Chapter 205

Qin Baozhen's heart was choked, and she looked at Song Xiaoman.

Her lips opened slightly and closed tremblingly. She could feel the feelings of her niece and daughter-in-law at the moment.

It's really, really cruel

Song Xiaoman forced back the tears from his eyes. His hands came out of Qin Baozhen's palms and he looked indifferent: "I know that my husband told my aunt not to tell me, and my aunt just obeyed her husband."

"But aunt, this is my baby. I'm the baby's mother. Can't I even know his existence? And then... And then one day soon, I don't know when he left me either... Do you think it's for me? "

"Just now I went to the hospital for examination. The doctor said that the baby was only six weeks old and could hear the fetal heart rate. The doctor said that the baby was very healthy..."

Qin Baozhen wiped the tears from the corner of her eyes, frowned and whispered hoarsely: "the eldest nephew doesn't want you to be sad. He is worried that you will not give up your child."

"But I'm an adult. I have a mind and reason. I know what's right and wrong. I know what can be done and what shouldn't be done. But why do I use this way? Why don't you respect me at all? "

The thought that the baby in her belly might disappear from her body at any time raised her endless fear.

"Nephew and daughter-in-law..." Qin Baozhen's lips trembled slightly, tears just wiped off, and her eyes soon filled with tears.

As a traditional Chinese medicine, she should have a calm and strong heart.

But my niece's daughter-in-law is really poor. She is not in good health. If she suffers abortion, it will do more harm to her body.

Not just physically, but mentally.

"Nephew and daughter-in-law, you are still very young. When your aunt takes care of your body, you will soon have another child. You believe in auntie, don't you? "

Song Xiaoman's eyes darkened: "aunt has not answered me, what way do you plan to... Let my baby disappear?"

“……”

Even if Qin Baozhen does not answer, song Xiaoman can detect the abnormality as long as he thinks about it carefully.

For example, before going to bed last night, her husband suddenly asked her to drink milk. Her husband never let her drink milk before.

It can be imagined that there may be something in the milk

Song Xiaoman then asked, "my aunt said that there are toxins in my body. If there is no way to excrete the toxins, how long can I live? Can I live? "

When she was a child, sun Lanxiu gave her an injection because she was in poor health. It seems that there was something wrong with the injection at that time. The toxin remained in her body all the time, but she didn't notice any abnormality these years.

"You will live! The traditional Chinese medicine prescription that my aunt made for you before, after you drink it for a period of time, it's obvious that your body has improved. As long as you stick to it, you can definitely get rid of it. But, but this fetus... "

"I know you can't stay." Song Xiaoman gently dropped his eyelashes, falling a layer of sad shadow.

"My current physical condition has been too busy for me, and I don't even know how long I can live. Like other healthy mothers, I can't give my baby a safe and healthy growth environment. I can't even do the most basic things. If I force him to be born, it will only make his life suffer from the beginning, which is unfair and irresponsible to him."

Pregnant in October, such as play a long time, the baby every day may draw toxins from her body, weak life simply can not bear the harm she brings.

"Yes, yes, you're right. Just understand. If there is a little hope, my aunt will stop my nephew. But I'm sorry for my nephew and daughter-in-law. My aunt really can't help you keep this child now. Fang Zhai is so famous in medicine, and she can't help it either. "

Qin Baozhen's tone was very careful. Although her niece and daughter-in-law were young, they were not naive at all. They could listen to the truth.

"But aunt."

"What's the matter?" The sudden turn made Qin Baozhen's heart tight again.

Song Xiaoman slowly raised his head: "these words should not be told by your aunt."

"My aunt doesn't know what happened today, OK?"

Qin Baozhen is uneasy: "the eldest nephew is a jerk. I have made him pay attention to it, but he still made you pregnant. But he... He is really very nervous about you, very concerned about you, even if he deceives you, but also in order not to let you have psychological burden. He never asked for help, but in order to cure you, he asked Fang Zhai. Fang Zhai had no choice but to find me again. "

"Nephew and daughter-in-law, I think you can see that the three brothers of the eldest nephew hate me very much. In their hearts, they don't regard me as their aunt. They think I'm a disaster. They always bully them because they like me. They even don't want to say a few words to me. But the eldest nephew bowed his head to me in order to cure you

Ah, as an aunt, she has to help her nephew to say something nice!

Song Xiaoman nodded his head: "I know in my heart that he did it for my good. I know the truth, but I still can't agree with his behavior, aunt..."

"Well, what do you want?"

"I don't know. I need to calm down and think about it." Song Xiaoman stood up, calm but very low, "then I'll go back to the dormitory first, and there are two classes in the afternoon."

Qin Baozhen stood up and said, "Oh, I have to go to class..."

At this point, why do you still want to go to class? You should go home and lie down.

Song Xiaoman walked a few steps, suddenly turned back: "then when my aunt promised me, what we said just now, my aunt would never tell my husband? I can trust my aunt, can't I? "

Qin Baozhen licked her lips anxiously, took song Xiaoman's arm and said, "well, the aunt will ask you a few more questions. The child is absolutely not wanted. Why can't the child want it? You understand all these and you will be obedient. Next, you will treat the disease well, won't you?"

Song Xiaoman gave a bitter smile: "what can I do if I'm not obedient? But it's always OK for him to stay in my stomach for a few more days, isn't it? "

"... yes, yes." Qin Baozhen is in a dilemma and can't guess song Xiaoman's mind, but she doesn't dare to say anything to stimulate her.

For the time being, she thought she had heard nothing today.

……

Song Xiaoman dragged a heavy step back to the dormitory, without saying a word, directly into the bathroom.

Close the door, she squatted in the corner, hands tightly holding the knee, tears can not stop, one by one fell down... Cry the whole person is shaking.

I'm sorry, baby. It's mom who can't protect you. Mom can't let you come to this world.

Sorry