Chapter 9 - The First Time.
Natalia's P.O.V.
Snacks and the Salvatore brothers, that's all that a girl really needs after a day like I've had.
After having my shower and changing into some comfy clothes, I went to the kitchen to get myself some snacks before going to the theatre room to continue on where I left off last night with The Vampire Diaries.
I don't know how long I've been in here for but thankfully, I've been left alone and I haven't been bothered by anybody, actually, that's a lie, I did have a very angry argument with Angelo in a mind link not too long ago because alpha Jay wants him to contact our parents to find out any information that they may have on my real family and we ended up arguing about it which ended up with me shutting off my mind link and blocking him out.
"Hey there beautiful"
I look over at the door and smile when I see Brody leaning against it.
"Hey"
"How are you feeling?"
"I'm fine"
I look back at the screen so that he didn't see all of the different emotions that are probably swimming around in my eyes right now.
"Don't lie to me sweetheart, I don't like it when people lie to me"
I let out a sigh as I feel the seat next to me dip.
"I'm fine....honestly Brody, I am"
Brody cups the side of my face and turns me to face him, he looks deep into my eyes which I thought would make me feel uncomfortable but it didn't.
"If you're fine, sweetheart then explain to me why I can see fear in your eyes and on your face?"
I was stumped and I didn't know how to answer him, truth is I am scared, I'm scared of what's happening to me and scared of how people will treat me when they find out what happened today.
"Nat"
I look up at Brody.
"Talk to me, sweetheart....please"
I sigh once again and look down.
"I'm....I'm scared Brody, what I did out there isn't normal, what if people find out and think I'm a freak? what if I become an outcast again? what if people start beating me again? what if..."
Brody covered my mouth with his hand cutting off my rambling.
"First of all Natalia, you are not a freak, do you understand me?....I don't know what happened out there? or how it happened and I can't explain what's going on with you but what I do know is that you should feel happy and extremely proud of what you did today because you saved Charlotte, you saved the future alpha of this pack, secondly, as long as I'm around and James and Angelo and everyone else in this pack who has grown to love and care for you, you'll never be an outcast again and nobody will ever lay a hand on you again, do you hear me?"
I nod my head.
"Words, Natalia"
"Yes, I hear you"
"Good girl, now stop stressing out over this, ok, we're gonna find out all of the answers to your questions, it's just gonna take some time"
Brody wraps his arms around me in a hug and kisses my temple, I wrap my arm around his waist and snuggle into his chest.
"Thank you, Brody"
"What for?"
"Just for being here, for listening to me"
I look up at him and smile.
"You're welcome, sweetheart"
He leans in and pecks my lips, I then snuggle back into his chest and we watch The Vampire Diaries together.
For hours on end we talked about numerous things including the show, Brody told me that he couldn't choose between the three main girls because he doesn't have a type and he'd happily screw each one of them but if he ultimately had to choose out of the overall cast he'd pick Rebekkah because she's British which he said is enough to make any d**k hard, I'll have to take his word on that one, he also asked me who I'd choose out of the guys and in my eyes there was no choice, Damon would win hands down, I don't know what it is about him whether it's the fact that he's so sexy with those gorgeous blue eyes of his or because he's a bad boy but what I do know is that I wouldn't say no to him ever.
"Cole's better looking"
I roll my eyes.
"Girl please, the dirt on the bottom of my shoe is better looking than that horse's ass"
"You can lie to yourself all you want, Natalia but I know how you really feel"
Whatever.
"So tell me sweetheart, who would you pick between myself and Damon?"
"Brody babe, Damon is a fictional character"
"Yer but if he was real, who would you choose?"
Urgh!!, why is he asking me this question? it's legit impossible to answer.
"Sweetheart, are you seriously thinking about this? I mean it should be a no brainer, right?"
"O..of course, I'd so pick you"
"You were gonna pick Damon weren't you?"
"No, I swear"
"Yes you were, I can't believe you'd pick a vampire over this sexy werewolf"
"You're being over-dramatic Brody, I bet you'd pick Rebekkah over me if you had a chance"
"No, I wouldn't"
I give him my don't bullshit a bullshitter look.
"Actually, I wouldn't"
"Really?"
He nods his head.
"You've got a better ass then her"
I slap his chest and we both chuckle.
"Would you really pick Damon over me?"
I shake my head no as I run my hand through his soft blonde hair.
"He may be incredibly good-looking and a charmer but you're so much better"
"Really? what's your favourite part about me?"
"Urgh!!, seriously Brody, why do you ask me questions that are impossible to answer?"
"What do you mean?"
He asks with a slight chuckle.
"How can I pick a favourite part of you when you're literally a sex god?"
"Oh really"
He smirks and I instantly melt, no wonder so may girls have had sex with him, his smirk is enough to make a nun drop her panties.
"Really"
"Like what?"
"Well"
I start to think as I climb on to Brody's lap straddling him, his hands immediately wrap around my waist as I place mine on his rock hard chest.
"For starters, your eyes are absolutely stunning, it's like I'm looking into the ocean whenever I look in them, the next thing is your body"
I run my hands under his shirt tracing his delicious eight pack.
"Especially your ass which looks amazing in jeans and don't get me started on your c**k babe just seeing the imprint of it in your sweats is enough for me to wanna take you were your standing"
I slowly rock my hips rubbing our private areas together.
"Mmm, what else?"
"I love the feel of your skin, it's so freaking soft except for your hands which are rough and feel so good against my skin"
I kiss and lick his neck earning myself some sweet moans from him.
"Mmm, I've got workers hands, babe, what do you expect?"
I suck on his soft spot causing him to grind his lower half against mine and I could feel his growing erection.
"Mmm, I love your thick, soft hair"
I run one of my hands through it as I kiss all over Brody's neck, jawline and face.
"But I guess my favourite thing so far are your lips, you've got an amazing set of lips, babe"
"Thank you, babe....wait, what do you mean by so far?"
I bite my lower lip as I look away feeling my face heat up.
"Natalia, tell me what you mean?"
"Well, I..."
I couldn't finish what I was saying because I felt a burning pain shoot through my whole body and I hissed in pain, I really wanted to scream but I didn't want to deafen poor Brody.
"Natalia, what's wrong? are you ok?"
"N..n..no, he..he..he's m..m..ma...AAHHH!!, h..he's m..mating"
"What? that bastard, just take deep breaths sweetheart, it'll pass"
I do as he says but it doesn't help if anything the pain intensifies kind of like it did the first time he did it on my birthday.
"Wh..why....why d..do I..I s..still f..feel th..this p..pain, h..he r..rejected m..me?"
"I don't know sweetheart, I really don't know"
This was the last thing I heard before I passed out from the pain.
A Few Hours Later....
"Mmm"
I woke up to the gentle feeling of someone's fingertips stroking my arm whilst another hand was running through my hair, I was laying on top of a hard, warm body and I could hear the steady heartbeat of the person laying under me, I felt so comfortable and safe that I didn't want to wake up or move but I knew I had too.
I opened my eyes and looked around seeing that I was in my room, I then looked up at my comfy pillow and smiled when I saw that it was Brody who was wide awake and smiling down at me.
"Hey sleeping beauty, how are you feeling?"
"I'm fine, what happened?"
Brody's face dropped and he instantly went from being happy to angry, he held me closer to him which I didn't know was possible and I felt his hold on me tighten.
"You passed out sweetheart, you erm...."
He sighed.
"I what?"
He looked into my eyes and I swear I saw pity in his.
"Nat, you were in a lot of pain because of..."
"Cole"
He sighs and nods his head.
"I'm sorry, sweetheart"
I shake my head.
"Don't be, Cole hates me and he knows that this is the only way he can cause me any pain now"
"Yer but still, you shouldn't have to put up with pain like that"
"I know but I guess that's my life now, every time Cole has sex with someone, I'll feel it"
"Are you being serious?"
I nod my head.
"That's f****d up"
"I know"
We continued to talk about this and even tried to figure out why I can still feel the pain when Cole rejected me, when a rejection takes place it weakens the bond, the best way I can describe it is our bond starts out like it's made of steel but after a rejection, it's like a weak piece of string that has been abused, withered and worn out and is close to breaking, it's not as strong as it once was and unless a rejection is taken back, both the rejector and the rejected shouldn't feel what the other is feeling or feel the pain of them mating with others.
"Are you sure you're ok, Nat?"
I nod my head and smile.
"I'm good, in fact....I'm great"
I look up at him and smile, Brody cups the side of my face and caresses my cheek, I couldn't resist melting into his touch and kissing his palm.
"You're so beautiful, Nat, I don't know how that bastard could ever let you go"
"I'm glad that he did because I found you"
He smiles but it didn't reach his ears.
"You know this isn't forever, sweetheart, I'm gonna find my mate one day and I can't reject her for you"
"Who said I want you too?....Brody I..I..I...I don't want anyone to go through what I've been through, getting rejected....being rejected by the one person who is supposed to love you unconditionally and protect you with every fibre of his being is one of the most painful things anyone could ever go through and I wouldn't wish that shit on my worst f*****g enemy"
I look into Brody's eyes and I see pride, sadness and love, I know we've only known each other a couple of weeks but myself and Brody have grown to love each other deeply as friends and I'm so incredibly lucky to have him as my friend, my trainer and hopefully if I get my way tonight, my lover.
"What's going on in that beautiful head of yours, sweetheart?"
Brody stroked my hair and I closed my eyes enjoying the feeling, I've always loved it when people play with my hair, I'm a weirdo like that.
"Brody, what would you say if I asked you to make love to me?"
Brody's head snapped towards me and the look on his face was filled with so many different emotions that it looks like he's having a tug of war with them.
"Well, I..I'd remind you of what I told you the other day in the kitchen and tell you to think hard about it before making a final decision"
"But I have thought about it, in fact, it's all I've thought about"
"Natalia..."
"No, please listen to me"
I sit up and he does the same resting his back against the headboard.
"You told me to really think about this and I have, I've thought non stop about everything you said to me and I've decided that I want to lose my virginity to you"
"Sweetheart, are you sure you're not just saying this because of what happened tonight?"
I shake my head.
"No, if anything...what happened tonight has only solidified my decision, Cole doesn't deserve me and he certainly doesn't deserve for me to keep my virginity along with the vain hope that he'd change and want me as his mate....you told me that you don't want me to regret who I give my virginity too"
"And I don't"
"Well, if I waited for Cole then I would regret it because of everything he's put me through and everything that he continues to put me through but you...I wouldn't regret it, you've shown me more love, respect and compassion in the short time that we've known each other that I can't think of anyone better to give myself too for the first time"
"Are you sure?"
"Yes, I'm sure"
Brody leaned in cupping my face and kissing my lips, it was a very hot and passionate kiss that was more heated than any other kiss we've shared before, he gently lay me down on the bed and got on top of me, his hands were all over my body turning me on even more.
After a few minutes of us just kissing, Brody stripped the both of us of our clothes and he looked at my body so intently like he was admiring a piece of artwork but sadly the artwork he was looking at wasn't a beautiful one, it was a broken, beaten up and scarred one that will forever be ugly thanks to those evil bastards.
I tried to hide my body or more like hide my scars but Brody stopped me and told me I was beautiful, actually, he did something that I never thought anyone would do, he kissed every single one of my scars from my head to my toe whilst complimenting me, my eyes filled with happy tears because for the first time in my life, I feel beautiful, I feel special, I feel perfect.
"Are you ok, sweetheart? why are you crying?"
I grab Brody's face and kiss him.
"Please don't stop, I'm fine"
"Are you sure?"
I nod my head and he smiles.
"Good, now I need to get you wet ok, if you want to stop at any time, please just tell me and I'll stop"
"Ok"
Brody kisses me again before kissing all the way down my body stopping to lick my n*****s which caused me to arch my back and moan loudly, I never would have thought such a simple act would be such a turn on but it was and I was saddened when he stopped but what he did next quickly changed that and I was incredibly grateful that all of our rooms are soundproofed because I was moaning so f*****g loud that even those in our neighbouring packs would've heard me.
"Mmm, yes Brody, d..don't stop"
Brody licked and sucked on my clit as his fingers f****d my p***y vigorously, at first it hurt but the pleasure quickly took over and I could feel my very first orgasm approaching.
"You taste so f*****g good, Nat"
"Don't stop, I'm close, I'm so close...oh g..god"
Like an explosion, my orgasm erupted through me and I rocked my hips against Brody's mouth wanting it to continue, Brody lapped up my juices as he removed his fingers before rubbing them over my p***y.
"I think you're ready, sweetheart"
"I am, please f**k me, Brody"
"Don't worry, sweetheart, I will"
Brody places one of my legs over his shoulder and wipes away some sweat from his face, we haven't even done much and already we're both sweating, Brody teased me by rubbing his huge c**k up and down my p***y and gently teasing my hole, I was growing frustrated and told him to f**k me which he chuckled at.
"You'll feel pain at first, babe but then you'll feel pleasure"
"I know"
I whisper.
Brody then gently pushed himself into me until every inch of him was inside of me, I groaned in pain as a tear slipped from my eye which Brody quickly wiped away as he kissed me, the kiss was slow and gentle, it wasn't heated but it was enough to take my mind off the pain until I started to feel the pleasure which didn't take long when I felt Brody start to slowly rock his hips.
"Faster, Brody, move faster"
"Your wish is my command, sweetheart"
Brody didn't hold back and he f****d me until we both came screaming each other's names and this went on for a good few hours until we were both worn out.
We were laying in each other's arms and my head was resting on Brody's chest as he stroked my arm.
"How are you feeling, sweetheart?"
"I feel happy"
"So, you don't regret this?"
I lift my head up and look at him with a bright smile on my face.
"Nope"
"Good"
He quickly pecks my lips and I rest my head back on his chest, that night I slept really good feeling extremely happy and satisfied, most people may not agree with my decision to lose my virginity to Brody but I don't care, I don't regret my decision at all, if Cole can continually f**k around with Aubrey and whoever else is dropping their panties for him then I can have a sex life as well.
Snacks and the Salvatore brothers, that's all that a girl really needs after a day like I've had.
After having my shower and changing into some comfy clothes, I went to the kitchen to get myself some snacks before going to the theatre room to continue on where I left off last night with The Vampire Diaries.
I don't know how long I've been in here for but thankfully, I've been left alone and I haven't been bothered by anybody, actually, that's a lie, I did have a very angry argument with Angelo in a mind link not too long ago because alpha Jay wants him to contact our parents to find out any information that they may have on my real family and we ended up arguing about it which ended up with me shutting off my mind link and blocking him out.
"Hey there beautiful"
I look over at the door and smile when I see Brody leaning against it.
"Hey"
"How are you feeling?"
"I'm fine"
I look back at the screen so that he didn't see all of the different emotions that are probably swimming around in my eyes right now.
"Don't lie to me sweetheart, I don't like it when people lie to me"
I let out a sigh as I feel the seat next to me dip.
"I'm fine....honestly Brody, I am"
Brody cups the side of my face and turns me to face him, he looks deep into my eyes which I thought would make me feel uncomfortable but it didn't.
"If you're fine, sweetheart then explain to me why I can see fear in your eyes and on your face?"
I was stumped and I didn't know how to answer him, truth is I am scared, I'm scared of what's happening to me and scared of how people will treat me when they find out what happened today.
"Nat"
I look up at Brody.
"Talk to me, sweetheart....please"
I sigh once again and look down.
"I'm....I'm scared Brody, what I did out there isn't normal, what if people find out and think I'm a freak? what if I become an outcast again? what if people start beating me again? what if..."
Brody covered my mouth with his hand cutting off my rambling.
"First of all Natalia, you are not a freak, do you understand me?....I don't know what happened out there? or how it happened and I can't explain what's going on with you but what I do know is that you should feel happy and extremely proud of what you did today because you saved Charlotte, you saved the future alpha of this pack, secondly, as long as I'm around and James and Angelo and everyone else in this pack who has grown to love and care for you, you'll never be an outcast again and nobody will ever lay a hand on you again, do you hear me?"
I nod my head.
"Words, Natalia"
"Yes, I hear you"
"Good girl, now stop stressing out over this, ok, we're gonna find out all of the answers to your questions, it's just gonna take some time"
Brody wraps his arms around me in a hug and kisses my temple, I wrap my arm around his waist and snuggle into his chest.
"Thank you, Brody"
"What for?"
"Just for being here, for listening to me"
I look up at him and smile.
"You're welcome, sweetheart"
He leans in and pecks my lips, I then snuggle back into his chest and we watch The Vampire Diaries together.
For hours on end we talked about numerous things including the show, Brody told me that he couldn't choose between the three main girls because he doesn't have a type and he'd happily screw each one of them but if he ultimately had to choose out of the overall cast he'd pick Rebekkah because she's British which he said is enough to make any d**k hard, I'll have to take his word on that one, he also asked me who I'd choose out of the guys and in my eyes there was no choice, Damon would win hands down, I don't know what it is about him whether it's the fact that he's so sexy with those gorgeous blue eyes of his or because he's a bad boy but what I do know is that I wouldn't say no to him ever.
"Cole's better looking"
I roll my eyes.
"Girl please, the dirt on the bottom of my shoe is better looking than that horse's ass"
"You can lie to yourself all you want, Natalia but I know how you really feel"
Whatever.
"So tell me sweetheart, who would you pick between myself and Damon?"
"Brody babe, Damon is a fictional character"
"Yer but if he was real, who would you choose?"
Urgh!!, why is he asking me this question? it's legit impossible to answer.
"Sweetheart, are you seriously thinking about this? I mean it should be a no brainer, right?"
"O..of course, I'd so pick you"
"You were gonna pick Damon weren't you?"
"No, I swear"
"Yes you were, I can't believe you'd pick a vampire over this sexy werewolf"
"You're being over-dramatic Brody, I bet you'd pick Rebekkah over me if you had a chance"
"No, I wouldn't"
I give him my don't bullshit a bullshitter look.
"Actually, I wouldn't"
"Really?"
He nods his head.
"You've got a better ass then her"
I slap his chest and we both chuckle.
"Would you really pick Damon over me?"
I shake my head no as I run my hand through his soft blonde hair.
"He may be incredibly good-looking and a charmer but you're so much better"
"Really? what's your favourite part about me?"
"Urgh!!, seriously Brody, why do you ask me questions that are impossible to answer?"
"What do you mean?"
He asks with a slight chuckle.
"How can I pick a favourite part of you when you're literally a sex god?"
"Oh really"
He smirks and I instantly melt, no wonder so may girls have had sex with him, his smirk is enough to make a nun drop her panties.
"Really"
"Like what?"
"Well"
I start to think as I climb on to Brody's lap straddling him, his hands immediately wrap around my waist as I place mine on his rock hard chest.
"For starters, your eyes are absolutely stunning, it's like I'm looking into the ocean whenever I look in them, the next thing is your body"
I run my hands under his shirt tracing his delicious eight pack.
"Especially your ass which looks amazing in jeans and don't get me started on your c**k babe just seeing the imprint of it in your sweats is enough for me to wanna take you were your standing"
I slowly rock my hips rubbing our private areas together.
"Mmm, what else?"
"I love the feel of your skin, it's so freaking soft except for your hands which are rough and feel so good against my skin"
I kiss and lick his neck earning myself some sweet moans from him.
"Mmm, I've got workers hands, babe, what do you expect?"
I suck on his soft spot causing him to grind his lower half against mine and I could feel his growing erection.
"Mmm, I love your thick, soft hair"
I run one of my hands through it as I kiss all over Brody's neck, jawline and face.
"But I guess my favourite thing so far are your lips, you've got an amazing set of lips, babe"
"Thank you, babe....wait, what do you mean by so far?"
I bite my lower lip as I look away feeling my face heat up.
"Natalia, tell me what you mean?"
"Well, I..."
I couldn't finish what I was saying because I felt a burning pain shoot through my whole body and I hissed in pain, I really wanted to scream but I didn't want to deafen poor Brody.
"Natalia, what's wrong? are you ok?"
"N..n..no, he..he..he's m..m..ma...AAHHH!!, h..he's m..mating"
"What? that bastard, just take deep breaths sweetheart, it'll pass"
I do as he says but it doesn't help if anything the pain intensifies kind of like it did the first time he did it on my birthday.
"Wh..why....why d..do I..I s..still f..feel th..this p..pain, h..he r..rejected m..me?"
"I don't know sweetheart, I really don't know"
This was the last thing I heard before I passed out from the pain.
A Few Hours Later....
"Mmm"
I woke up to the gentle feeling of someone's fingertips stroking my arm whilst another hand was running through my hair, I was laying on top of a hard, warm body and I could hear the steady heartbeat of the person laying under me, I felt so comfortable and safe that I didn't want to wake up or move but I knew I had too.
I opened my eyes and looked around seeing that I was in my room, I then looked up at my comfy pillow and smiled when I saw that it was Brody who was wide awake and smiling down at me.
"Hey sleeping beauty, how are you feeling?"
"I'm fine, what happened?"
Brody's face dropped and he instantly went from being happy to angry, he held me closer to him which I didn't know was possible and I felt his hold on me tighten.
"You passed out sweetheart, you erm...."
He sighed.
"I what?"
He looked into my eyes and I swear I saw pity in his.
"Nat, you were in a lot of pain because of..."
"Cole"
He sighs and nods his head.
"I'm sorry, sweetheart"
I shake my head.
"Don't be, Cole hates me and he knows that this is the only way he can cause me any pain now"
"Yer but still, you shouldn't have to put up with pain like that"
"I know but I guess that's my life now, every time Cole has sex with someone, I'll feel it"
"Are you being serious?"
I nod my head.
"That's f****d up"
"I know"
We continued to talk about this and even tried to figure out why I can still feel the pain when Cole rejected me, when a rejection takes place it weakens the bond, the best way I can describe it is our bond starts out like it's made of steel but after a rejection, it's like a weak piece of string that has been abused, withered and worn out and is close to breaking, it's not as strong as it once was and unless a rejection is taken back, both the rejector and the rejected shouldn't feel what the other is feeling or feel the pain of them mating with others.
"Are you sure you're ok, Nat?"
I nod my head and smile.
"I'm good, in fact....I'm great"
I look up at him and smile, Brody cups the side of my face and caresses my cheek, I couldn't resist melting into his touch and kissing his palm.
"You're so beautiful, Nat, I don't know how that bastard could ever let you go"
"I'm glad that he did because I found you"
He smiles but it didn't reach his ears.
"You know this isn't forever, sweetheart, I'm gonna find my mate one day and I can't reject her for you"
"Who said I want you too?....Brody I..I..I...I don't want anyone to go through what I've been through, getting rejected....being rejected by the one person who is supposed to love you unconditionally and protect you with every fibre of his being is one of the most painful things anyone could ever go through and I wouldn't wish that shit on my worst f*****g enemy"
I look into Brody's eyes and I see pride, sadness and love, I know we've only known each other a couple of weeks but myself and Brody have grown to love each other deeply as friends and I'm so incredibly lucky to have him as my friend, my trainer and hopefully if I get my way tonight, my lover.
"What's going on in that beautiful head of yours, sweetheart?"
Brody stroked my hair and I closed my eyes enjoying the feeling, I've always loved it when people play with my hair, I'm a weirdo like that.
"Brody, what would you say if I asked you to make love to me?"
Brody's head snapped towards me and the look on his face was filled with so many different emotions that it looks like he's having a tug of war with them.
"Well, I..I'd remind you of what I told you the other day in the kitchen and tell you to think hard about it before making a final decision"
"But I have thought about it, in fact, it's all I've thought about"
"Natalia..."
"No, please listen to me"
I sit up and he does the same resting his back against the headboard.
"You told me to really think about this and I have, I've thought non stop about everything you said to me and I've decided that I want to lose my virginity to you"
"Sweetheart, are you sure you're not just saying this because of what happened tonight?"
I shake my head.
"No, if anything...what happened tonight has only solidified my decision, Cole doesn't deserve me and he certainly doesn't deserve for me to keep my virginity along with the vain hope that he'd change and want me as his mate....you told me that you don't want me to regret who I give my virginity too"
"And I don't"
"Well, if I waited for Cole then I would regret it because of everything he's put me through and everything that he continues to put me through but you...I wouldn't regret it, you've shown me more love, respect and compassion in the short time that we've known each other that I can't think of anyone better to give myself too for the first time"
"Are you sure?"
"Yes, I'm sure"
Brody leaned in cupping my face and kissing my lips, it was a very hot and passionate kiss that was more heated than any other kiss we've shared before, he gently lay me down on the bed and got on top of me, his hands were all over my body turning me on even more.
After a few minutes of us just kissing, Brody stripped the both of us of our clothes and he looked at my body so intently like he was admiring a piece of artwork but sadly the artwork he was looking at wasn't a beautiful one, it was a broken, beaten up and scarred one that will forever be ugly thanks to those evil bastards.
I tried to hide my body or more like hide my scars but Brody stopped me and told me I was beautiful, actually, he did something that I never thought anyone would do, he kissed every single one of my scars from my head to my toe whilst complimenting me, my eyes filled with happy tears because for the first time in my life, I feel beautiful, I feel special, I feel perfect.
"Are you ok, sweetheart? why are you crying?"
I grab Brody's face and kiss him.
"Please don't stop, I'm fine"
"Are you sure?"
I nod my head and he smiles.
"Good, now I need to get you wet ok, if you want to stop at any time, please just tell me and I'll stop"
"Ok"
Brody kisses me again before kissing all the way down my body stopping to lick my n*****s which caused me to arch my back and moan loudly, I never would have thought such a simple act would be such a turn on but it was and I was saddened when he stopped but what he did next quickly changed that and I was incredibly grateful that all of our rooms are soundproofed because I was moaning so f*****g loud that even those in our neighbouring packs would've heard me.
"Mmm, yes Brody, d..don't stop"
Brody licked and sucked on my clit as his fingers f****d my p***y vigorously, at first it hurt but the pleasure quickly took over and I could feel my very first orgasm approaching.
"You taste so f*****g good, Nat"
"Don't stop, I'm close, I'm so close...oh g..god"
Like an explosion, my orgasm erupted through me and I rocked my hips against Brody's mouth wanting it to continue, Brody lapped up my juices as he removed his fingers before rubbing them over my p***y.
"I think you're ready, sweetheart"
"I am, please f**k me, Brody"
"Don't worry, sweetheart, I will"
Brody places one of my legs over his shoulder and wipes away some sweat from his face, we haven't even done much and already we're both sweating, Brody teased me by rubbing his huge c**k up and down my p***y and gently teasing my hole, I was growing frustrated and told him to f**k me which he chuckled at.
"You'll feel pain at first, babe but then you'll feel pleasure"
"I know"
I whisper.
Brody then gently pushed himself into me until every inch of him was inside of me, I groaned in pain as a tear slipped from my eye which Brody quickly wiped away as he kissed me, the kiss was slow and gentle, it wasn't heated but it was enough to take my mind off the pain until I started to feel the pleasure which didn't take long when I felt Brody start to slowly rock his hips.
"Faster, Brody, move faster"
"Your wish is my command, sweetheart"
Brody didn't hold back and he f****d me until we both came screaming each other's names and this went on for a good few hours until we were both worn out.
We were laying in each other's arms and my head was resting on Brody's chest as he stroked my arm.
"How are you feeling, sweetheart?"
"I feel happy"
"So, you don't regret this?"
I lift my head up and look at him with a bright smile on my face.
"Nope"
"Good"
He quickly pecks my lips and I rest my head back on his chest, that night I slept really good feeling extremely happy and satisfied, most people may not agree with my decision to lose my virginity to Brody but I don't care, I don't regret my decision at all, if Cole can continually f**k around with Aubrey and whoever else is dropping their panties for him then I can have a sex life as well.