Chapter 377

Brother and sister have been standing outside the door for a long time. Lu Xiaoxiao doesn't mean to let him in.

Even the door is still only open to reveal a small half of the face of the seam.

Lu zichi has been reluctant to interfere too much in her life, because she felt that she was afraid of herself. If she was strong in front of her again, it would be difficult for her to be independent and even rebellious.

But today he has to take the initiative.

"If you don't sleep now, why don't you invite me in for a while? We haven't talked for a long time."

Lu Xiaoxiao seems reluctant, but she doesn't dare to say no directly.

They were frozen at the door, and neither of them spoke first.

For a moment, Lu zichi sighed.

"Xiaoxiao, you know I care about you more than anyone else. I didn't talk to you about things before, because I'm afraid you didn't want to talk to people at that time. But you know, no matter what you're holding in your heart, you can tell me that I'm your brother. "

Lu Xiaoxiao shrunk his mouth and his eyes turned red.

At last he let go and opened the door.

The warm yellow light in the room gradually enveloped him at the door. He patted Xialu Xiaoxiao on the shoulder and said, "don't be afraid, I still have everything."

Then she strode into her room.

He was sitting on the single sofa at the end of the bed, while Lu Xiaoxiao was sitting at the end of the bed with her feet together, her hands around her legs, and her head almost buried in her knees.

I feel very sad.

Lu zichi's eyes fell on her for a long time before he asked slowly.

"Why not rest?"

Lu Xiaoxiao didn't look up, and his voice came from his knees.

"I can't sleep." She said.

He said, "turn off the light and lie in bed. Don't think about it."

She shook her head.

"I don't want to turn off the light. It's too dark."

It always makes the face in her mind clearer.

Lu zichi sighed, "it's not your fault that happened before. Don't punish yourself with other people's mistakes."

Lu Xiaoxiao finally raised her head.

She said with red eyes, "I feel more aggrieved because I'm right. Why me? How can he cheat me when I'm so nice to him? "

For the first time in my life, if I really like someone, not only I don't get any return, but also I am treated as a gun by the other side like a joke.

In the end, I didn't even have the chance to ask him why.

Lu zichi said, "now that you have grown up, a lot of problems will happen. There is no answer to many questions. You can only go on with this doubt."

Lu Xiaoxiao stares into his brother's eyes, trying to see something in his eyes.

But luzichi is calm.

She could not help asking, "brother, when did you know that Zhang Hao and Xia ziyao had been together?"

Lu zichi replied honestly, "it's very early."

I just didn't really think about the possibility that they were still together.

It seemed hard for her to accept, and her voice went up involuntarily.

Ask him, "then why are you still with her, even for her divorce?"

He thought seriously for a moment and said with a smile.

"Probably in this respect, our brothers and sisters have inherited the same genes. They always choose to believe unconditionally, but it's hard to get away from it."

Lu Xiaoxiao's eyes were dim, but her tone was still stubborn.

"If I had known that he and Xia ziyao had such a relationship, i... I..." she said for a long time.

Lu zichi sighed.

"Xiaoxiao, there's nothing to be unwilling about. He approached you from the beginning with other purposes. It's also strange that I didn't realize that it was him earlier. Otherwise, even if you want to be with him after you know it, I will never agree. "

When he said that, his mind drifted away, thinking of the words that Lin tried to explain to him tonight.

Is that what it means?

When he encounters a similar situation, in order to protect his important people, he will also subconsciously choose the most appropriate method instead of considering whether she is really willing to accept it.

He shook his mind.

Lu Xiaoxiao continued, "I don't blame you. He repeatedly told me not to tell my family that I was with him. He said that he was poor and that you would definitely object to our being together, so I believed it. I tried every means to keep it from you. Even my friends didn't know his existence. "

Her unfocused eyes passed through Lu zichi's figure and fell on the wall behind him, as if in memory.

He is really nice to me. No matter what he does, he always thinks about my feelings first. It seems that he will be happy when he sees me happy. I thought this is love

She sniffed, barely letting the tears in her eyes fall.

He asked with a smile, "brother, am I stupid?"

The brother and sister have never talked like this.

Lu zichi asked her, "do you think I'm stupid?"

She shook her head hastily, denying.

"No! If you are stupid, there will be no smart people in the world

He said with a bitter smile, "but I have been cheated for a longer time and more times than you. From the beginning to the end, even if I feel wrong sometimes, I haven't tried to investigate her."

Lu Xiaoxiao opened her mouth and didn't know what to say.

After thinking about it, he finally said, "you just like her so much."

"Is it?" Lu zichi sighed, "now I can't tell if I really like her after all these years."

Maybe it is his self-analysis that almost shows weakness that makes Lu Xiaoxiao empathize with each other. Although she is still red eyed, her eyes are a little angry.

She said, "brother, I think maybe this happened because God wants us to see the true face of Xia ziyao clearly and let you not marry her!"

Lu zichi asked the question he had wanted to ask for a long time.

"Don't you blame me for getting you involved? If it wasn't for my relationship with her, Zhang Hao would not have lied to you. "

She shook her head. "I can tell right from wrong! It's their fault. It has nothing to do with you! "

He got up from the sofa, went to her and sat down.

"Since you don't blame me, you can't blame yourself all the time. No matter who comes across such things, they will be angry and sad. I'm not asking you to change back to the original lively you now, but if you feel you can't digest it, you must say it. Let's try to spend this time together. "

Lu Xiaoxiao's tears finally fell down. She raised her hand to wipe her tears and nodded.

Lu zichi put her in his arms, "don't cry. I'll arrange a psychologist to come over tomorrow and solve the problem of insomnia first, OK

Her face was close to her brother's strong chest, and she finally had a sense of security that she had not seen for a long time.

"Well," he said

Lu Xiaoxiao stayed in his arms for a long time, and her mood finally calmed down.

Before he left, he suddenly asked, "brother, do you really like Shanglin late? Do you really want to be with her?"

Lu zichi can't deny, "don't treat her like before, treat her better."

Lu Xiaoxiao thought about it and said, "Mom always sighs when she thinks about it these days. She can't accept Lin's coming home late. After all, she hates people who have been here for so long."

Lu zichi's mouth was full of bitterness.

In a deep voice, "whether she would like to come back is still unknown."