Chapter 354

What Qin Yize thought was, did Chu Yu forgive him? Probably not, but as long as she is willing to come back and let herself appear around her, he will have a chance to explain to her, and he will have a chance. What he fears most is that Chu Yu will disappear in front of him forever without saying a word. He will never have a chance to meet him again. Fortunately, God is not kind to him. Now Chu Yu is back

Chu Yu, of course, doesn't know anything about Qin Yize's ecstasy and anxiety. It's not easy to open a cafe in the suburb when it's busy, but Chu Yu especially likes the feeling of being independent from the world. Moreover, she finds that she really likes making coffee. This cafe is very happy, and she also likes the current way of life.

Now when she is busy, Zuo Gong will come to help. Zuo Gong is very busy at work, but she still comes to see the situation here at least once a day. In fact, these MuQing are in silence. But because Zuo Gong made heart to heart with her that night, she is optimistic about Zuo Gong and Chu Yu. She also chooses to keep silent and respect Chu Yu, Her daughter has grown up, and she knows how to deal with her own affairs. Just don't interfere.

When they are not busy, Chu Yu sometimes simply closes the door of the coffee shop first, and then accompanies MuQing and xiaoniannian to walk around. This is a suburb, and it has not been fully developed, so there are many good scenery nearby. MuQing originally likes to drive around, but xiaoniannian is more active. She is more interested in those small animals.

When Chu Yu came back from Italy, he didn't bring the little dog named Hua Hua back. Xiao Niannian was very unhappy, so he bought her a new Akita dog. Xiao Niannian named her Chu Xiaodian, because when he bought it back, Chu Xiaodian only had a little bit. This Akita dog really made up for her regret of losing Hua Hua.

No matter whether Chu Yu is busy or not, he always takes xiaoniannian with him at dusk. Xiaoniannian leads Chu Xiaodian and accompanies MuQing to take a walk in the park nearby. Maybe it's because after Chu Yu is with him, someone talks with him. In addition, there is a lovely little Niannian beside him. MuQing's mood is much more cheerful, Now there are more smiles on her face, and the doctor is very pleased with her recovery.

Chu Yu was thinking at this time, maybe he had paid too much attention to these things before, and didn't care what kind of mood MuQing felt after losing Chu Yan. Her sadness was no less than himself, but Chu Yu just wanted to face the company after losing his father. How difficult those things were, so he didn't pay attention to MuQing's feelings at all. Now it seems, If she had been able to enlighten MuQing and not let her put so many things in her heart, maybe she would not have this situation at all.

As long as you think of these, Chu Yu feels so guilty that she can't do it. Now she spends more time with her family. Once Chu Yu said these words to Mu Qing while chatting with Mu Qing. Mu Qing was surprised to hear Chu Yu's words. At first, she was a little uncomfortable because Chu Yu left without saying goodbye, but she never blamed Chu Yu. After the Chu family lost power, Chu Yu made such a great contribution to keep Chu's technology. How could she blame her?

"What do you mean? I don't know what happened after the Chu family's accident. It's my failure. Why should I blame you?" MuQing comforted Chu Yu. He didn't expect that Chu Yu would think so much.

"I only thought about myself at that time, but I didn't expect that you would be hurt more than me. If I could be with you at that time, maybe the current problems would not appear at all... And the three years I disappeared, I'm really sorry..." Chu Yu felt guilty as long as he thought of these.

"Silly girl, what do you feel guilty about? Originally, I didn't help you after the accident in Chu's house, and it became your burden. I feel more guilty than you. What are you talking about now? It's mom who's sorry for you. Don't say that again. " When MuQing heard Chu Yu's words, he felt incredible.

"Well, well, we don't want to mention these things in the future..." Chu Yu saw that Mu Qing's face had changed. She was afraid that she would think more, so she didn't mention these words any more. She took Mu Qing's arm and went to the artificial lake.

"Mom... Tell me how you lived during my absence." In fact, Chu Yu still feels guilty for these things, but she just doesn't say it anymore. She wants to know whether MuQing has lived well in the past three years.

"How can I live? It's just three meals a day, and I'm living like this. " After hearing Chu Yu's words, MuQing knows that she still can't rest assured of her guilt, so she deliberately says it with ease. She doesn't want to feel too much pressure in Chu Yu's heart.

"It's the saddest thing for me to fail to be filial in those three years, so I want to do more or less to make up for those regrets..." Chu Yu wants to know what Mu Qing thinks now.

"Silly girl, I've had a good time in the past three years, and Qin Yize..." as soon as Mu Qing's words came out, she found that she had said something wrong, so she quickly stopped the conversation. In fact, she didn't want to mention Qin Yize in front of Chu Yu. Chu Yu always said that she had put it down, but she didn't put it down. How could she not see it as a mother, If he really put it down, how could he mention it? Qin Yize kept a secret.

Of course, Chu Yu heard MuQing's words, but she pretended not to hear anything, but she couldn't help it. She thought that she could do nothing to Qin Yize, and now it seems a little impossible.

"Xiaoyu... Some things can't be solved by avoiding. Do you know what I mean?" MuQing still can't resist. On the way back, he wants to discuss Qin Yize's problem with Chu Yu.

"I know... But since he hasn't appeared yet, I don't want to discuss her, and I understand what I think these days. Maybe Qin Yize doesn't feel that way about me now. Even if he does, I live a comfortable life now, which is the life I want, and I don't want to get involved with Qin Yize any more."

Chu Yu knew that just as she was worried about MuQing's body and felt guilty about her absence for the past three years, MuQing couldn't forget her and Qin Yize, so she didn't want to avoid these problems in front of MuQing.

"But you think so. Qin Yize doesn't think so. You have to face it one day. It's not you who say that you don't want to entangle. Qin Yize really won't come to entangle. You should understand this truth." MuQing knows that in the final analysis, Chu Yu has not been able to put down the past.

Hearing MuQing's words, Chu Yu fell into silence. Maybe MuQing was right. She didn't want to entangle, not that Qin Yize would not entangle if she wanted to. She had to face these things.

Seeing Chu Yu's silence, Mu Qing knows that her heart is also wavering, but she doesn't want to force Chu Yu to face Qin Yize, and she doesn't want to make the atmosphere so dignified, so she changes a less heavy topic.

"Xiaoyu, have you ever hated Qin Yize over the past few years?" Mu Qing asked with great interest.

"..." Chu Yu was silent for a while, and then he replied: "I can't say that I hate him now. When I was tortured by Guan Ling, I really hated him, but later I found that it took a lot of people's heart to hate him, so I didn't hate him anymore."

Chu Yu didn't know how to answer MuQing's question. She didn't even know what kind of feelings she had for Qin Yize. All she knew was that she felt less about Qin Yize now. She hadn't seen Qin Yize for three years. She didn't know if Qin Yize would change now. She didn't have a little curiosity. In her opinion, this kind of feeling is very important, It's half done.

"Mom... Why do I think you don't resist Qin Yize..." Chu Yu's feeling doesn't come out of thin air. After Chu Yu comes back, Mu Qing always mentions Qin Yize in front of her intentionally or unintentionally, and it's not that kind of indignant feeling, but more in the words, it's the feeling of hoping that Chu Yu and Qin Yize can reconcile, This makes Chu Yu feel a little unusual.

"Don't you want to know what kind of life I've had over the years? Let me tell you something. " MuQing is just tired. He sees a small pavilion not far away. It's getting late. There's no one in the pavilion. It's just right for them to chat with each other.

"Well, there's a place to rest next to it. Let's go." Chu Yu also saw the pavilion, so he proposed to go there, and Xiao Niannian and Chu Xiaodian were having a good time. Chu Yu went by with Mu Qing in his arm, and they could watch Xiao Niannian while chatting.

"Are you curious about my attitude towards Qin Yize?" Mu Qing saw the questions in Chu Yu's eyes at a glance, so she asked them for Chu Yu before Chu Yu asked them.

"A little..." Chu Yu really didn't understand it, because in Chu Yu's memory, even when she and Qin Yize happened to be together, Mu Qing was always indifferent to Qin Yize. In her opinion, Chu Yu was forced to marry Qin Yize because of the Chu family, so she always had a kind of resistance to Qin Yize. On the external performance, she was indifferent to Qin Yize, So now MuQing has to be curious about Qin Yize's attitude.