149 My Love

[Warning 18+]

Opening his heavy eyes as his eyelashes fluttered. Han looked at the white ceiling and the familiar place. It was his and Tereza's bedroom. Turning his attention to the right side he saw various color crane origami on the table. There was a note written by Ringo. 'Get well soon, dada' Han read inwardly.

A sudden headache came, his vision turned to blurry once again. His body felt weak, he felt like he didn't eat for the whole year, he couldn't let out his voice, as if a needle stuck on his throat.

He felt his eyes moistened, he turned around and saw the doctor and nurse looked at him startled. They were shouting happily, "My goodness! It's a miracle!"

The next thing he knew, his clothes were changed, he was being checked up thoroughly by the doctor as he gradually fell asleep once again. His vision became dark and fuzzy. After a few hours suddenly his sleepy state was being disturbed from a woman cried.

"Brother! My God!" A noise reached his ears, he found his cousin and his sister were staring at him with the same reaction as the doctor before. Their face was on tears as they approached him hurriedly to the bed. "Brother! I'm so glad, you are back! I-I was so...scare...I'm!" She bit her lower lip and her tears fell once again, she held his brother hand as she kept sobbing.

Akira, Hikaru, and Hikari were there as well. They were surprised to see this phenomenon. Was it true that Mr. Han woke up? And it was indeed correct. "Mr. Han!" They shouted in unison. Striding their legs to Han's bed on the other left side, they both showed their relieved face.

Satoru glanced at his girlfriend's trembling body, feeling soften, he brushed her back trying cool her emotion as he smiled at Han and said, "You're back Han. How are you feeling? Do you still feel unwell somewhere? If yes, I can ask a doctor to check you up."

Ignoring his cousin words, with a hoarse voice, Han asked, "Where is Tereza?" Akira, Hikaru, and Hikari blinked their eyes confoundingly. Hana and Satoru who heard his question looked at each other in the eyes, they turned their head to Han confusingly.

Hana tilted her head slightly while wiping her self-rain with her hands, "Brother? What do you mean? Who is Tereza?"

"My wife. Where's Tereza?" Han asked again. His feeling was in turmoil, he didn't know why he felt like this. He felt dry and lack of air from this room, he wanted to open the window.

Satoru saw him looking continuously to the window, understanding his wish, he strode his leg to open it. While Hana who stood beside Han was still in a confused state.

What was going on with his brother? Why he suddenly called another woman's name? Was his brain off? Why did he have to think a stranger in this weak condition? She raised her voice feeling irritated, "Brother, you don't have a wife named Tereza! Are you forgetting your own wife name? My sister-in-law's name?"

"What?"

"Sarah. Your wife name is Sarah. Remember now?" Han blinked his eyes and suddenly recalled his old memories. He nodded remembering his wife secret. He forgot the only one knew about her true identity was him. He was wondering where was she?

Noticing her brother questioning expression, she quickly told him, "She's sleeping in another room. She had anemia."

He creased his brows down, "Anemia? Is she okay? What happened to her? And... Me? What date and time is it right now?" He let out his buried question fast. He was in a weird state, he just wanted to know what was going on to his family while he was sleeping. Hana nodded at his first question, but tongue-tight when she couldn't answer the next one.

Satoru stood beside Hana once again, he noticed Hana's right hand who was in the process of asking him help, tugging his suit until it crumpled. With difficulty, Satoru was the one who explained what happened to Tereza from the reason she fainted a while ago and her life when Han wasn't by her side.

Satoru told him that Tereza was having a difficult time and turn to a workaholic person when Han was unconscious, she was overworked with responsibility managing her own company, her family company, and Han's project Haresora City.

Because she didn't want to let down her husband, she was trying her best to keep her husband reputation in the same high distinguished level.

Han who heard that was touched, he didn't know since when his heart started to warm.

Satoru explained to Han's condition a few months ago, he was declared to have a brain dead. Han should be dead, but, Tereza didn't let the doctor take his body away as she kept believing that Han would wake up someday. She didn't want to accept the fact, and the only one who trusted Han was still alive, was her, even Han's family were all hopeless. Due to her determination, the family let her do as she pleased.

Surprisingly from Tereza's prediction, unexpected happen really do come true. Han was alive. If the word 'miracle' couldn't be used, Satoru didn't know what the exact word to describe this situation.

After an hour chatting, The couple and the orphans left Han alone in the room, they didn't want to disturb his recuperate time. Before they go, they also advised him that he needed to rest more, and so Han did as they told to. Deep in slumber, he didn't realize that he slept the whole day until the next morning.

...

Inside a thick mist, Han was standing in front of Tereza who was smiling toward him, yet he felt sadness from her smile. He looked at her as beautiful as ever. Her soft black hair, red lips, and long blue dress were fluttering giving a calm and sweet vibe to him. But, his heart wasn't calm at all. He witnessed her started walking away from him.

She turned her body, her back facing him, walking slowly, without looking at him, she said, "Han, I love you."

Han who realized her weird behavior, trying to ask her, "Tereza, where are you going?"

Tereza answered as her voice turn shakingly, "I'm going to leave you, I'm sorry. This is the only way I can help you."

"Tereza, what are you saying?" He looked baffled. She didn't answer his question as she kept heading far from his spot. Leaving a few drop tears on her face. She muttered, "Please live your life well."

Meanwhile, Han's feet were stuck on the ground. He couldn't chase her, he couldn't reach her. He couldn't move from this spot. "Please! Don't leave me! Don't! Tereza!!" He shouted while calling her name continuously but it was useless because Tereza was gone inside the fog. "Tereza! Tereza!! Ahhh!!" He roared while holding his chest to shout! The mist was covering his sight and he couldn't define where was she anymore.

Suddenly he heard a mysterious voice, advising him, it was soft but it got him shivered. The mysterious voice said, "You're not destined with her, live your life, and forget about her." Followed by chuckling, the voice vanished.

...

"Tereza!!!!!!" Opened his eyes quickly, huffing, his heart pulse was beating fast. His eyes were red from crying, perspiration came out from his body as he tried to reconnect his memories and being. His mood was down, and a panic showed inside his eyes.

He was just dreaming. Thank goodness. But, why it felt so real?

Early dawn, he tried to get up slowly from his bed, feeling his body all sore, he aware of the dim room. It was empty and quiet. He didn't know since when he didn't like the dead-silence. Reaching his right hand, he took his crutches at the other side of his bed. As he tried to lift his legs down on the tiles, sustaining his weight on crutches, he glanced at the orange sunrise which glittering light as it fell on his eyes. He didn't know why he was drawn towards his french window.

Squinting his eyes, he strode his legs and arrived in front of the window glass. Looking down, he noticed a woman with her short hair, blue dress, from afar. She sat in the middle of the private garden while she was surrounded by beautiful colorful flowers. It was Tereza. His wife! "Tereza..." He muttered.

As fast of lighting, he tried his best to walk out of the room, staggering until he reached the stairs. A servant with a butler uniform saw him from down and called him, "Master!" With his hushed gesture, Han told the servant to shut up. The servant closed his mouth and asked, "Do you want me to help you down?"

"No, need. Just continue your work."

"Yes."

Realizing something wasn't right, he was wondering why the servant just came out from Ringo's room in the early morning? "Wait, why did you come out from my son's bedroom?"

"Young master was crying because of his new baby sister, that's why he called me to help him calm down his sister." The servant honestly said. Han was frowning, slowly went down from the stairs, he walked towards Ringo's room. His servant was confused about why his master expression turned to scary? He shrugged as Han passed by him. Ignoring his master, he continued cleaning somewhere on the house.

Han opened Ringo's room and saw his son slept like a log in the big crib. He saw him yawning and slight tear stain on his face. He must have not good sleep. Turning his eyes from Ringo to the pink crib, Han noticed a cute chubby baby girl inside.

As if a tsunami hit his mind, his heart almost fell. 'Did Tereza cheat on him? Whose baby is this? Tereza?' His sensitive questions were coming one by one in his head. Staggeringly he tried to calm down his heart. He went back to the living room with a complicated and ashen face. He remembered that Tereza was still at the outside! Yes, he must find her! He needed to confirm it!

Heading to her private garden, he saw the sky was turning bright while passing the various flowers and fish pond. He didn't see her. She was here a moment ago! He kept searching for her, checking in her research lab, the small cottage near the garden, but he still didn't find her. 'Where's she?'

Finally, from afar he spotted Tereza who was sitting on the white pavilion. She was sitting quietly, looking at the flower scenery from the distance.

Realizing someone was watching her attentively, she turned her head and locked eyes with Han. They both staring at each other in silence.

Reflexly, Tereza got up from her seat and dashed toward his side. Meanwhile, Han was in the stunned state, he didn't know how to react, he was speechless to see her again. He didn't know how he felt at the moment, walking to her side slowly then turned fast, he threw his crutches as Tereza crashed at him with lightning speed.

Feeling slightly hurt, Han tried his best to not show his painful expression, he just let her hugged him. She buried her face to his chest as she sobbed massively. She clutched his body tightly and muttered his name over and over again. It was the same as Han, the dream he got last night, frightening him. He couldn't imagine if Tereza was leaving him.

His eyes turned teary and said, "I miss you." Tereza who heard his words began happy and sad at the same time. Her feeling was overwhelmed.

She cried once again, and answered him with a quivering voice, "You're making me wait too long."

"Come on, don't cry."

"Who is crying? Aren't you the one who's crying right now?" Tereza retorted him back. Han responded her with chuckling. He admitted that he was happy to see her too. She continued, "Look at you! You are skinny, messy, smelly! What woman will like you in this condition besides me! You should be proud of me!"

Stabbing words hit his heart, 'Skinny? Messy? Smelly?' He sighed and said, "Gosh, Tereza. Can you keep your voice down? It's not good to bad words your husband early in the morning." He was reflecting himself. He planned after his stamina come back, he will slowly build up his muscle again! He didn't want to be flabby in front of his wife! He didn't want her to mock him again!

Hitting him lightly, she complained, "Don't blame me, it's your fault for not waking up in this one year! Do you want me to explain everything that I've been through?! Do you know how I felt when I found out you were dying?! I felt I want to kill my self and join you, Han! But I can't! I still have Ringo! What would he do when he found out that his mother killed herself just to be with his father?! He's still a child! So I can't abandon him! But at the same time, I don't know what should I do when you are gone! I'm- umm!"

Han sealed his lips with her lips, he tasted his favorite thing in the world, it has been a long time, he longed for this touch. He circled his hand on her waist and pulled her closer touching his body. After a few seconds, he let part his lips from her. He said, "I know, I'm sorry. Yes, it's all my fault. You can blame all of a hard time you went through to me. It's all my fault. So, Tereza, don't cry. Like I said before, you are ugly when you're crying."

Tereza stomped his feet as she began wailing once more on his chest. Ignoring his audacious act, he smelled her fresh hair and alluring body odor which he missed so much. The only one for him, his exclusive wife, Tereza, his loved one. They stayed on the spot until both of them tired from crying so much. "You cut your hair?" He whispered to one of her red ears.

"Un."

"Beautiful."

"I know."

...

Tereza held him as she brought him to the pavilion. She helped him with his chair and adjusted his seat. "You're helping me too much. I can do this at least." He said while looking at her amusingly.

"No! You're still sick! I need to take good care of you! Shut up and just accept my kindness!" She looked at him with her freezing gaze, trying to warn him to follow what she said.

He snorted annoyingly, but his lips unconsciously curving up. She sat down by his side, intertwined their hands together, and she leaned on his chest.

Han broke the silence, he just remembered the baby he found in his son's room, he gripped her hand tightly, leaving her felt hurtful, "Ouch! What are you doing?" Tereza glanced at him angrily, she was wondering why he acted like this?

"Whose baby is it?"

"What?"

He turned his head to look at her, he stated, "The new baby inside Ringo's room. Whose baby is it? Is it yours?" Trying to calm down his rage, he tried his best to listen to her words. He must not get mad, he must not get mad, he chanted that words over and over again inside.

Tereza's brain almost scattered, she couldn't believe that this husband of her was jealous because of a new baby in the household. What? Did he think she cheated on him? Tereza shook her head for this unbelievable man. She clarified, "Of course it's not my baby! Are you nuts?"

He said, "Then whose child was it?"

Looking conflict, she was hesitating to say in words, "She... She's Laura and Stevan's child." She muttered softly. She didn't see his expression which turned obscured. He heard her continued her words which showered a depressed tone, "Maybe you don't know, but Stevan and Laura passed away a few days ago. When Laura died from giving birth, she asked me to take care of her child. That's why I bring her baby to our house. I hope you okay with that."

He didn't respond to her words, but Tereza knew that he would accept it. She guessed that the news of his old friend's death was a big shock for him.

And she was indeed correct. Although he knew that Stevan was responsible for his suffers and faked his kindness to him, Han was still thankful for Stevan for everything he did to make him happy in the past. It was the same for Laura.

Han founded out from his conversation with Tereza that Stevan motive to kill him was mostly because of Laura. He felt weird, he clearly stated that he would never love Laura. But why Stevan still insisted that he loved Laura or Laura loved him? When it was already cleared Laura was changing, she wasn't the love maniac she used to be, he noticed about that.

Another obvious fact about the first and last woman he would ever be with, of course, it was going to be Tereza only.

Why Stevan didn't even notice something conspicuous like that? Sighing, he thought that Stevan was a crazy man indeed.

...

Tereza looked at his sharp jaw, although he became skinny, his masculine persona was still strong. He looked more mature as he now soon would be 29 years old. She reached her hands, tracing his face and neck, she complimented, "You're still handsome."

He diverted his muddled thoughts and focused on her hand that touched his face. He glanced down at her smiling face. Puzzled, why he felt familiar with her smile? Where was it?

Before he found out where he saw it before, Tereza pulled his head down and kissed him as she circled her hands on his neck. She stood up from her seat and climbed to his lap. Devouring his lips, slid tongue inside his mouth, tangling as she voiced out a small moan.

He was flabbergasted, her wife was so aggressive today. Responding to her, he let out a grunted, and before he knew, his shirt was opened wide, showing his bare chest.

He asked while she kept licking his right ear? he whispered, "What's wrong with you today? It's not like you to act this rashly." She continued licking his right ear, leaving a wet sound he could hear. Her clothes were slightly disheveled, leaving a sexy two mountain in front of him, but he didn't touch it yet.

He was still enjoying the service his wife gave to him. It was a rare chance he found, he didn't want to let go of this grasp!

She giggled and answered his question, "What's wrong with me you say? Nothing, I just miss your warmth."

Lifting one of his eyebrows, he reminded about the time she mad at him when he started showering PDA, there were a few times when they fought because of that problem. He stated to confirm, "Didn't you said you never like to have s*x when we are outside or even in the bright light with me?"

She touched his nose and pecked his lips. She muttered seductively, "Not today, It's special, so, can I have you now?"

Grinning, he said, "I'm still weak, I don't have strength."

Noticing his excuse words, in the end, she was the who took the initiative, begging him, "I will be the one who leads you. Can I, please?" She smirked back, she knew what he was thinking. He was waiting for her to be the first one to say it. What a cunning man.

"I'm skinny, messy, and smelly. Are you sure you want to?"

"Han!!" She yelled at him irritatingly. Han was trying to repay back her own words to her again, wasn't he?

Han watched how his cute wife turned just like him in the past, whether it was pretentious or not, he loved it. He burst of laugh and without much of thought, he said, "Alright, please go easy on me, wife."

She showed her bright smile. Moving her body she attached herself, slowly, locking her body with his. Both bodies were dancing with the rhythm, a fire was burning inside of her soul and heart, she felt hot, she wanted him more.

Savoring each other, she began to move her hips faster. Groaning, moaning, was heard outside the pavilion. It was an erotic sounded which should be censored to the audience, yet it was addicting.

When they both almost reach nine clouds, an abrupt voice came behind them. "Mama! Dada!" It was Ringo!

"Young master!" The servant came to chase him, but it was too late. Ringo intruded the master and the madam quality time. The servant's face became pale, he facepalmed and pray on his imaginary gravestone. 'Please don't let master fire me!!'

Tereza and Han stopped their activity quickly, looking startled. Tereza who was trying to stand and get away from Han was stopped when she felt warm inside her abdomen.

She screamed pleasure and buried her face on his shoulder. While gasping, her eyes became dewy, she was drowned from the bliss as she diverted her attention from Ringo, focusing on herself. While huffing, she heard Han grunted slightly.

Han who noticed Ringo's curious gleaming gaze threatened the servant to bring Ringo out quickly with his dark sharpen eyes!

The servant gulped and swiftly scooped up Ringo who was blinking non stop at his parents. 'What are they doing?' Ringo thought inwardly. The servant shouted, "I'm sorry!!" As he dashed all his might, away from the hot steamy couple. Han heard the servant shouted, snickering, he mumbled, "Fool."

Diverting his attention, he smiled when he looked at Tereza who was fainting on his embrace. She was exhausted, that was rare, he thought. He hugged her and he could feel wet on his chest, did she cry again?

Shaking his head helplessly, he just going to let his crybaby wife do her own way. He heard her mumbling while closing her eyes, "Idiot... Idiot... I hate you so much, Han."

He didn't know what she was talking about. Playing along for a while, smiling sweetly, he kissed her forehead, he uttered back, "Yes, yes, I love you too, Tereza."