Chapter 214

"I'll... I'll take medicine." Song Xiaoman half astringed his eyes and repeated again. His deep and choking voice sounded very weak, as if his only strength had disappeared a little bit.

Qin Shinan gradually regained his sense in a moment of stupor. His hoarse voice trembled faintly: "do you know?"

Song Xiaoman nodded his head slowly, then closed his eyes.

Otherwise, tears will fall

She was close to his arms, her face was close to his heart, after all, she couldn't help it: "but I can't bear to give up my baby, I can't bear to let him leave me..."

In the Qin Dynasty, Nanfei's thin lips became more and more tight, and he put his arms around her shaking body. There was an uncontrollable panic in his heart.

She sobbed, tears wet his heart, but he had no way to comfort her.

Tell her that it doesn't matter, they will have children in the future, or tell her that she is still young and not in a hurry to have children at this time. These pale words can't comfort her hurt heart at all.

"Full of..."

"Why not? Why don't you tell me the truth? In your eyes, am I just an ignorant child? Don't I even have the right to know my true physical condition? "

Song Xiaoman swallowed his saliva heavily. When he breathed, he had a sore throat: "when are you going to hide it from me? You feed me milk every night and wait until the baby disappears from me. Even on that day... You don't intend to let me know, do you? "

"Husband, you are so cruel!"

"Sorry... Full."

Listening to her complaint, Qin Shinan's heart became more and more heavy, like being held tightly and choking.

It's his cruelty, it's his fault, it's that he didn't protect her when he had a relationship, it's his damned making her pregnant.

He bowed his head and kissed the tears from her face.

But she opened her face and frowned deeply: "will I... Die? Can't I ever have a baby? "

"Of course not, no nonsense!" When she said the word "death", Qin Shinan's blood had a moment of coagulation.

By all means, he will cure her. There is nothing he can't do in this world.

He gently patted her back, deep voice with a sense of tearing: "full, believe my husband, you will be OK."

Song Xiaoman was silent in the man's arms for a while. She slowly raised her tearful face, wrapped her hands around his neck, and begged with a crying voice: "husband... Let my baby stay in my stomach for a few more days, OK?"

"Manman wants to talk to him, but he hasn't figured out his name. I don't know whether he is a boy or a girl..."

"This is our child..."

Qin Shinan closed his eyes slightly, and the palm of his hand clasped the back of her head. His thin lips moved, and finally he was ruthless: "you can't drag on any longer, it has been delayed for many days. Full, don't be afraid, it won't hurt, my husband will accompany you. "

Song Xiaoman just shakes his head desperately.

Won't it hurt? How can it be without pain? She is now entangled with endless pain

She can't take it anymore.

The night is endless

The light of the early morning gradually made the quiet room warm. Qin Shi's eyes were fixed on his pale and weak face in his arms.

She cried all the time last night. Maybe she was tired and fell asleep.

He caressed her face carefully and bowed his head to kiss her bloodless lips.

"Full..." his Adam's apple rolled a few times, pulled out a pain, and whispered her name hoarsely.

Song Xiaoman opened his eyes. His weak face looked dazed. His eyes were very dark and could not penetrate any light.

As soon as she woke up, the cruelty of reality immediately filled her mind, and she buried her face in his arms.

Like a little ostrich

Qin Shinan touched her long hair, gently lifted it, and lovingly kissed her forehead: "I've asked for leave with the school. We'll have a rest at home for a while, and my husband won't go to the company, so I'll accompany you, OK?"

Although it's a drug abortion, it's also a miscarriage. It's always harmful to the body. Naturally, you have to take care of yourself at home for a period of time.

He didn't want her to go on to school under such circumstances.

He gently laughed for a while, voice gently coax her: "my husband promised full, wait for full body, we can have a lot of children, OK?"

Song Xiaoman is still buried in his arms, does not speak, there is no movement, just holding his hands a little bit harder.

It's like fear of losing something.

The sunshine outside the window is getting brighter and brighter, so quietly, we cuddle with each other for a long time

If only time could stand still in this moment.

For a long time, song Xiaoman finally agreed to raise his head, with a glimmer of light in his dim eyes.

Her voice was light, but no longer so low and oppressive: "a lot, a lot, how much is that?"

Without waiting for him to speak, she pulled her lower lip and tried to smile: "before I said I would have two, now I will have three."

She really likes babies.

Probably because she didn't have a mother when she was young. Except for her father, only her grandmother accompanied her. But I still remember that time at the school gate, even her grandmother helped the second uncle cheat her. They cheated her to the hotel and wanted to frame her.

She didn't have a chance to feel the mother's love. She occasionally thought that if one day she became a mother, she would love her children very much, and she would strive to be the best mother.

He answered her faintly: "OK."

Song Xiaoman gently closed his eyes, shallow kiss on his thin lips: "husband... After you don't cheat me, no matter what, don't cheat me, OK?"

"Manman is not a child. Manman has grown up long ago and is your wife. She is not as vulnerable as you think."

The answer to her is the man's deep kiss: "OK, my husband promised."

There was a low breath in his ear. Song Xiaoman's eyelashes trembled slightly, wrapped him tightly and responded to him

In the morning, she was particularly sticky, more sticky than at any time, nestled in his arms, not allowed him to leave, not even to go to the toilet.

Qin Shinan knew that she was afraid. She was afraid that he would ask her to take medicine immediately and that she would lose her child in the next second.

But after all, she still has to suffer once.

He hugged her and kissed her again and again: "aren't you hungry?"

Song Xiaoman shook his head: "if you eat good things, you will take medicine, right? Wait, wait, ok... "

Just a few more minutes.

"Husband, you hold full, don't let me go, don't leave me."

Her soft body shrinks to his arms more and more, as if holding on to a life-saving straw