Chapter 201

Does it hurt?

Gu Chongshan felt his chest, where he could still feel something beating. However, where his soul was connected, he had no feeling. It seemed that he was no longer Gu Chongshan.

Does it hurt?

Already painful numbness, therefore, did not feel the pain.

At her funeral, he saw himself and her daughter kneeling down in front of the black coffin, crying loudly and bitterly. It was only when the old man came that he stabilized the little man's mood.

However, what he didn't expect was that when the little child woke up in the old man's arms, he looked into his eyes at the first time. The pure and sharp sight seemed to look straight at the bottom of his heart, which made his numb heart shrink suddenly.

That look in his eyes, just like Liu Rushi's later look at himself, empty, cold, numb as himself. Now, he understands how painful Liu Rushi's heart is over the years.

If we say that his heart has been numb with pain, what did Liu Rushi rely on to survive for more than ten years? How many times does she have to open the wound in order to feel the pain in the second injury? To stand in front of people again like a person? Can you show such kind and gentle eyes to Gu youyou?

How many times has it gone from numbness to pain before her eyes become so cold?

However, Gu youyou is still a child. Why do you want to learn from her mother?

Gu youyou's voice is still very tender, but it seems to be as cold as her mother's. she asked, "father, is that her mother lying there?"

Gu Chongshan was stunned for a moment. Children's language is the most easy to understand and the most difficult to understand. Just like Gu youyou in front of us, her words make us understand and confused.

It's his mother lying there, isn't it? Looking at the hope in the child's eyes, Gu Chongshan was even afraid to tell her the truth.

It turns out that there are still people in the world who, like him, are not willing to believe the fact that a woman has left her forever.

But what if he didn't want to believe it? Liu Rushi is dead, she will never come back, in any way, at any time.

"Yes." Gu Chongshan knows how cruel he is at this time, breaking a child's dream of going on, but how could he not break his own dream?

However, perhaps, at that time, his words should be more euphemistic and gentle, even if he made up another lie to deceive her.

The consequence of his bluntness is that the father and daughter, who are the most vulnerable at this time, are pushed in different directions.

"Then why don't you cry?" Gu youyou blinked his big eyes. There were still tears in it, which were about to flow out of his eyes.

It is said that children's eyes are the cleanest, and they can see through all the hypocrites and true lies in the world.

Gu Chongshan thought, is he not sad enough? Obviously his heart hurts.

I don't know. In other people's eyes, Gu Chongshan is just a expressionless expression. He can't see the joys and sorrows, the joys and sorrows.

He wants to tell Gu you that he is sad, but he can't shed tears on his face, because his heart has already flowed and dried.

However, when the words came to his mouth, he couldn't say it again. It was hard to say a word. These eyes made him feel ashamed and ashamed.

Since then, the relationship between him and his daughter has become even more estranged. Even though he knows that she has no mother to protect her and should take more care of her, he still severely punished her when the two children were noisy, because her eyes were so stubborn that he felt that his dignity as a father had been violated, just like he had been in front of her mother, Lost the pride of being a man.

Later, when Lin Ruyi tried his best to cultivate Gu youyou into an arrogant young lady, he could only be more strict with her, so as to prevent her from going back when she was really hungry.

When Lin Ruyi tried every means to drive her out of Gu's house, he just pushed the boat with the current, and did not stop her, so he fulfilled Lin Ruyi's wish and Liu Rushi's wish.

Perhaps, really like Liu Ru said, this child, leaving home, can live more freely, her happiness is not here.

"Chongshan..." behind, came the call of women to buy.

Gu Chongshan didn't turn around or look back. At this time, the woman who can come to his room doesn't have to guess who it is.

He wanted to ask her, what are you doing here?

However, this just ran through his brain, Gu Chongshan was stunned. What did he do? He seems to have forgotten that now, Lin Ruyi is his legal wife and should live in the same room with him. Moreover, they have been assistant like this for many years, haven't they?

How to think of things in the past, the brain is easy to go wrong.

"The good daughter you taught." Gu Chongshan lowered his voice and tried his best to endure the discomfort in his throat. He said a word, which easily made Lin Ruyi change his face.

"Chongshan, an an, she is still young and doesn't understand..." Lin Ruyi's face is stiff. She knows that Gu Chongshan is worth an an's loss of etiquette when she is at the dinner table and in front of the guests.

"Still young? Twenty four? Youyou is only three months older than her. She is also a daughter. How can others support herself? She is also my daughter. Why didn't you say that she was still young? Small? When she was younger, she had been driven out by you! You woman, sooner or later I will lose my face Gu Chongshan said so much in one breath, his breath was already a little unsteady, his heart was also a hot pain, and his throat seemed to be filled with wind, which was unbearable.

"You drove out by yourself. At that time, so many people couldn't stop you. What can I do?" Lin Ruyi tries to change the nature of this matter in a few words. Moreover, at the beginning, it was Gu Chongshan who really ordered Gu youyou to be expelled from his family. She is right to say so.

Although, without her help, father and daughter would not have been able to get to this point.

"Don't think I don't know your tricks. In the future, don't bring those messy methods into your home to ruin the atmosphere! Coughing, coughing... "After a sentence, Gu Chongshan coughed violently again.

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