Chapter 431

Chu Yu's words are sincere, and she really doesn't think that she and Qin Yize have the possibility of getting back together, but no matter what she says to Zuo Gong, Zuo Gong always smiles and shakes her head. The sadness in her eyes almost makes Chu Yu suspect that Zuo Gong knows what she thinks more than she does, which makes Chu Yu very crazy.

"Chu Yu, you are still explaining to me. I said that we are not together. Who do you like is your freedom. You don't have to feel sorry for me. I'm just afraid that you will think so. I'm afraid that my feelings for you will become a burden for you to love others. I didn't expect that what I worried about will happen."

Zuo Jin feels helpless about Chu Yu's explanation. In fact, if two people live together for three years but haven't been together, it's probably not suitable. In fact, the decision to let go today is not only to give Chu Yu freedom, but also to give her freedom.

"Zuo pansy, you're still blaming me for what happened two days ago, aren't you?" Chu Yu can't listen to what Zuo pansy is saying now. Her heart is full of guilt for Zuo pansy. She feels that she has no conscience. She is cruel, even like a white eyed wolf who has been raised by Zuo pansy for three years.

"Chu Yu, you sober up, listen to me carefully, I really don't blame you..." Zuo viola is very helpless, "if you have to ask me to say the evidence, it's very embarrassing for both of us, please leave me the last dignity, OK?"

"I'm sorry..." Chu Yu also felt that she was a little over today. Zuo pansy's words made her feel very uneasy. She had experienced too many things recently and was already exhausted. Therefore, in the face of Zuo pansy's words similar to begging, she didn't ask any more. She still said sorry to Zuo pansy.

"You really don't have anything to be sorry for me. I feel very happy when you live with me for three years, especially when I have a little memory. These three years are enough for me to recall 30 years later. The first 30 years of my life have never been as happy as these three years. Really, Chu and Chongqing, you don't have to feel sorry, but I want to thank you."

Zuo Gong stopped for a moment, calmed down her emotions, and then went on to say, "you know my family when I was young, so I'm eager to have my own family. These three years are like stolen time for me, and I'm very happy. You and xiaoniannian also let me realize the warmth and beauty that a family should have, So thank you very much for being with xiaoniannian

Zuo pansy's words were really sincere. He never felt that he had been wronged in the past three years, but Chu Yu always felt very sorry for himself. He thought that last year was too beautiful for him, so she was not willing to let go of Chu Yu, but now the person destined for Chu Yu has appeared, It's time to get back to the life you should have.

"You don't want to say thank you. I should say thank you. People with clear eyes can see how much you have helped me in the past three years. How can I make you say thank you to me? I'm sorry for you. For me, you have already existed like a family, and your status is far more important than a lover. You are really important to me..."

Chu Yu knows that he can't change Zuo pansy's mind no matter how much he says, so he won't spend more time. Zuo pansy's nature is gentle and gentle, tough and tough. He's determined that others can't change. If he thinks about it carefully, he doesn't know why he wants Zuo pansy to change his mind, In fact, it's good for both of them to let go. Chu Yu felt that he was dazzled by the sudden news and forgot to think.

"That's nice." Hearing Chu Yu's words, Zuo Jing said these two words with a smile: "I don't seem to have any regrets when I hear you say that. If I can let you say that I am more important than my lover, my sadness is a little less..."

Zuo Viola said these words with a smile. He was afraid that he would leave a bad impression in front of Chu Yu, so all the words today were said with a smile. He wanted to keep his last dignity. In fact, looking at Zuo Viola now pretending to smile, Chu Yu felt even worse.

"Well, don't be so sad. It's like parting. I'll still be with you in the future. Now I just tell you that if you have someone you like and can discuss feelings again, you can go boldly. Even if that person is Qin Yize, no one will say anything."

Left pansy looking at now sad Chu Yu, quite a little sad feeling, girls are always easy to hurt spring and autumn, he wanted to reach out to hug Chu Yu, but thought or control, since decided to let go, don't give yourself a little fantasy, later can give her a hug of people can have a lot of, but not himself.

"Then how can I explain this to Xiao Niannian..." this is another problem that Chu Yu is concerned about. Xiao Niannian is a personal spirit. The atmosphere between Zuo Gong and herself has changed. Can she not feel it.

"Xiaoniannian... I understand when I grow up. Now she doesn't understand. Anyway, we just want to behave like before. As long as we don't have any problems and behave as usual, xiaoniannian won't have anything or feel strange."

For this, Zuo pansy is very open. He and Chu Yu don't live together now, and they don't have much intimacy. It is estimated that in xiaoniannian's cognition, parents should have such a relationship. Now she may not understand what kind of relationship parents should have. When she understands it later, she will understand what she is doing now.

"That's ok..." since Zuo Jin said so, Chu Yu has nothing to say, just answered. Maybe it's good for both of them to let go, just like Zuo Jin said. Although there is no formal change in the way she gets along with Zuo Jin, Chu Yu still feels a mess in her heart, That feeling was like losing a very important friend, but it was more complicated than that feeling, and Chu Yu couldn't make it clear.

"Be happy. I can put it down. What can't you put it down?" Left Viola see Chu Yu or a small face droop, not happy feeling, he does not want to make the atmosphere so stiff, so try to use relaxed words to break the current deadlock.

"I feel very sorry for you..." Chu Yu thought about it and said these words to Zuo pansy again: "you don't have to tell me first. Don't feel sorry. Listen to me." Chu Yu knew that she would say something else after she said this, so she quickly added: "maybe you think the three years' feelings are a burden to me, but it's not like this to me."

"When I was most isolated, you came to tell me that you were with me. You even put down everything here and went to a completely strange place with me. These are your love for me. I'm very moved. It's too late for me to be grateful. Now I feel very sad to hear you say that."

"Your appearance in my life is like a light. It's very eye-catching. The joy in my youth is too young after all. So when Qin Yize appeared in my life later, he told me what the love between adults was like. Later, when I fell in love with Qin Yize, you appeared in my life again. Maybe this is the real nature."

"Later, I experienced a series of things. Because of my broken relationship with Qin Yize and pregnancy, I went abroad with you. To me, you are really like a knight sent by heaven. I have passed the age of princess dream, but I can't help thinking how lucky I am to have you."

"You said that what you have gained in the past three years is a family, a perfect family you have always dreamed of. For me, it's not true. I've lived a very happy life in the past three years. I feel happy because of you and small thoughts."

"And do you know why I don't want to accept your relationship? I was hurt too much in my last relationship. I don't want to discuss feelings anymore. The second is that I have grown up and understand more and more that my feelings for you are not between men and women, it is a kind of dependence, a kind of trust, but not love. "

"You said that it's OK to be with you, but if it's out of gratitude and guilt for you, that kind of feeling will expire sooner or later. At that time, there will be more and more differences between us, and there will be more and more estrangement. At that time, how can we deal with ourselves?"

Chu Yu doesn't know what it's like for Zuo Gong to hear these words, but she's really speaking these words to him today. She's been holding these words in her heart for a long time, and she hasn't said them. Now it's much better to say them.

"Today, you can be regarded as speaking your mind first. It's good for you to be honest with each other. If you open your mind, some things will be easier to accept. So, Chu Yu, I accept what you said to me."

Hearing Chu Yu's words from the bottom of her heart, Zuo Gong's emotions that she has been suffering from these two days are suddenly not so strong. Maybe for such a long time, what he cares most is that Chu Yu can put down her guard against him and tell him the real thoughts in her heart, instead of always admiring him with a grateful heart. What he wants most is Chu Yu's attitude towards himself.