eyes. He was a sadist who love hurting girls and others. But deep inside is sadness and the felt of being unloved. He stopped about my question. "You cannot find happiness if you keep hurting others. Love only gives and if you try to open your heart and give love to others, you will received love back from them." He gapes on what I said. Clarence took my hand protectively and pull me away from him.

He take the sit beside his parents and as the mass started, I listen on their scriptures. They are talking about Jesus who save people from their own sins. Everything are true yet some of them may not. I won't judge their beliefs because it is what keeps them to have faith.

We kneel again to pray and I pray for my father to enlighten these people's mind. I can hear their prayers and most of them are asking for things… keep asking and asking. But there is only two to three person who are asking for his forgiveness admitting their sins, keep asking for forgiveness. Some are thanking for the everyday things that the God gave including the love.

I can hear from Clarence's parents that they keep thanking God that he give Clarence to them though he is not their blood. After the mass, Clarence hugged me with a peek on my cheek including his parents. Outside, we stayed for a while as his parents are talking with friends.

"There are beautiful places here in town. We could go around."

"We have a class tomorrow." I told him a little coldly. I don't know why I always sound so cold, maybe I was born that way.

"I wanted to leave that Academy. Do you know that? But I had promise Patrick that I won't leave without knowing about the cases behind those students that keep on dying."

"I will find it out so soon." I said determined. He blinks on what I said.

"Is it the reason why you are here, Outside?"

"Yes." I cannot lie or deny that.

At least I have a trust on him because he is my warrior and soon to be my guardian. I turn to see a girl walking toward us. I glanced at Clarence to see him looking all stop. The girl was beautiful, there's no doubt that he had fallen in love to her before he find out about his gift. However, the girl hurt him and cheated on him. He was broken and glad that he left the school.

"Hi Rence." She smiled beautifully at Clarence. I look at him again and his emotions was nothing. Still, he is flashing back their happy moments. I felt a little tingle of pain inside my chest. Am I jealous?

"Clarice." He acknowledged. "How are you?"

"Still good as ever. I haven't seen you for ages, where have you been?"

"I transferred in the school where I belong."

"Is it because of my mistake?"

I feel like an air between them. Not even there. It makes me feel a little annoyed about it. I stepped a little away and feel left out while they are talking at each other reminiscing their pasts. I am really going to kick his balls if he still have an affection toward her. And he seemed he still has. Damn him! I tell him that I will wait somewhere else and quoted a sarcasm on roaming around alone, in French. So that the girl wouldn't understand.

I am not expecting him to hold me and told me that they are done talking or whatsoever. I just walk away getting suck of this shoes. I had learnt few twangs and accent of the people here. Gibson taught me a little to sound normal in this world.

I removed the shoes that is sticking on the grass. I wish to go back to Academy so that I could tease Gibson about him making love with Rosy. I had seen the scene and they look so into each other though she's a little drunk. Desire put a big spell on both of them. And Love is slowly giving them hint.

I saw a tree where I can rest for a while. I sat down there and lean on the trunk. I shall relax my mind and to collect souls again listening to their prayers and wishes. My soul shall sleep too for a while so I sleep under the tree very fast and I am unconscious about my surroundings.

A jolt of chills, shivers wakes me up and I can feel a hand caressing me under my dress, sucking my neck. He smelled different… not Clarence. I open my eyes to see Terrence in those dark lustful eyes molesting me. I was about to push him but he flew away from me. He was thrown on the tree. Clarence look furious and was about to hit him another in very fast movement.

"No. Stop Clarence!" I demanded. Clarence glance at me. I shook my head. I run toward the unconscious body and he really look beaten. "It's not him, he was possessed by dark spirit."

"Then, get away from him." He tried to drag me away but I hold him to calm him.

"I'm fine." I kneel in front of the body. "I shall remove the dark spirit." I close my eyes and slowly taking the dark spirit that I am sure one of Abyss's stolen soul. I concentrate and put all of the power that my father gave to take the soul. I shall cleanse him so he won't be evil again.

I stood and he is slowly moving wincing on the pain. Clarence become alert again and he pull me away from him.

"It is fine." I told him with authority.

"I'm sorry for not being with you." He bow his head. I scoop his cheeks looking up at him.

"It's not your fault. Don't blame yourself."

"Damn, can anyone help me?" he glare down to Terrence who is suffering. "What happened? Man! I don't remember anything." Clarence seemed enlightened so he help him up. He look at us quizzically. I saw Clarence started to burn his eyes on Terrence because of the way he look at me… full of lust.

"Don't stare at her like that!" he growls pushing him with his arm in front of Terrence chest.

"I-I'm sorry." Terrence mutter. Clarence is growing really protective. Matured yet still unable to control himself.

"Clarence." I call him and he calms down. I pull him away from Terrence. I scoop his cheeks. "Stop it now. We will just leave and this never happen." He is trembling in anger. I kiss his lips to calm him and his nerves. He immediately kiss me back. I heard Terrence complains. The kiss went far from this world… like we were just alone in this world.

"Are you okay Terrence?!" I heard that girl's voice yet Clarence didn't want to stop kissing me.

"I need help. I think I have broken bones." Clarence gives me a time to breath and he smiles.

"I am tired, let's go back to the Academy." I walk toward the tree and took my shoes. He took it from me and carried me like a bride. I wrapped my arms around his nape and lean on him to relax my body.

"Let's go out." He mutter.

"We are outside." I mutter back.

"I mean, a date. I like you so much." I had fallen asleep after I felt his kiss on my forehead.