Chapter 351
When Lu zichi spoke, his eyes did not move away from Lin Wan.
But she stood still for a while and then looked back at him like she was suddenly awake.
The heart was beating uncontrollably, and the lips wriggled for a long time before making a weak sound.
Ask him, "Lu zichi, what are you talking about?"
Her confusion and disbelief pleased Lu zichi, who gave him a rare smile.
"You know," he said softly, "I've been obvious enough during this time, and you understand, don't you?"
Lin Wan shook his head to say that she didn't understand.
He never paid attention to her, and was full of Xia ziyao. He even gave up their marriage for Xia ziyao without hesitation.
Xia ziyao is the moonlight in front of his bed, and he is just a grain of dust floating in the air.
Even if he didn't treat her as coldly as he used to, he couldn't prove anything.
She tried to keep her composure.
Light tunnel, "I know you feel that you owe me because of the kidnapping, but I have told you before, things are gone in the past, there is no need to keep in mind."
The smile on Lu zichi's face faded.
He asked, "up to now, do you still think I'm sorry for covering up her?"
Lin Wan didn't speak.
He suddenly leaned down to Lin Wan's cheek and whispered in her ear.
"Don't you understand that?"
She jerked him away and stepped back two steps to distance him.
Looking at him with shame and anger, he said, "is it really fun to tease me? Have you ever thought about how I feel? Yes, I used to like you. I felt shamelessly that I could live with you for a lifetime when I met the opportunity. But when I got divorced, I had already seen my position clearly. If you want to be with Xia ziyao, I've given up my position. Now why do you want to try again to explore my bottom line? "
Lu zichi was stunned when he heard that she had mentioned divorce.
Lin Wan took advantage of his daze and ran out quickly.
Lu zichi stood alone in the living room for a long time, then recalled that he wanted to tell her that he had broken up with Xia ziyao, and he wanted to ask her whether she could start over.
He turned upstairs, turned left without hesitation, and knocked on her door.
It took Lin Wan a long time to open the door.
He reasonably suspected that if she hadn't knocked several times persistently, she would have pretended not to hear.
When the door was half opened, she stood in the open position of the door, just blocking the way in and out, frowning and a little unhappy.
"What else?"
He didn't want to invite him in, let alone have a long talk.
Lu zichi said straight to the point.
"I haven't finished yet. A few days ago, I broke up with Xia ziyao and had nothing to do with her any more. "
Lin Wan felt that he was not so shocked when he heard the beginning of the Third World War.
She widened her eyes and stared at Lu zichi in disbelief.
"You..."
I want to say something, but I feel that every sentence is not appropriate.
Lu zichi continued, "it's impossible to erase the past of her and me, and I won't deny that I once loved her deeply and did many things for her that I shouldn't have done. I don't regret it, but now it's all in the past. You don't have to always associate my behavior with her. No matter what I do, it's because I want to do it. "
He said vaguely.
Finally, worried that this expression was too implicit, Lin pretended not to understand, thought about it and added.
"I'm sorry about the divorce. I shouldn't hurt you like that at that time. But now I want to treat you not because of this apology, but because you can give me another chance. Can we try again?"
If Lin Wan was shocked to hear Lu zichi admit that he broke up with Xia ziyao, his later words made Lin Wan feel shocked.
As if she had been scalded, she called out in a low reflex, "what are you talking about?"
"I'm asking if you'd like to be with me again."
Lu zichi replied in a deep voice.
She doubted whether she had fallen asleep and was dreaming.
He wanted to gag him to stop teasing himself, but his eyes were so serious that Lin Wan couldn't open his mouth after moving his lips several times.
Only a little flustered to look away, mind constantly tangled to say what.
Seeing this, Lu zichi sighed.
"You don't have to be so embarrassed. I don't mean to force you to take a stand now."
Lin Wan hears the speech, finally secretly relieved.
Also found a little voice, incoherently said to him.
"I'm in such a mess that I can't think at all. You don't understand what you said. Let's talk about it tomorrow. I'm going to sleep. "
Lu zichi knew there was no way to force her at this time, so he had to whisper "good night" to her.
I know what I said tonight. You don't have to answer now, but promise me you'll think it over, OK
Lin late perfunctorily should be a few, also don't know to listen to.
Fortunately, after making it clear, there should be no estrangement between the two people. There is a long way to go, and they are not in a hurry for this second.
He went back to his room contentedly.
What he didn't expect was that although he had a long way to go, Lin Wan ran away like a deserter the next day.
She had a conscience and knew to leave him a message.
I wrote a note and put it on the cabinet of the entrance, pressing it with the key of the villa.
"Lu zichi, I'd better go home first."
There may be a lot of ideas behind, but she didn't even write a punctuation mark.
Lu zichi's slender fingers held the thin paper and looked at it for a long time before putting it down.
Aunt Li was cooking in the kitchen when she heard the sound and said hello to him.
He didn't chat with him in an unusual way. After a long time, he sighed and went into the kitchen.
I don't know what Lin Wan said to her before she left.
Lu zichi crossed the corridor and sat down in the living room.
I always feel that this villa is empty and much bigger than usual.
He sat for a long time, quickly turned out his cell phone and dialed the familiar number.
He fought persistently for a long time, but Lin Wan didn't answer.
After hesitating for a moment, he dials Lan Ying.
It was the number that Lin Wan wrote down when he was in hospital for the convenience of contacting.
Lan Ying took it very quickly.
After hearing his voice, he immediately asked, "Lu zichi, what did you say to Lin Wan? As soon as she came back, she was out of her mind! I warn you not to bully her any more, take care of your little lover, and don't provoke her again! "
But she stood still for a while and then looked back at him like she was suddenly awake.
The heart was beating uncontrollably, and the lips wriggled for a long time before making a weak sound.
Ask him, "Lu zichi, what are you talking about?"
Her confusion and disbelief pleased Lu zichi, who gave him a rare smile.
"You know," he said softly, "I've been obvious enough during this time, and you understand, don't you?"
Lin Wan shook his head to say that she didn't understand.
He never paid attention to her, and was full of Xia ziyao. He even gave up their marriage for Xia ziyao without hesitation.
Xia ziyao is the moonlight in front of his bed, and he is just a grain of dust floating in the air.
Even if he didn't treat her as coldly as he used to, he couldn't prove anything.
She tried to keep her composure.
Light tunnel, "I know you feel that you owe me because of the kidnapping, but I have told you before, things are gone in the past, there is no need to keep in mind."
The smile on Lu zichi's face faded.
He asked, "up to now, do you still think I'm sorry for covering up her?"
Lin Wan didn't speak.
He suddenly leaned down to Lin Wan's cheek and whispered in her ear.
"Don't you understand that?"
She jerked him away and stepped back two steps to distance him.
Looking at him with shame and anger, he said, "is it really fun to tease me? Have you ever thought about how I feel? Yes, I used to like you. I felt shamelessly that I could live with you for a lifetime when I met the opportunity. But when I got divorced, I had already seen my position clearly. If you want to be with Xia ziyao, I've given up my position. Now why do you want to try again to explore my bottom line? "
Lu zichi was stunned when he heard that she had mentioned divorce.
Lin Wan took advantage of his daze and ran out quickly.
Lu zichi stood alone in the living room for a long time, then recalled that he wanted to tell her that he had broken up with Xia ziyao, and he wanted to ask her whether she could start over.
He turned upstairs, turned left without hesitation, and knocked on her door.
It took Lin Wan a long time to open the door.
He reasonably suspected that if she hadn't knocked several times persistently, she would have pretended not to hear.
When the door was half opened, she stood in the open position of the door, just blocking the way in and out, frowning and a little unhappy.
"What else?"
He didn't want to invite him in, let alone have a long talk.
Lu zichi said straight to the point.
"I haven't finished yet. A few days ago, I broke up with Xia ziyao and had nothing to do with her any more. "
Lin Wan felt that he was not so shocked when he heard the beginning of the Third World War.
She widened her eyes and stared at Lu zichi in disbelief.
"You..."
I want to say something, but I feel that every sentence is not appropriate.
Lu zichi continued, "it's impossible to erase the past of her and me, and I won't deny that I once loved her deeply and did many things for her that I shouldn't have done. I don't regret it, but now it's all in the past. You don't have to always associate my behavior with her. No matter what I do, it's because I want to do it. "
He said vaguely.
Finally, worried that this expression was too implicit, Lin pretended not to understand, thought about it and added.
"I'm sorry about the divorce. I shouldn't hurt you like that at that time. But now I want to treat you not because of this apology, but because you can give me another chance. Can we try again?"
If Lin Wan was shocked to hear Lu zichi admit that he broke up with Xia ziyao, his later words made Lin Wan feel shocked.
As if she had been scalded, she called out in a low reflex, "what are you talking about?"
"I'm asking if you'd like to be with me again."
Lu zichi replied in a deep voice.
She doubted whether she had fallen asleep and was dreaming.
He wanted to gag him to stop teasing himself, but his eyes were so serious that Lin Wan couldn't open his mouth after moving his lips several times.
Only a little flustered to look away, mind constantly tangled to say what.
Seeing this, Lu zichi sighed.
"You don't have to be so embarrassed. I don't mean to force you to take a stand now."
Lin Wan hears the speech, finally secretly relieved.
Also found a little voice, incoherently said to him.
"I'm in such a mess that I can't think at all. You don't understand what you said. Let's talk about it tomorrow. I'm going to sleep. "
Lu zichi knew there was no way to force her at this time, so he had to whisper "good night" to her.
I know what I said tonight. You don't have to answer now, but promise me you'll think it over, OK
Lin late perfunctorily should be a few, also don't know to listen to.
Fortunately, after making it clear, there should be no estrangement between the two people. There is a long way to go, and they are not in a hurry for this second.
He went back to his room contentedly.
What he didn't expect was that although he had a long way to go, Lin Wan ran away like a deserter the next day.
She had a conscience and knew to leave him a message.
I wrote a note and put it on the cabinet of the entrance, pressing it with the key of the villa.
"Lu zichi, I'd better go home first."
There may be a lot of ideas behind, but she didn't even write a punctuation mark.
Lu zichi's slender fingers held the thin paper and looked at it for a long time before putting it down.
Aunt Li was cooking in the kitchen when she heard the sound and said hello to him.
He didn't chat with him in an unusual way. After a long time, he sighed and went into the kitchen.
I don't know what Lin Wan said to her before she left.
Lu zichi crossed the corridor and sat down in the living room.
I always feel that this villa is empty and much bigger than usual.
He sat for a long time, quickly turned out his cell phone and dialed the familiar number.
He fought persistently for a long time, but Lin Wan didn't answer.
After hesitating for a moment, he dials Lan Ying.
It was the number that Lin Wan wrote down when he was in hospital for the convenience of contacting.
Lan Ying took it very quickly.
After hearing his voice, he immediately asked, "Lu zichi, what did you say to Lin Wan? As soon as she came back, she was out of her mind! I warn you not to bully her any more, take care of your little lover, and don't provoke her again! "