853 Get drunk again
When I was sleeping, I wake up at one point, and as I opened my eyes, I could feel that the sun is shining too loud. When I moved a little, I fall off the couch, and as I was on the ground, I sit on the icy floor and while having my face between my legs; I started crying once again, but now I didn't need to stop myself to being quiet but I can go as loud as I like.
As I was doing it I sit like that and cry for a long time, and while I had calmed down a little, I get up, and as I walked to the bathroom; I looked at my face, and while I wanted to start water, it hasn't gone.
"fuck" I said and when I walked out to start all as it now hit me that it's fucking cold here, I walked to the small basement, and when I started all there while starting energy to go one again as it was turned off, and as I had done this, I looked at it. When I was doing it after a few seconds it slowly started working while I could see this going, and when Kate told me that they visit here so they needed to use it but still, I need to drop what is left there.
When I come upstairs, I go directly to the bathroom, and when I looked at the sink, I started to water flow, and when I had done this I walked out as smoking calls me. When I come there, I looked around and while I was doing it; I smiled as it's in a remote area who don't know where this place can't come, and I have peace here which I needed now. When I started smoking one again things which I have done with Sophia go around my mind, and while remembering their tears one again started flowing like crazy.
While this all was happening I had done smoking, and while I walked inside while still having a big hangover, I looked around the bathroom and as I let the water go for some more time; I turned it off, and when I had done this; I walked under the shower and then I started refreshing shower to maybe clean mine mind which was a mess at this point.
When I was having it I had done it and when I walked out, I walked to my bag and backpack and as I take the laptop out. When I had done this, I plugged it to charge and when I had done this; I opened my bag and when I had done this; I walked to the fridge and while seeing that it's not connected; I plugged it and as it started working there; I smiled and then I put almost everything there while leaving bread outside and one can. When I had it there, I opened it and as I make sandwiches I hide it back and while I sit there; I started eating.
When this all was happening, I had done mine four sandwiches and when I get up; I take the bag, and when I walked upstairs where only one bedroom was and balcony with toilet only, I left the bag there while taking out coke now and while having it I looked around and when I checked in wardrobe what is as I needed pillow and comforter; I found them there and as I throw them on the bed; I walked downstairs while almost killing myself as I slipped on one stair, and as I walked downstairs; I looked around there and as I take backpack I walked out while closing doors I need to buy few things here.
When I come to the route, I started walking to the shop, and as I come there after a long walk I walked inside and as I bought some beers, and other important things which I need I packed them to backpack, and few bags and as I walked out; I drank one hundred milliliters of vodka to let go away with a hangover, and when I throw it away; I started walking back to a place in which I will be staying for who knows how long.
As I come there while smoking who knows how much, I walked inside, and as I unpacked everything while some hide in the fridge some in the freezer, I walked to the main room, and as I take laptop I walked with it upstairs and while being there I looked at bed and old LCD TV which was there, I looked what it has and as I tried to check a few things I take out HDMI cable from my laptop bag and mouse and when mouse I throw to the bed. When I had done this, I connected tv and laptop and when I had done this; I plugged them and as I had done this I had two more free so as I take phone and charger I plugged it too as it goes down who know when and as I have done mine first part of preparations I walked downstairs, and as I drank water as I know it's good as it from own well. When I had done this, I looked around and as I walked upstairs I looked at the laptop and as I changed on TV channel which was there; I log in to my laptop and as from phone which I started I make a hot spot; I connected the laptop to it and when I had done this; I looked what I have there, and as I deleted and blocked most of the pages as they were with news, which I had no intentions to stated series which I wanted to end.
When it takes me in I totally cut off from what is happening and as from time to time I walked to smoke out as it was still ongoing I could see that I watched a lot and while I have done this, I paused finally series, and as I had done this; I walked downstairs and when I take coke I drank a little while I was heating one of made food as now I had meatballs in tomato sauce. When I heated it, I walked to the table and as I put a pot on a metal piece which I had in my other hand to not burn table; I mixed what I had there and when I had done this I walked for bread, and when I had it I started eating it slowly while drinking a little of coke. When I had done with it I walked back to the kitchen, and as I take from the fridge vodka, I opened it and I filled a bottle of coke with one. When I had done this, I could see that one again, I have two litters of coke and while having it I drank a little and when I had done this, I could feel that it hit me but not so much and like that I walked to the bedroom and while being there I started watching and drinking.
As I was doing it slowly I could feel that it started hitting me more and more, and what is worst I needed to go smoking much more and pee but this wasn't a problem as I had a toilet close here. As I was there at one point, I could feel that one again I'm drunk, and as I felt it I was done smoking, and as I walked back inside, I turned TV off and I closed the laptop and as I jumped on the bed; I covered myself and then fast I fall asleep.
As I was doing it I sit like that and cry for a long time, and while I had calmed down a little, I get up, and as I walked to the bathroom; I looked at my face, and while I wanted to start water, it hasn't gone.
"fuck" I said and when I walked out to start all as it now hit me that it's fucking cold here, I walked to the small basement, and when I started all there while starting energy to go one again as it was turned off, and as I had done this, I looked at it. When I was doing it after a few seconds it slowly started working while I could see this going, and when Kate told me that they visit here so they needed to use it but still, I need to drop what is left there.
When I come upstairs, I go directly to the bathroom, and when I looked at the sink, I started to water flow, and when I had done this I walked out as smoking calls me. When I come there, I looked around and while I was doing it; I smiled as it's in a remote area who don't know where this place can't come, and I have peace here which I needed now. When I started smoking one again things which I have done with Sophia go around my mind, and while remembering their tears one again started flowing like crazy.
While this all was happening I had done smoking, and while I walked inside while still having a big hangover, I looked around the bathroom and as I let the water go for some more time; I turned it off, and when I had done this; I walked under the shower and then I started refreshing shower to maybe clean mine mind which was a mess at this point.
When I was having it I had done it and when I walked out, I walked to my bag and backpack and as I take the laptop out. When I had done this, I plugged it to charge and when I had done this; I opened my bag and when I had done this; I walked to the fridge and while seeing that it's not connected; I plugged it and as it started working there; I smiled and then I put almost everything there while leaving bread outside and one can. When I had it there, I opened it and as I make sandwiches I hide it back and while I sit there; I started eating.
When this all was happening, I had done mine four sandwiches and when I get up; I take the bag, and when I walked upstairs where only one bedroom was and balcony with toilet only, I left the bag there while taking out coke now and while having it I looked around and when I checked in wardrobe what is as I needed pillow and comforter; I found them there and as I throw them on the bed; I walked downstairs while almost killing myself as I slipped on one stair, and as I walked downstairs; I looked around there and as I take backpack I walked out while closing doors I need to buy few things here.
When I come to the route, I started walking to the shop, and as I come there after a long walk I walked inside and as I bought some beers, and other important things which I need I packed them to backpack, and few bags and as I walked out; I drank one hundred milliliters of vodka to let go away with a hangover, and when I throw it away; I started walking back to a place in which I will be staying for who knows how long.
As I come there while smoking who knows how much, I walked inside, and as I unpacked everything while some hide in the fridge some in the freezer, I walked to the main room, and as I take laptop I walked with it upstairs and while being there I looked at bed and old LCD TV which was there, I looked what it has and as I tried to check a few things I take out HDMI cable from my laptop bag and mouse and when mouse I throw to the bed. When I had done this, I connected tv and laptop and when I had done this; I plugged them and as I had done this I had two more free so as I take phone and charger I plugged it too as it goes down who know when and as I have done mine first part of preparations I walked downstairs, and as I drank water as I know it's good as it from own well. When I had done this, I looked around and as I walked upstairs I looked at the laptop and as I changed on TV channel which was there; I log in to my laptop and as from phone which I started I make a hot spot; I connected the laptop to it and when I had done this; I looked what I have there, and as I deleted and blocked most of the pages as they were with news, which I had no intentions to stated series which I wanted to end.
When it takes me in I totally cut off from what is happening and as from time to time I walked to smoke out as it was still ongoing I could see that I watched a lot and while I have done this, I paused finally series, and as I had done this; I walked downstairs and when I take coke I drank a little while I was heating one of made food as now I had meatballs in tomato sauce. When I heated it, I walked to the table and as I put a pot on a metal piece which I had in my other hand to not burn table; I mixed what I had there and when I had done this I walked for bread, and when I had it I started eating it slowly while drinking a little of coke. When I had done with it I walked back to the kitchen, and as I take from the fridge vodka, I opened it and I filled a bottle of coke with one. When I had done this, I could see that one again, I have two litters of coke and while having it I drank a little and when I had done this, I could feel that it hit me but not so much and like that I walked to the bedroom and while being there I started watching and drinking.
As I was doing it slowly I could feel that it started hitting me more and more, and what is worst I needed to go smoking much more and pee but this wasn't a problem as I had a toilet close here. As I was there at one point, I could feel that one again I'm drunk, and as I felt it I was done smoking, and as I walked back inside, I turned TV off and I closed the laptop and as I jumped on the bed; I covered myself and then fast I fall asleep.