Chapter 434

"Really?" Qin Yize was surprised to see the food box. Not to mention, when Xiao Quan asked himself, he didn't feel hungry because he was holding a breath in his heart. But now when he saw what Chu Yu was holding, Qin Yize suddenly felt that he was not hungry.

"I don't have the share of disgust. I've been hungry for a long time, but Xiao Quan, a man, doesn't know how to get me something to eat. He just left, and now he can eat it." Qin Yize did not hesitate to throw the pot to Xiao Quan, as an assistant for the boss bedding should also be part of it.

Chu Yu thinks about Xiao Quan. He is also a rough man. Maybe he really doesn't know how to take care of people, so he doesn't speak any more. Xiao Quan, who is still in line to buy food for Qin Yize, sneezes. He doesn't know that he has been disliked by two people. He rubs his nose. It's getting cold these two days, so he needs more clothes.

"Then get up and have some." When Chu Yu heard Qin Yize's words, he quickly picked him up, then gave him a bowl of soup and brought it to his mouth to drink.

At this time, Qin Yize had more plays. How could he pick up a bowl to drink at such a great opportunity? What a waste of such an opportunity, so he pretended to be very embarrassed, and then frowned and sucked air-conditioning to take over the bowl, while coughing twice. I didn't know that he really couldn't take care of himself.

Chu Yu is one of those people who don't know the real situation of Qin Yize now. Naturally, she noticed Qin Yize's unusual features. She took back the hand that had given Qin Yize soup, and then asked Qin Yize in a low voice: "are you hurt, can you eat by yourself?"

"OK, it hurts a little." This is what Qin Yize and others said. Although his heart is dark, his face is still silent. He still insists on taking the bowl and pretends to tell Chu Yu what he can eat, but he pretends to be extremely weak. If Qin Yize is a woman, I really feel sorry for her.

"Then lie down and don't move. I'll feed you." Of course, Chu Yu won't let Qin Yize have such a hard meal. She came to take care of Qin Yize. Besides, she had taken care of Qin Yize for so long before. It didn't take much effort to feed him. So she asked Qin Yize to lie down and feed him.

"That's not good. As a man, I want a woman to feed me. It's like a cripple. It's hard." Qin Yize finally waited for this sentence. Although he really hurt to death now, he was as happy as a flower in his heart, but his mouth was still hypocritically refusing.

"It's not like you haven't been fed before. Please lie down." Chu Yu couldn't stand it any more. He just had to feed himself. When he left now, he didn't want to eat. He really didn't know what Qin Yize was pinching. He didn't say anything. He just scooped up a spoonful of soup and blew it. When it was a little cold, it was delivered to Qin Yize's mouth.

This is as like as two peas, which are still very difficult to be seen. Then, a gentle SIP is made. A familiar flavor spreads from mouth to body. In recent years, he has been imitating the food made by Chu Yu and trying to make the same taste as she did for herself, but even if it was imitated to nine points, And the taste of that part, no matter how he seasoned it, he couldn't make it out.

Until today, he drank the soup made by Chu Yu again, and he felt that the missing part in his heart was filled again. This kind of taste made him miss, and made him feel a kind of taste of home, which he couldn't do no matter how he tried in the past three years.

"How does it taste? I haven't cooked soup for a long time. I don't know if it's still the same flavor as it was then. " After seeing Qin Yize drink a mouthful of soup, Chu Yu began to look at her in a daze. His burning eyes made her feel uncomfortable. He wanted to break the embarrassment of suffocation in the air, so he and Qin Yize came to chat without words.

"Good." Qin Yize gently said that he actually had a lot of words to say to Chu Yu, but he didn't know where to start when those words came to his mouth, so what he finally said was "good drink". Looking at Chu Yu, he felt turbulent, but he didn't know how to express them.

"It's good to drink. If you like it, I'll send soup every day until you leave the hospital." Chu Yu avoided Qin Yize's eyes, and then said these words to himself, but he didn't know how much his words touched Qin Yize.

"No!" Chu Yu didn't expect Qin Yize to say no. he raised his head and looked at Qin Yize in surprise. He didn't know what he wanted to say“ I haven't had enough by the time I left the hospital. You can make me soup for a lifetime. " Qin Yize looked at Chu Yu, and there was a bright light in his eyes.

"What are you joking about? You won't hurt your brain by fighting with people?" Chu Yu can't understand the meaning of Qin Yize's words, but she has just experienced Zuo Gong's confession to herself today. It's time for her emotional instability. She doesn't dare to talk about her feelings easily, so she pretends not to understand Qin Yize's sudden confession.

"Chu Yu, you know what I mean. I don't want to wait. There are too many accidents in my life. I'm afraid that the next accident will come, and I still can't have you..." after this experience, Qin Yize also wants to understand a lot of things, such as how to cherish and how to love better.

Yesterday when he was in the car, although Qin Yize had no strength, he looked at xiaoniannian in the back seat of the car and remembered that she had just asked if she was her father. His heart was really mixed. He wanted to tell xiaoniannian a positive answer, but it was only at that moment that he suddenly realized that he was not qualified to say a positive answer.

He is xiaoniannian's father, but he hasn't been able to do anything for her in the past three years. He doesn't even know her existence. Although he didn't know it because of Chu Yu's concealment in the past three years, it is because he did this kind of thing to Chu Yu that he let Chu Yu escape him with his own children. Therefore, no matter what he said, he can't escape this responsibility.

At that time, he looked at the back seat of the car and made up his mind that he would try his best to be good to her in his lifetime. The love she lost in the first three years when she came to this world, he would give her thousands of times to be a good father in the future.

At that moment, he seemed to know the meaning of his family. In recent years, Chu Yu's violent temper was suddenly calmed down at that moment, so now he saw Chu Yu sitting in front of him. Qin Yize said the most touching love words to Chu Yu with the mood of the rest of his life.

Looking at Qin Yize's burning eyes, Chu Yu really doesn't know how she should respond to him. She knows this time. The gag can't escape. Qin Yize is serious this time, but her mind is like a mess. What Zuo pansy said to her this morning has been echoing in her mind and said to her again and again: "the person you love is Qin Yize... It's Qin Yize..."

"Chu Yu, I know that I have done a lot of stupid things before. You can't forgive me. You know what happened later, and I have been punished. These three years are really hard for me. I regret what I did in those years. I miss you all the time in the past three years. So, Chu Yu. Can't you really give me another chance? "

Qin Yize sincerely looks at Chu Yu's tangled expression and speaks out the deepest words hidden in his heart. In the past three years, he seems to be bohemian and even ruthless. But only he knows how deep his regret is when he is in the dead of night. If he chooses, he would rather not have these achievements now, Stay with Chu Yu and be a warm husband like spring.

"Qin Yize, when I left three years ago and sent you a text message, I didn't hate you any more, so now I can't talk about forgiveness. For our past, I put it down long ago..." after Qin Yize said those words, the air was quiet for a long time, and Chu Yu slowly spoke after considering for a long time.

"I also admit that I haven't forgotten you for so many years, but I don't want to love any more. Now I don't even have the ability to love again. It's too tired to love you. I'm not Chu Yu three years ago, and I can't ignore everything for the sake of love. So Qin Yize, let's not talk about feelings and let go of the past grudges, Can't ordinary friends do this? "

Although Chu Yu couldn't bear to face Qin Yize, who was begging for him now, she still said these words from her heart. What she said is also what she said from her heart. For Qin Yize, she didn't dare to love any more. She didn't have the strength to love any more.

Three years ago, when she had nothing, love was all she had. So at that time, for the sake of love, she could be desperate. She could argue with Guan Ling and earn her own love with Guan Ling. At that time, she really felt that she could not live without Qin Yize's love. But now she was not herself three years ago, So some things become different, especially in the face of their feelings.