84 Desire

Guinevere

I did not expect that she will prepare French foods for me. They are very kind and they love Clarence so much like their own. They are playful and keep pushing me to Clarence. They tell about Clarence's embarrassing moment and he is flushing of embarrassment.

The food was very delicious. She cook very well and the designs on their lawn for our dinner is perfect with string lights. They have two maids to help for cleaning and preparing ingredients for cooking. They totally forgot about the guestroom who turns into storage room where I supposed to sleep. Krystal look very sorry about it.

"Clarence will sleep outside." Geoffrey said.

"I don't want Clarence to be kicked out from his own room. I can sleep with him in his room." I said.

I didn't understand that it baffled them. Oh, my clumsiness. It sounds not good for two opposite sex sleeping in the same room without marriage or whatsoever they called it.

"I'll be sleeping on the floor. Don't worry." Clarence highlights every word.

"Great! So you guys are together?" Krystal asked. I blink and sipped on the mimosa that Krystal prepared.

"No mom… it is just… very complicated." Clarence said with redden face and ears.

"I am sure that Clarence explained to both of you about the Insideworld. Clarence was from my family's Château and he oath to be my warrior, protector and to serve me. And to love me."

"And you accept it?" Geoffrey asked grinning.

"Yes, I did. He's the answer to the riddle that father gave to me."

"Riddle?" Krystal asked.

"Yes, the Almighty father that has many names in this world. Creator of everything." I explained briefly.

"Oh, Lord God the creator of heaven and earth." Krystal said.

"Yes, that is based on your scriptures and religions."

After our grand dinner with wines and few chatting, they dismiss us because Clarence told them that I am exhausted and I feel exhausted needed a warm bath. He prepared it for me and all of the clothes we bought was turn over to the maids for them to laundry it. He come out from the door of bathroom and told me that I could use it and he put new toothbrush that I could use. I stayed there for few minutes and walk out with towel around my nude body.

"Uhm…" he stammer. He still can't get over the moment that he saw me naked. "I put the clothes that you can use this night. On the bed. I will go shower too." He walk inside immediately leaving me. I glanced at the door that closes and shrugged. After I dry myself I put down the towel and pick the wide shirt that has a print of Hogwarts with wand and few symbols and put it in me. There's a tight shorts and flexible. An inner garnet and I put it on. The shirt is big that is few inches short away from my knees.

I brush my hair with my fingers and lay down on the big, bouncy, warm and very comfortable bed. He enjoy all of these luxuries because he never did sleep on this kind of bed in Insideworld.

I waited for him to come out and when he did, he is half-naked only wearing a long pants that they called pajamas. I look down on the air mattress that he called and he turn off the lights leaving the lanterns in dim light and the lampshades.

"Do you want something before sleeping?" since it is cold inside his room and outside is kind of hot because it is hot season, I push the thick comforter until it falls on the floor. I pull a pillow and crawled to his side. He move to give me space though I know that he is baffled.

"It feel more comfortable here." I mutter as I fix the pillow and lay down pulling the duvet facing him. He move sideways facing me. He pull the duvet over my shoulder and caress my hair. I can see into his eyes that he desire me so much. Goddess of Desire must put a tons of spell on him.

"Can I kiss you?" I move closer as an answer and I can see in his eyes that he was happy. I felt his warm lips to mine. Simple peek and then, I let him wonder inside my mouth as I did, tasting the toothpaste and mouthwash and I can smell it.

Without knowing, I was so into him. Into his kiss and the passion that he gave. He was expert. The kiss makes my stomach stir in a very odd way. I haven't known or feel it before, it was something that aches me asking for more… hungry of something. My hands crawls at his back feeling something on it. Like a… a rough thing that shape lines like a crack. I grasped some air as my heart feels like leaping… pounding. I felt his hot tongue on the corner of my mouth as it goes down to my jaws.

I let out a moan, wondering, and thinking that it feel really good… My stomach and down my navel continue stirring that makes me crazy. I squeeze my thighs as I hold on him. It makes me feel really different.

"Wait…" I breathlessly murmur. He did not stop, instead, I felt his hand inside the shirt that I am wearing rubbing my back and sides and reach my breasts. "Clarence." I said it a little loud. He stop and look up at me… full of desire, lust and wanting… hungry for love… for love making. He blinks and he immediately pulls his hand from my breast.

Sitting up, he push the duvet to me. He immediately stand and left to the bathroom. That was hot… I suddenly feel cold after that. The air conditioner is very cold. I push down my shirt and pull the duvet as I hugged it. I did not expect that thing to happen. He touched me and somehow, I am turned on. I feel the warmth on his hand that arouses me. After long time, he come back laying down beside me with a big pillow.

"I'm sorry." He murmur and bent out to kiss my forehead. I blink and thought of the thing that makes him sorry. "I'm sorry that I touched you. I won't do it again without your permission." He put the pillow between us as he slipped his body inside the big warm duvet.

"Good night." I whisper and closed my eyes. I hug the pillow between us and concentrate on sleeping. I felt his warm hand over my hand.

I was already sleeping and I was back to my world where I belong. I found Desire and Love who is laughing and giggling. These two had make something really funny. I walk toward them and I peek on what they are watching. It was my twin brother Death who is with Rosy, making love.

"I am very sure that they are for each other." Desire said. I cleared my throat and both of them stop from what they are doing and has those funny face that they get caught from their crime.

"OH! Hi, Soul!" Love… the God of Love hugged me as he kissed my forehead.

"So you played on my brother's shell? And wakes his loving desire?" I asked both of them.

"It's not a play, dear. It is love and I gave him his soul mate." Love explained. "Like what you and that young man… he was so in love to you that desired you enough to do everything for you."

"He is right, my dear."

"Whatever you say." I turn back and walk to my room to do my work. Counting the souls, visiting them from their happy world inside the paradise. There are still missing souls but I was curious to see that there is a soul that looks very lonely and worried. I walk toward her. "What worries you?"

"I haven't seen Josh, we died together but he wasn't here. Is he in hell?" Katherina, her name back to the earth in the Outsideworld.

"I am sure that every soul are welcome here, though they make a huge mistake yet chooses light over darkness. There are numbers of souls that are still down the earth, alone and can't find their way. I will find him for you, my dear and you shall be together again."

"Can you do that? This place is full of happiness yet I still feel lonely and empty without him."

"Yes my dear. Can you wait? You haven't stop thinking of him in this life, you are truly belong to him and he to you." She hugged me really tight thanking me. I smiled and embrace her back.

"Thank you Goddess."

After doing few works, giving few choices to the souls in the paradise. Few chooses to be a warrior and Guardians of the Paradise to protect everyone from the darkness. There is someone there who is waiting until I finish my work. I walk toward him and he kneel one knee with his fist over his chest where his heart is located.

"Goddess of Soul, please let me be down the earth to help my brothers and save those in need. Please let me serve you and fight evil to get back the lost souls."

"Is that what you wish?"

"Yes, protecting everyone like I did back in my past life. Protecting the one that I love will make me competent and full. Please let me be down there to protect your sisters."

"Being a Guardian of the Goddesses and Gods is an oath to be made. You chooses what you wish, for other's need. Do you want to go down to the Earth in Insideworld and help my sisters, like what your brother, Luther did?"

"Yes Goddess. I won't let you all down."

I pointed my forefinger to him and he falls down from my room toward the Insideworld, with wings and armor to protect my sisters from darkness.

If you don't wake up, I will totally kiss you. I heard Clarence inside my head. He is waking me up. Guinevere, wake up. Don't tell me that you are dead and comatose! He is worried that my body is not waking up.

I close my eyes and concentrate on flying back to the shell that I am living. I open my eyes and I see him over me, very worried and tears are falling from his eyes. He let out a sigh and caress my face. I wipe those worried tears.

"I thought you left me." It was almost a whisper… broken and hurt.

"I was just sleeping." I murmur.

"Sleeping like that? Not able to wake you up even I shook you or kiss you…" he sat down exasperatedly and wash his face with his palms. "I don't want you to die in your sleep. Still you are breathing but I do not understand that you could sleep like dead."

I sat up, observing his actions. He stood kicking the duvet and went to the table that has a glass of pitcher and water glass. He walk back and gave it to me. I drank it and it immediately send chills down my throat. Someone knocks on the door and it opens. Krystal peeks in with smile.

"Good morning, sorry to interrupt. Seems that both of you are awake. I had prepared the breakfast." She said cheerfully. "Oh, I also had your clothes and I will sent it here. You guys get ready for the mass today. We shouldn't be late."