Chapter 345
"Tired or not, I helped you warm up a glass of milk and drink some." Left pansy heard the knock, looked up, found that Chu Yu is smiling, Yan Yan's door now, hand a glass of milk.
"It's OK. Come and sit down." Zuo pansy was just thinking about something, so she didn't find out when Chu Yu came. Now looking at Chu Yu looking at herself, he feels that the years are safe... It's really good.
Chu Yu didn't refuse. She just coaxed Xiao Niannian to sleep. Now she comes to find Zuo viola. It's really something. So she picked up the glass of milk and gently put it on Zuoyong's table.
"You haven't slept so late?" Zuo pansy picked up the glass of milk and took a sip gently. The temperature at the entrance of the milk was just right. Like people in Chu and Yu, it always gave people an appropriate warmth. Left pansy lowered her eyes and made a decision silently in her heart.
"You haven't slept yet. What's the matter? What's on your mind?" Chu Yu smiles faintly at Zuo pansy. In the past three years, they have been together day and night, and many things have already been tacit understanding. Therefore, Zuo pansy hasn't gone to bed yet. In fact, she is very clear in her heart, because she is also thinking about these things.
"I'm thinking about what you're thinking." Left pansy looked up at Chu Yu, three years, many lovers may not be able to leave her mother. Three years, but in the past three years, watching Chu Yu's progress and Xiao Niannian's growing up, his love for these two people has become deeper and deeper, and they have become indispensable in Zuo Gong's life.
"Now that we all want to be together, let's stop beating about the Bush and talk about what we think." Chu Yu knows that she doesn't need to worry about anything between her and Zuo pansy, so he just says it.
"Are you going back with me?" Left pansy looking at Chu Yu's eyes, want to see clearly her heart is how to think, although his face is still very calm, but in turn to the file under the trembling hand has already betrayed him, his heart than anyone else nervous, three years, if Chu Yu said want to go back, he will never stop.
"What about you, do you want me to go back?" Chu Yu is a little guilty when she is seen by Zuo Gong. She doesn't answer directly, doesn't deny or affirm, but throws the question to Zuo Gong again.
"You know, I will certainly respect your decision." When she said this sentence in Chu Yu, she knew that she had already known the answer to the question. Chu Yu's evasive eyes had betrayed her. Even though she knew that many of the questions he asked now were futile, she still wanted to hear an answer from Chu Yu's mouth.
"I... I don't know." Just as Zuo pansy knows Chu Yu's answer, is Chu Yu worth it? Zuo pansy wants the answer, but the answer is different from the answer in her heart, so she is tangled and contradictory with her.
"Then... Come back with me. It's time for xiaoniannian to see her grandmother, and your friends may not be happy to see you ~" Zuo Viola said the most heartbreaking words in the most affectionate tone. He knew that when he went back this time, he really couldn't control what was going to happen.
"I... I don't know if I should go back." Listen to left pansy words, Chu Yu heart more like a mess, she does not know what to do now, she wants to return home, but she does not want to hurt left pansy.
"Do what you think in your heart, Chu Yu. Look directly into your heart. I know you want to go back, so I want you to go back with me." Left Viola know Chu Yu good, know Chu Yu don't want to hurt themselves, so more don't have the heart to let such Chu Yu dilemma.
"I want to go back to see my mother. When I go to see her, I dare not tell her the truth. It's been three years since I left. What if she thinks I abandoned her? She has been suffering from depression, and what bothers me most in the past three years is my mother... "Chu Yu thought for a long time, and finally told the truth to Zuo Gong.
"I know..." Zuo Viola didn't say anything. He didn't worry about what Chu Yu was worried about. If it wasn't for Chu Yu's mother's illness, he wanted to take Chu Yu's mother away with him, but later he gave up. It's normal for Chu Yu to miss his mother for three years.
"Since I gave birth to Xiao Niannian, I seem to understand my mother's feelings more clearly. I know the feeling that mother and daughter are connected with each other. Sometimes I really feel unfilial. After three years, I don't know what my mother is like now. I have a relationship with you. There may be many three years left, but for me and my mother, it has not been many years... "Chu Yu lowered her eyes and told Zuo Gong what she had always said in her heart but never deliberately.
"I know, so I don't blame you. If you want to go back, let's go back with xiaoniannian. It's been three years and there's no news from you anymore. That person is estimated to be tired..." Zuo pansy knows Chu Yu's grievances and guilt, so how can she bear to make Chu Yu so sad again.
Chu Yu is stunned when she hears Zuo Gong mentioning the name she deliberately avoids. But then she pretends that nothing has happened. The smile on her face is a little too hard to hang up. Zuo Gong's words are also in her mind. Since she and Zuo Gong ran to Italy together from the United States three years ago, she has never heard of Qin Yize looking for herself again, Now, three years later, maybe we've already had new love and old love.
"I know what you're worried about. Don't worry. It's been three years. My feeling towards Qin Yize has already faded. I just want to go back and see my friends. Now that I have xiaoniannian, I'm indifferent to everything. I just want to live with xiaoniannian for the rest of my life."
Chu Yu's words calmed Zuo Gong's heart a little bit. Maybe he should go to believe Chu Yu. In the past three years, Chu Yu has never mentioned Qin Yize again, and he only has little thoughts in his eyes. So he doesn't worry too much that Qin Yize will pester Chu Yu again, and Chu Yu will get back together with Qin Yize, even if it's ten thousand steps, Chu Yu really found that he was still in love with Qin Yize, and the three years were enough for him to recall Zuo Gong's life.
However, Zuo Jing's biggest worry is xiaoniannian. If she returns home, xiaoniannian will become a trouble. Xiaoniannian is three years old. Although her eyebrows and eyes haven't been opened yet, she already has the feeling of Qin Yize. Mingming and Chuyu look more like each other, but it's inexplicable. It feels like Qin Yize.
So once Chu Yu returns home with Xiao Niannian, the time is almost the same. If the Qin family finds out, it's hard to doubt that Chu Yu's child has a relationship with Qin Yize and the Qin family. But once Qin Yize knows that Chu Yu has returned home, it's inevitable to find Xiao Niannian. So this is a problem that worries Zuo Gong.
"What are you worried about?" Chu Yu looks at Zuo pansy with a sad face and thinks that he is still worried about Qin Yize's affairs. His heart is full of mixed feelings for a while.
"I'm worried about xiaoniannian..." Zuo Jing knows that it's necessary to let Chu Yu know about these things, so that she can be prepared psychologically. She won't panic when there are any problems in the future.
"Xiaoniannian?" Chu Yu is a little surprised to hear Zuo Gong's words. He doesn't know what's the relationship between Xiao Niannian and returning home.
"Don't you think Xiao Niannian's eyes are very similar to Qin Yize's?" Zuo Gong opens her mouth to remind Chu Yu.
After Zuo Gong said that, Chu Yu suddenly responded. Yes, the older xiaoniannian grows up, the more similar he is to Qin Yize. This is a big problem. After being discovered by the Qin family, he doesn't know how to end up.
"What about that?" Chu Yu is also nervous about what Zuo Gong says.
"It's better to say that xiaoniannian is my child. Anyway, xiaoniannian always calls me Dad... Of course, if you mind, I won't mention it any more."
Zuo pansy hesitates to follow Chu Yu. In fact, for so many years, Xiao Niannian has been calling her dad. Sometimes Zuo pansy is crazy to envy Qin Yize. She envies him for having such a lovely daughter.
"Isn't Xiao Niannian always calling you dad? In her heart, she estimates that you are the only father, so how can I mind these things? If you don't mind, that's it." Chu Yu looks at Zuo Gong, who has never been so timid, and smiles. She knows what Zuo Gong is worried about, so she doesn't have too many opinions on Zuo Gong's request. This is good, and it can also block Qin Yize's interference to a certain extent.
"Really?" Left pansy heard Chu Yu's words, overjoyed, he thought these are his extravagant hopes, did not expect Chu Yu so agreed.
Chu Yu smiles and nods. Originally, she wanted to go back to China with Zuo Gong, which made her feel guilty for Zuo Gong. Now Zuo Gong is just a little request, how can she refuse?
Therefore, the matter of returning home was determined in this way. In the days when he was going back, Chu Yu always felt inexplicably excited from time to time. Now Zhai Xiaotong should also be a mother. I don't know what it would be like, whether it would be as big as before, and Hansen, I don't know what happened to him and his girlfriend.
Chu Yu is more concerned about Chu's technology. I don't know if Xiao Quan can forgive her for leaving without saying goodbye. How is Chu's technology managed now, and Guan Zheng and Guan Ling have such a big problem. He must be very sad...... Chu Yu wants to know all people's lives now, but he has to restrain himself from thinking of that person, who is the forbidden area in her heart, She had already sealed it, and she would not touch it again.
In this way, with the expectation of his relatives and friends and the reluctance to give up his current neighbors, three days later, a man, a woman and a small Tuanzi appeared here in Longcheng airport.
"It's OK. Come and sit down." Zuo pansy was just thinking about something, so she didn't find out when Chu Yu came. Now looking at Chu Yu looking at herself, he feels that the years are safe... It's really good.
Chu Yu didn't refuse. She just coaxed Xiao Niannian to sleep. Now she comes to find Zuo viola. It's really something. So she picked up the glass of milk and gently put it on Zuoyong's table.
"You haven't slept so late?" Zuo pansy picked up the glass of milk and took a sip gently. The temperature at the entrance of the milk was just right. Like people in Chu and Yu, it always gave people an appropriate warmth. Left pansy lowered her eyes and made a decision silently in her heart.
"You haven't slept yet. What's the matter? What's on your mind?" Chu Yu smiles faintly at Zuo pansy. In the past three years, they have been together day and night, and many things have already been tacit understanding. Therefore, Zuo pansy hasn't gone to bed yet. In fact, she is very clear in her heart, because she is also thinking about these things.
"I'm thinking about what you're thinking." Left pansy looked up at Chu Yu, three years, many lovers may not be able to leave her mother. Three years, but in the past three years, watching Chu Yu's progress and Xiao Niannian's growing up, his love for these two people has become deeper and deeper, and they have become indispensable in Zuo Gong's life.
"Now that we all want to be together, let's stop beating about the Bush and talk about what we think." Chu Yu knows that she doesn't need to worry about anything between her and Zuo pansy, so he just says it.
"Are you going back with me?" Left pansy looking at Chu Yu's eyes, want to see clearly her heart is how to think, although his face is still very calm, but in turn to the file under the trembling hand has already betrayed him, his heart than anyone else nervous, three years, if Chu Yu said want to go back, he will never stop.
"What about you, do you want me to go back?" Chu Yu is a little guilty when she is seen by Zuo Gong. She doesn't answer directly, doesn't deny or affirm, but throws the question to Zuo Gong again.
"You know, I will certainly respect your decision." When she said this sentence in Chu Yu, she knew that she had already known the answer to the question. Chu Yu's evasive eyes had betrayed her. Even though she knew that many of the questions he asked now were futile, she still wanted to hear an answer from Chu Yu's mouth.
"I... I don't know." Just as Zuo pansy knows Chu Yu's answer, is Chu Yu worth it? Zuo pansy wants the answer, but the answer is different from the answer in her heart, so she is tangled and contradictory with her.
"Then... Come back with me. It's time for xiaoniannian to see her grandmother, and your friends may not be happy to see you ~" Zuo Viola said the most heartbreaking words in the most affectionate tone. He knew that when he went back this time, he really couldn't control what was going to happen.
"I... I don't know if I should go back." Listen to left pansy words, Chu Yu heart more like a mess, she does not know what to do now, she wants to return home, but she does not want to hurt left pansy.
"Do what you think in your heart, Chu Yu. Look directly into your heart. I know you want to go back, so I want you to go back with me." Left Viola know Chu Yu good, know Chu Yu don't want to hurt themselves, so more don't have the heart to let such Chu Yu dilemma.
"I want to go back to see my mother. When I go to see her, I dare not tell her the truth. It's been three years since I left. What if she thinks I abandoned her? She has been suffering from depression, and what bothers me most in the past three years is my mother... "Chu Yu thought for a long time, and finally told the truth to Zuo Gong.
"I know..." Zuo Viola didn't say anything. He didn't worry about what Chu Yu was worried about. If it wasn't for Chu Yu's mother's illness, he wanted to take Chu Yu's mother away with him, but later he gave up. It's normal for Chu Yu to miss his mother for three years.
"Since I gave birth to Xiao Niannian, I seem to understand my mother's feelings more clearly. I know the feeling that mother and daughter are connected with each other. Sometimes I really feel unfilial. After three years, I don't know what my mother is like now. I have a relationship with you. There may be many three years left, but for me and my mother, it has not been many years... "Chu Yu lowered her eyes and told Zuo Gong what she had always said in her heart but never deliberately.
"I know, so I don't blame you. If you want to go back, let's go back with xiaoniannian. It's been three years and there's no news from you anymore. That person is estimated to be tired..." Zuo pansy knows Chu Yu's grievances and guilt, so how can she bear to make Chu Yu so sad again.
Chu Yu is stunned when she hears Zuo Gong mentioning the name she deliberately avoids. But then she pretends that nothing has happened. The smile on her face is a little too hard to hang up. Zuo Gong's words are also in her mind. Since she and Zuo Gong ran to Italy together from the United States three years ago, she has never heard of Qin Yize looking for herself again, Now, three years later, maybe we've already had new love and old love.
"I know what you're worried about. Don't worry. It's been three years. My feeling towards Qin Yize has already faded. I just want to go back and see my friends. Now that I have xiaoniannian, I'm indifferent to everything. I just want to live with xiaoniannian for the rest of my life."
Chu Yu's words calmed Zuo Gong's heart a little bit. Maybe he should go to believe Chu Yu. In the past three years, Chu Yu has never mentioned Qin Yize again, and he only has little thoughts in his eyes. So he doesn't worry too much that Qin Yize will pester Chu Yu again, and Chu Yu will get back together with Qin Yize, even if it's ten thousand steps, Chu Yu really found that he was still in love with Qin Yize, and the three years were enough for him to recall Zuo Gong's life.
However, Zuo Jing's biggest worry is xiaoniannian. If she returns home, xiaoniannian will become a trouble. Xiaoniannian is three years old. Although her eyebrows and eyes haven't been opened yet, she already has the feeling of Qin Yize. Mingming and Chuyu look more like each other, but it's inexplicable. It feels like Qin Yize.
So once Chu Yu returns home with Xiao Niannian, the time is almost the same. If the Qin family finds out, it's hard to doubt that Chu Yu's child has a relationship with Qin Yize and the Qin family. But once Qin Yize knows that Chu Yu has returned home, it's inevitable to find Xiao Niannian. So this is a problem that worries Zuo Gong.
"What are you worried about?" Chu Yu looks at Zuo pansy with a sad face and thinks that he is still worried about Qin Yize's affairs. His heart is full of mixed feelings for a while.
"I'm worried about xiaoniannian..." Zuo Jing knows that it's necessary to let Chu Yu know about these things, so that she can be prepared psychologically. She won't panic when there are any problems in the future.
"Xiaoniannian?" Chu Yu is a little surprised to hear Zuo Gong's words. He doesn't know what's the relationship between Xiao Niannian and returning home.
"Don't you think Xiao Niannian's eyes are very similar to Qin Yize's?" Zuo Gong opens her mouth to remind Chu Yu.
After Zuo Gong said that, Chu Yu suddenly responded. Yes, the older xiaoniannian grows up, the more similar he is to Qin Yize. This is a big problem. After being discovered by the Qin family, he doesn't know how to end up.
"What about that?" Chu Yu is also nervous about what Zuo Gong says.
"It's better to say that xiaoniannian is my child. Anyway, xiaoniannian always calls me Dad... Of course, if you mind, I won't mention it any more."
Zuo pansy hesitates to follow Chu Yu. In fact, for so many years, Xiao Niannian has been calling her dad. Sometimes Zuo pansy is crazy to envy Qin Yize. She envies him for having such a lovely daughter.
"Isn't Xiao Niannian always calling you dad? In her heart, she estimates that you are the only father, so how can I mind these things? If you don't mind, that's it." Chu Yu looks at Zuo Gong, who has never been so timid, and smiles. She knows what Zuo Gong is worried about, so she doesn't have too many opinions on Zuo Gong's request. This is good, and it can also block Qin Yize's interference to a certain extent.
"Really?" Left pansy heard Chu Yu's words, overjoyed, he thought these are his extravagant hopes, did not expect Chu Yu so agreed.
Chu Yu smiles and nods. Originally, she wanted to go back to China with Zuo Gong, which made her feel guilty for Zuo Gong. Now Zuo Gong is just a little request, how can she refuse?
Therefore, the matter of returning home was determined in this way. In the days when he was going back, Chu Yu always felt inexplicably excited from time to time. Now Zhai Xiaotong should also be a mother. I don't know what it would be like, whether it would be as big as before, and Hansen, I don't know what happened to him and his girlfriend.
Chu Yu is more concerned about Chu's technology. I don't know if Xiao Quan can forgive her for leaving without saying goodbye. How is Chu's technology managed now, and Guan Zheng and Guan Ling have such a big problem. He must be very sad...... Chu Yu wants to know all people's lives now, but he has to restrain himself from thinking of that person, who is the forbidden area in her heart, She had already sealed it, and she would not touch it again.
In this way, with the expectation of his relatives and friends and the reluctance to give up his current neighbors, three days later, a man, a woman and a small Tuanzi appeared here in Longcheng airport.