Chapter 453

When Chu Yu saw these words, he didn't find that he was already smiling on his face. He silently said "good night" to Qin Yize in his heart. Then he went to MuQing's room.

"Knock knock -" Chu Yu knocked on the door gently. Knowing that Mu Qing let her in, she pushed the door open with the smallest movement.

"Why haven't you slept yet? Didn't I tell you to sleep first?" In fact, Chu Yu didn't mean to blame her, just because the doctor had already told Mu Qing that she must get enough sleep every day. When she saw that Mu Qing hadn't gone to sleep, she felt a little worried.

"When I'm old, it's not easy to fall asleep once I wake up, and I haven't talked to you when I come back today. How can I sleep?" MuQing and Chuyu are like the most common mother and daughter. In the past, she was indifferent to people and everything, but now she can talk a lot with Chuyu.

"We still have so much time tomorrow, you have to tell me today?" Chu Yu is complaining about MuQing, but the meaning of concern is more obvious“ Well, I'm here now. Since you can't sleep, I'll have a chat with you? "

"OK, let's talk for a while. Would you like to bring up the quilt? It's still cold down here." Mu Qingzheng has this idea. A few days ago, because of her illness, she went to participate in a treatment program for a few days, but she didn't expect that so many things happened in such a few days.

"No, I'll just get under your bed." Chu Yu said that he had taken off his coat and got into MuQing's quilt. As soon as he went in, he was surrounded by a warm feeling. For fear that the cool air on him would reach MuQing, he moved aside.

"Don't sleep so outside, go to sleep next to your mother ~" Mu Qing is very dependent on Chu Yu now. Seeing that Chu Yu is so far away from herself, she naturally knows what she is thinking and quickly asks her to go this way.

"It's OK, it's OK." Chu Yu of course refused, and then like thinking of something: "Mom, how do you feel these days? Is the treatment effective?"

"What effect is not effective, is not always like that, as long as you accompany my mother, my mother will feel a lot of relief, this is the best medicine for me." MuQing's answer is also very casual. She didn't want to go out this time, but seeing Chu Yu busy every day, she is bored to stay at home, and it's just right to go out.

"Mom, I'm sorry for what you said." Chu Yu feels that his body is almost warm, so he just goes over and hugs Mu Qing.

"Don't say that yet. Is there nothing you want to say to me?" MuQing deliberately hangs Chu Yu's appetite.

"I have something to say. Don't you know everything you should know?" Chu Yu is a little guilty.

"For example, Qin Yize, don't you have anything to tell me?" MuQing didn't blame Chu Yu for this, just because she was shocked by the news. Originally, with Chu Yu's temperament, even the resurgence of her feelings for Qin Yize, she was expected to hang him for a few years. No matter how hard it was, it would be a year. I didn't expect that she would be together with Qin Yize so soon.

"Qin Yize..." Chu Yu drew a long ending, thinking about how to answer MuQing's question“ I did agree to Qin Yize's proposal, which was a bit hasty, but I don't regret it when I think about it now. Then this decision should not be wrong, right? "

"No, no, as long as you think it's right, there's no right or wrong, and mom doesn't mean to blame you. I just want to know why you agreed to Qin Yize's proposal so soon, and... What about Zuo Gong?" Mu Qing hesitated for a moment and asked the question. Although it's a bit annoying to ask this question now, if she didn't ask, she felt a loss for Zuo pansy in her heart.

"Qin Yize... I don't know how to tell you." Chu Yu sorted out his thoughts: "after the experience of xiaoniannian, my courage became smaller. In that month, I didn't know how I came here. The moment before xiaoniannian was tied away, I watched her hair fall on Xiao Xu's face and thought, would you like to take xiaoniannian to have a haircut tomorrow, She does seem to have long hair

"But the next second" Chu Yu stopped for a moment, then continued: "but the next second, she disappeared in front of me, although now she came back to me safe and sound again, but I was really afraid of not, afraid that I would never see her again."

"Until that moment, I completely understood the sentence" you never know which one will come first tomorrow or the accident ". When Qin Yize proposed to me, my heart was in a mess, but this sentence echoed in my head like a background voice. I was afraid."

"I thought I had no feelings for Qin Yize, but when Qin Yize was lying on the bed in a coma to save Xiao Niannian, do you know what I was thinking at that time?" Chu Yu glanced in the direction of Mu Qing when she said this, and she was moved when she said this.

"What I think is, if Qin Yize is lying here like this and can't wake up, or just like three years ago, I can't remember me again after waking up, what kind of mood will I have? I think I will be very happy in that case, because in that case, I will never be entangled with Qin Yize. Isn't that right for me? But when I asked myself, are you really happy? I clearly told me not. "

"The moment Qin Yize fell down, my heart would stop. At that moment, I knew that I still had feelings for Qin Yize, but I was buried too deep. I didn't believe that I still liked Qin Yize." It takes a lot of courage for Chu Yu to say these words, especially in front of MuQing, but she is very frank today.

She doesn't want to hide her thoughts. She wants MuQing to know her true thoughts. She believes MuQing will understand her.

"You see if you feel more comfortable talking about it now. Don't keep some things in your heart all the time. You have a lot of people to talk about, especially mom." Chu Yu didn't expect to say these things. Mu Qing's focus was in this place. For a moment, he really didn't know how to answer Mu Qing's words.

"You finally chose Qin Yize. My mother has no opinion and respects your choice." What MuQing is most afraid of is that Chu Yu misunderstands her meaning. Now after listening to Chu Yu's explanation for such a long time, he knows that she misunderstands her meaning: "whether it's Qin Yize or Zuo Jin, just feel happy."

"Zuo pansy is very good, but I see everything Qin Yize has done for me in the past three years bit by bit. I believe he can and understands the weight of responsibility better and more steadily than three years ago, so you love him and you choose him, and my mother feels very happy for you."

Mu Qing slowly said these words to Chu Yu word by word. She didn't want Chu Yu to have too much pressure after choosing Qin Yize. Chu Yu was more sensitive than others. She hoped Chu Yu would be happy than anyone else“ However, I still want to ask, is there something happened between you and Zuo Gong? " MuQing is still in doubt. With Chu Yu's temperament, even if she has feelings for Qin Yize, she will not agree with Qin Yize so quickly because she cares about Zuo Gong.

"Yes... Something happened..." Chu Yu knew that many things couldn't hide from Mu Qing's eyes. Now Zuo pansy is half a son to Mu Qing. Of course, she wanted to know what happened to Zuo pansy and herself.

"Zuo Gong let me go. He told me that I love Qin Yize. Because he didn't want to embarrass me and wanted me to be happy, he chose to quit this relationship." For Qin Yize and her own mental journey, Chu Yu can say a lot, but for Zuo Jin, Chu Yu doesn't know how to tell Mu Qing. Even if she mentions it herself, she is still suffering.

"So... Zuo pansy also made the right choice. It's not easy for him to know how to let go, but it's not a bad thing for him to let go." I don't know to whom Mu Qing said these words, but Chu Yu listened to them.

"Mom... Do you think I'm a little half hearted?" This is the most uncomfortable place in Chu Yu's heart these two days. In fact, her heart is also very tangled. On the one hand, she feels that she is worthy of accepting Qin Yize's words. It's a good thing for her to be in love, but on the other hand, she feels a little disgusted with herself. She always feels that she has put Zuo pansy in a very awkward position. She feels that she is half hearted, especially sorry for Zuo pansy.

"Xiaoyu, you didn't apologize to anyone. Don't have pressure in your heart. You accept Qin Yize's feelings for you. It's a relief for Zuo Gong. If you don't have any feelings, I believe he may always be by your side. Now that you accept Qin Yize, he can let go completely, and then he can start the next part of his own feelings."

Feelings are a matter for those who are in the game and those who are watching. Although it is said that people know the cold and warm of drinking water, they often can't see a lot of things thoroughly because they are in the array. Mu Qing's words go to enlighten and make Chu Yu vaguely understand that it is good for Zuo pansy to let go of them.

"I seem to vaguely understand..." Chu Yu nodded and answered MuQing softly.