Chapter 430

"What happened to... The other day?" Zuo Gong pretends to be unintelligible. A few days ago, he lost control of his emotions. Now he is a little embarrassed to think about it. How can he use Chu Yu to apologize to him? He also wants to apologize to Chu Yu for the loss of control of his emotions two days ago.

"You know what happened... I was a little anxious because Xiao Niannian was kidnapped in those two days, so I'm sorry..." Chu Yu has never quarreled with Zuo Gong for so many years, so I don't know how to apologize to Zuo Gong. It's a bit incoherent to say these words.

"No, no, it's me who should say sorry, it's my impulse..." Zuo Viola can't pretend to go on. What happened in these two days is very embarrassing for both of them. Chu Yu is always gentle. She is angry with her and asks her to apologize to herself. She should be quite aggrieved.

"Well, well, since both of them have talked about it, there is nothing to do. Let's stop here and turn the page." It's really meaningless for two people to apologize to each other. Chu Yu is the terminator of this topic. What happened these two days is that they really don't want to talk.

"Well, you don't want to come to me because of this, do you? What else?" Chu Yu asked Zuo pansy again.

"Yesterday, I shut myself in my room for a day. I wanted to understand a lot about feelings, family and us, but now I don't know where to speak and how to express my meaning to you..." Zuo Gong stopped for a while, and then slowly opened her mouth. For Chu Yu, he really has deep feelings, But if this kind of feeling became a kind of burden of Chu Yu, he really didn't know whether he had to continue.

"What do you say?" Chu Yu's heart rate suddenly quickens. She seems to know what Zuoxing wants to say. Their emotional problems should have been talked about openly for a long time, but neither of them wants to open that mouth first, so she has been dragging on here. Now Zuoxing takes the initiative to talk, and she also has a lot to say to him.

"Chu Yu, if you think you still have feelings for Qin Yize, stay with him. I don't blame you..." God knows how determined Zuo Gong was to say this sentence. Now his mind is blank. He forces himself not to think about this problem any more. To let go is to let go.

"What?" Although Chu Yu had some psychological preparation, she didn't expect that Zuo Gong could speak to this extent. She was shocked and asked how much she hated Qin Yize. She knew. Now Zuo Gong could say what she said to Qin Yize. Is Zuo Gong crazy?

"As you heard, I decided to let go." Zuo pansy stopped and looked at Chu Yu's eyes with a smile, but Chu Yu was panicked. Her brain was like a mess. Everything was mixed together. Only Zuo pansy's words echoed in her mind: "let go... Let go..."

"Zuo Jin, did I hurt you?" I don't know why. Chu Yu should be happy to hear the news that Zuo Viola let go of herself, but now she is more emotional. Their relationship has been dragging on for three years. She has been used to the two people's emotional state, but Zuo Viola suddenly wants to let go. Chu Yu's first reaction is whether she has hurt Zuo viola.

"No, you think too much. I just can't bear to see you embarrassed. I still love you. In the past, I thought that my love for you could shelter you from the wind and rain, but now gradually, my love has become a burden to you. In that case, I might as well give you freedom. Now you have a greater body, although I don't want to admit it, But I have to admit that it is the fact that Qin Yize can protect you after leaving me, so... I think it's time for me to let go. "

Zuoyong tries her best not to give up so ugly. When she says these words, her face is still wearing the smile that Chu Yu is familiar with, but it makes Chu Yu more sad. In her opinion, Zuoyong is just forcing her face to smile, and her guilt is even stronger.

"It's not like that. I haven't revived my old love for Qin Yize. You think too much. I'm very satisfied with my life now. Why do you want to go to Qin Yize to live the same life as before? In my mind, you are as essential as a family member, which is far more important than an ex husband. Why do you want to push me to Qin Yize..."

Chu Yu doesn't know what she should do now. She just keeps telling Zuo pansy that he is very important to her. When she hears that Zuo pansy wants to give up herself, Chu Yu has a feeling that she will be abandoned by her relatives. Zuo pansy has long been an existence that is not a relative but is better than a relative. How can Chu Yu accept such words suddenly.

"No, no, you think too much. What I said is to let go is not to break up a friendship. I will treat you as always as before, but you don't have to feel pressure. If you have someone you like, you can be with him without any scruples. Don't worry about my existence. Even if that person is Qin Yize, I can accept it, but forgive me. Maybe I won't smile to bless..."

Seeing Chu Yu's panic, Zuo Viola knows that her understanding of this matter may be a little biased, so she quickly holds her shoulder and tells her what she thinks. He just doesn't want Chu Yu to be in a dilemma between himself and Qin Yize. If she lets go now, her posture won't be so ugly.

"No, it's not like that. I have no feelings for Qin Yize. Why do you always push me to him?" Chuyu hears that Zuoxian keeps mentioning Qin Yize, and wonders if it's because xiaoniannian has been in contact with Qin Yize too much these two days that Zuoxian has such an illusion.

"Xiaoyu, don't run away from your true feelings. I know better than you who you like now. Maybe you don't know how affectionate your eyes were when Qin Yize was injured yesterday in front of his hospital bed. Xiaoyu, you've never seen me like that before..."

Zuo can't help but tell her grievances. She has taken care of Chu Yu for three years without any regrets. She tells herself that this kind of love is what she is willing to give and doesn't ask for anything in return. She has been used to it, but after returning home, her heart is still pricked by the way Chu Yu looks at Qin Yize. It turns out that he is not so great, He also wanted Chu Yu to look at himself like that, but she never

"What do you mean? Did you go to the hospital yesterday? " Chuyu has a little sense of the truth after hearing Zuoyong's words. It seems that Zuoyong should have gone to the hospital yesterday. She happened to see the scene in front of Qin Yize's bed. For a moment, Chuyu's heart is very complicated. She doesn't know how to face Zuoyong.

"I went because I knew Xiao Niannian was back. Qin Yize wanted to go and have a look because he saved Xiao Niannian from injury. I didn't expect you to be there. When I saw you in a hurry, I thought the place might not need me, so I came back..."

Zuo pansy spoke lightly about what happened yesterday, without mentioning how upset he was when he came back from the hospital. Now he is calm as if he is talking about something that is not his own.

"It's not like that. You really misunderstood Zuo Gong. Qin Yize was hurt because he saved Xiao Niannian. I should take care of him there. Besides, uncle Qin didn't come here at that time. I had to stay there first. Even if the stranger who saved Xiao Niannian was lying in the hospital bed yesterday, I would do the same thing. So you really think too much."

Chu Yu explains what happened yesterday to Zuo Gong, although she doesn't know why she wants to explain it to Zuo Gong.

"What about the hugs of the last two days? Do you also have hugs for strangers? " Zuo Gong didn't want to talk about these things, but she didn't have the grace to talk about them. She seemed to question her wife if she had a cheating husband, but she knew she was nothing, and she was not qualified to ask Chu Yu about them, but he couldn't help it.

At that time, he saw the embrace of Qin Yize and Chu Yu through the coffee shop and the car window. Chu Yu was very resistant to his embrace these days. She was still stiff this morning, but when she collapsed, she leaned back in Qin Yize's arms, which made Zuo Jin really unable to let go for a long time.

"What hug?" Chuyu is asked by Zuoyong again. Zuoyong's words make her feel confused. Maybe she has forgotten the embrace Qin Yize gave her when she collapsed.

"It's all right. You don't know, but Chu Yu believes me. You're just resisting Qin Yize now. Maybe you've accepted him in your heart, so... Don't deceive yourself. Since you still have feelings, don't let go. After these years, Qin Yize should know how to treat you."

That hug, Zuo Gong doesn't want to discuss with Chu Yu. Once many things are discussed on the line, no matter what the result is, it will hurt two people, so Zuo Gong chooses to take it with her.

"Zuo Jin, although I have forgotten when I hugged Qin Yize, I can't accept him as you said. I've put him down for a long time. Because I put him down, I don't have any resentment against him. Now that I can't accept him, he just doesn't think we are suitable for each other and doesn't want to talk about feelings any more."