Chapter 24 - If Boredom Were A Person, I'd Be It.

Natalia's P.O.V.

Flashback 1 - 11 Years Ago.

"She's so lucky, she's a star, but she cry-cry-cries in her lonely heart, thinking, if there's nothing missing in my life, then why do these tears come at night?"

I'm laying on my bed in my new room singing along to Britney, I chose this song because it's got my wolfs name in it and she's the only one who makes me happy and keeps me going lately.

"Everythings gonna be ok Nat, I promise you"

"How do you know, Lucky, you're just a wolf?"

"Correction my little Nattie pie, I'm your wolf and you need to trust me, your life is gonna get better"

"You've been saying that for over a year now and things still aren't getting any better, I'm still being abused by everyone and momma and daddy are still forcing me to be a maid to the pack"

I let out a sigh.

"Why did Aubrey have to lie on me, Lucky? why did my parents believe her and not me? what did I do wrong?"

"First of all my love, you didn't do anything wrong so don't ever think that again and secondly to answer your other questions, Aubreys a spiteful, manipulative bitch and your parents are dumbasses"

I gasped.

"You're naughty Lucky, you said bad words"

"Hey, just because you're a kid doesn't mean I am, besides, I'm only speaking the truth"

"If you say so, I don't even know what those words mean"

"Then how do you know they're bad?"

"Because the pack calls me them"

Lucky fell silent after that and I knew it's because she was feeling guilty because she can't do anything to help me, we agreed a long time ago that nobody will ever find out I shifted, only two people know and that's Aubrey and my brother and I know they won't tell because Angelo pinky promised me and nobody ever breaks a pinky promise, like ever and as for Aubrey, she can't tell anyone without showing herself as a liar so I think it's safe to say that my secret is safe.

"She's so lucky, she's a star, but she cry-cry-cries in her lonely heart, thinking, if there's nothing missing in my life, then why do these tears come at night?"

End Of Flashback 1 - 11 Years Ago.

Flashback 2 - 3 Years Ago.

"Stay here ok, I'll only be a minute"

"Ok, hurry back, Angelo"

"I will"

Angelo left to go to the bar and get us some drinks, today is my big brother Coles alpha coronation which I wasn't invited to initially but my other brother Angelo managed to convince our parents to let me come, I really wished that he hadn't because I could've done without being here and being glared at and talked about, no doubt I'll be punished later for 'stealing Cole's thunder', urgh!!, this packs a joke.

"Hey runt, what are you doing here?"

Urgh!!.

"Do you even know what a runt is, Jason?"

"Yes you"

He chuckled at himself, well, at least someone finds him funny.

"Whatever"

"So erm, I heard that you've been offering yourself out to some of the male pack members"

"What? who said that? I'd never do such a thing"

"Yer because you're such a good girl, aren't you Nat?"

I sighed not wanting to fight with the moron, I looked away looking for my brother who wasn't anywhere in sight.

"Thought so"

He looked down at his watch and I was shocked yet impressed....I didn't know Jason knew how to tell the time.

"We've got fifteen minutes until the coronation starts, why don't we go and find a quiet place and you can give me a quick blow job or I can f**k your p***y if you want?"

He asked whilst stroking his fingers up and down my arm.

I was sickened by what he said and pushed his hand away from me.

"Are you a paedophile or something, Jason? I'm fifteen, that's gross"

"Maybe to an innocent fifteen year old who isn't a whore unlike you"

"Urgh!!, you bastard"

I tried to slap him but he grabbed my wrist and tightened his grip causing me to groan in pain.

"Come on, you're coming with me"

"No, I'm not, let go..."

He tried to drag me away with him but was stopped by Angelo and Cole, Angelo pulled me away and held me close to him whilst Cole was glaring at us.

"What the f**k happened here? what did you do this time Natalia?"

Urgh!!, here we go again, it's the 'its all Natalias fault' song.

"I didn't do anything, it was all him"

"Don't lie you little whore, you were the one begging me to let you f**k me"

"What? no, I wasn't"

"You don't have to lie, Natalia, just be honest with your brothers, they can get you help"

"But I didn't"

I started to cry and I felt my tears become heavier when I saw that Angelo wasn't saying anything, I knew Cole wouldn't believe me but I knew Angelo would or at least I thought he would.

"Angelo"

I looked up at him waiting for him to say something, he looked down at me with a stoic face and curious eyes, he then smiled brightly as he grabbed hold of my hand.

"Don't worry, baby girl, I believe you"

"Are you being serious, Angelo? you've heard the rumours you know what this bitch is capable of"

"Yer and that's what you're banking on"

"What? wh..what do you mean?, I don't understand"

Angelo smirks evilly at Jason.

"Sadly for you, I do understand, you were hoping to use the rumours created by imbeciles in this pack about my sister to convince me and my brother that she was trying to f**k you but sadly you only managed to convince him...come on Nat"

"Angelo..."

"Save it, Cole, if you wanna believe this moron then go ahead, I promise you you'll regret it"

Angelo leads us away from Cole and Jason and I swear I heard Cole warn Jason to stay away from me in the future but I doubt it.

End Of Flashback 2 - 3 Years Ago.

The story of my life, that's all I've been seeing in what feels like forever.

Ever since I was knocked into this dark, lonely abyss, I've been seeing many different events that have occurred in my life but they haven't been consecutive, one minute I'm watching my grown-up self being tortured and or bullied and the next minute I'm seeing myself being born, sadly I couldn't see the faces of my parents but I could tell from their voices that they were happy, very, very happy, they kept on calling me their miracle baby, pfft, I couldn't be that much of a miracle if they gave me up not long after they had me.

Anyway, this is all I've been seeing for god knows how long, there's no sense of time here so I don't know how long I've been in this stupid coma, it could be a couple of hours or even a couple of months, I don't know but what I do know is that it feels like forever and I'm starting to get so f*****g bored, I just wanna wake up and see everyone even Cole and that's saying something, I must be f*****g bored if I'm looking forward to seeing him again.

Speak of the devil and he will appear.

"Hey baby, sorry I didn't come earlier, I've been out with alpha James and Angelo trying to figure out who attacked us"

I feel sparks and tingles on my hand which I've come to get used to now since being in this coma, every time Cole comes to visit me, he always holds my hand.

"Oh Nat, I can't even begin to express to you how happy and proud I am off you baby....you saved me.....you didn't have too but you did and I know it's because you were scared of losing me or at the very least scared to see me hurt"

Pfft, as if.

"I know this because you tapped into one of your powers just to save me, I don't know if you knew about it babe but....you can astral project"

Astral project?....I can astral project? that's so cool, I always wanted to be like Prue Halliwell, she was my favourite Halliwell sister on Charmed.

"Alpha James told me all about your powers, he also said he knew you had more to tap into and that it was your fear of seeing me hurt which caused you to tap into this one and save me from that weapon"

He lets out a sigh.

"Why Nat?....why didn't you just let me take the f*****g weapon? I would've deserved it....after everything I've put you through, taking a silver weapon in my chest is the least I can do to make up for it but instead, you took it for me....why?"

He whispered the last bit as I felt him placing his forehead on our hands.

If I'm being honest with you, I don't know why I wanted to save Cole...actually, I do but I don't think my heart or my head is ready to admit to that yet.

"I'm so f*****g angry with you, Natalia"

He growls out tightening his hold on our hands.

"Why didn't you just let me take it?...at least then I'd be the one lying here suffering or better yet I could be dead"

My heart twisted in pain at the thought of Cole dying, I don't want that, he's an asshole and he's done some pretty unforgivable things to me but I don't want him dead.

After Cole finished expressing how angry he is with me and trust me the boy is hella mad, he started to talk about other things mostly us and how he hopes that one day soon I'll forgive him and we can complete the marking and mating process, he also talked about how he wants us to get married and have kids, six to be specific, five boys and one girl and he wants all of the boys first so that they can protect our daughter, I don't think Cole realises that it doesn't work like that, it's a fifty fifty shot on what you get.

I hated hearing Cole talk about the future that we could have had if he hadn't rejected me, I always wanted to live a happy life with my mate and be a momma to little mini versions of us, I always imagined that my sons would look and act exactly like my mate whilst my daughters would look like me, they'd also have my sassy attitude and be little badasses just like me but I guess that'll never happen, no matter how much my heart is warming towards Cole.

Two Weeks Later....

"I'm so f*****g bored, I'm so f*****g bored, I'm so f*****g bored, I'm so f*****g bored, hey moon goddess guess what? I'M SO f*****g BORED!!"

I'm so f*****g fed up, I'm sick of seeing black, I'm sick of seeing all of my stupid past memories even the good ones, I just wanna wake up now, I wanna see my brother and Emily, hell I'd happily give Cole a big squishy hug if it means I wake up from this hell hole.

Urgh!!, I swear to the moon goddess when I do eventually wake up, the first thing I'm gonna do is kill that smelly mangy mutt for putting me in here in the first place.

"Bebita...bebita please don't run, you'll hurt yourself"

"Ok momma"

What the hell?.

"HELLO!!....IS ANYONE THERE?"

I felt stupid for asking this because I'm locked in my own mind, it's not like anybody can transport into my head for a quick visit but I couldn't help but ask the question especially since the voices were getting louder.

I followed the voices until I came across a very confusing scene, it was beautiful but confusing, it showed a woman standing on a beautiful beach as she looked out at the stunning sunset.

I watched the scene intently as I tried to recollect the memory, I don't remember ever going to a beach this beautiful before, it looks like paradise.

I was shocked when the woman turned around and I saw that it's me but that wasn't the most shocking part, the most shocking part was that I had a huge bump, what the hell? is this some kind of f*****g joke?.

"Isabella honey, where are your brothers?"

"They're with daddy and uncle Angie, momma"

"Ok bebita, come here so I can dry you off, I don't want you to catch a cold"

"Momma don't be silly, we're in Hawaii, I won't catch a cold here"

"You're right mi bebe because nobody in Hawaii ever gets sick"

Hawaii? why the hell would we be in Hawaii?.

This is so confusing, I really don't understand what's going on? is this meant to be a sneak peek into my future?.

"It's beautiful isn't it"

I turn around when I hear an unfamiliar voice and I was shocked and confused when I saw a beautiful woman in a pink dress standing in front of me.

"Wh..who are you? how...how are you here?"

The woman smiles brightly as she makes her way over to me, she looks me up and down with tears in her eyes, she looks so happy but I don't understand why?.

"My baby"

She cups the side of my face and gently caresses my cheek with her thumb.

"I've waited eighteen years to meet you, my baby...I just never thought it'd be like this"

"What?....what do you mean? who are you?"

She once again smiles before closing her eyes.

"Congratulations King Koa and Queen Tia, you've got a beautiful baby girl"

I turned around when I heard new voices, I saw that the beach scene had changed to one I've already seen which was of my birth only now the faces of my parents are visible.

"She's so beautiful, thank you, my queen, thank you for giving me my princess"

"You're welcome, babe"

"What's her name?"

"Natalia...Natalia Isabella Kala Harrison"

The couple looked up and I couldn't believe it, I was staring at the faces of my parents, wait a minute.

Oh my god.

I turn around and face the woman with tears brimming my eyes.

"Momma"

"Baby"

I didn't waste any time in rushing over to her and giving her a hug, I broke down in tears as my momma comforted me, she hugged me so tightly as she calmed me down.

"It's ok baby, mommas here, mommas here, sshhh!!"

We stayed like this for a few minutes, it felt so nice to finally be in my momma's embrace, I know it may seem odd because I don't know her and for all I know, she could be lying to me but I didn't believe she was, I felt a really strong pull towards her not to mention the fact that I've literally just watched my own birth and that I also look like my father from my hair colour down to my eye colour so I doubt she's lying to me.

I pull away from my momma and take a second to really look at her, she's so beautiful, she's got long black hair, beautiful brown eyes and tanned skin, don't even get me started on her body because that's enough to make me doubt she's even real, she looks like the moon goddess personally handcrafted her.

"Momma, what's going on? how did you get here?"

"Well honey"

She looks around looking confused.

"Where exactly is here?"

"We're in my head, momma, I'm in a coma"

My momma's eyes widen in shock and horror.

"A coma? how?"

"Calm down momma"

She closes her eyes and takes a deep breath.

"What happened, baby? and don't leave anything out"

"I was stabbed with a silver dagger momma, a rogue attacked me and my mate and...."

"Aww, my baby found her mate"

My momma cooed and I rolled my eyes.

"Momma please"

"Sorry baby, please continue"

I chuckled slightly before continuing with my story, my momma was pissed and started to talk ungodly things that she wanted to do to the rogue who hurt me, I decided to cut her rant short to get answers to some of my own questions.

"Momma, how did you get here? we're in my head....is this even possible?"

My momma lets out a breath.

"I'm a witch honey, well, half-witch, I used my magic to find you now that you've turned eighteen and tapped into your witch side"

"How?"

"I used a locator spell that your grandmother taught me when I was your age, I waited eighteen years to use this spell to find you...I never expected that I'd finally meet my baby girl like this"

"Why didn't you just come to the pack where you left me? my brother Angelo told me that you left me on The Dark Shadows pack territory"

My momma sighs.

"Natalia....your father and I didn't know where you were, my parents took you there along with a note we wrote....they thought it would be for the best that we didn't know where you were"

"Oh"

We fell silent after that as I thought about what she said, I had so many questions to ask her but I didn't get a chance to ask any of them when I felt myself being pulled away.

"Momma, what's going on?"

"It's ok honey, you're waking up from your coma"

"Are you kidding me? I've spent god knows how long in this god damn place and now that I've finally got some company who also happens to be my long lost momma, my body decides to wake my ass up, this is a joke"

Unbelievable.

"Watch your language, Natalia"

"No momma I won't, it's not fair"

"I know it's not baby but please don't fight it, you need to go back"

"No momma, I don't want too, I wanna stay here with you"

She smiles as she once again cups my face with both of her hands this time and kisses my forehead.

"I know you do baby, I want you too as well but you can't you have to go back"

"Why?"

I asked with tears running down my face.

"Because there's a danger coming for you my baby and you need to be ready for it"

"What? what danger?"

"Wake up Natalia"

"No momma, please, I've got so many questions for you"

"I know and I promise you, I'll answer all of them one day, now wake up"

"What about you?"

She places her forehead on mine and we both close our eyes.

"Don't worry about me baby, I'm coming for you and so is your daddy and your big brothers so be ready for us, ok"

I nod my head as fresh tears roll down my face, my momma places one final kiss on my forehead before pulling away from me.

"Wake up my baby and don't forget to warn your mate"

"About what? the danger that's coming?"

My momma smirks as she slightly shakes her head.

"No, about your daddy and big brothers"

I faintly heard my momma shout 'see you soon, baby girl' as I was pulled away into a bright light.

"Nat, wake up Nat...go and get the pack doctor, NOW!!...sweetheart, sweetheart, wake up"

My vision started to clear up and even though my vision was still a little blurry, I could tell that I was in the pack hospital.

"Oh thank god you're ok, sweetheart"

"Brody"

"It's me, sweetheart"

He leaned in and kissed my forehead as I let out a relieved sigh, even though I felt really sad to leave my momma, I was extremely happy to finally be awake and see the handsome face of my best friend.