23 Caecilia Pt.1

"A lesson for you, don't ever underestimate your opponent even when he / she has a lower level than you, i purposely lowered my stats to a level 130 and i still could beat you easily, you are way too overconfident and relaxed, making it easy to defeat you, if it was a real battle, you would pretty much be dead 5 times right now.

Also, your scythe may be a rare grade, but with you controlling it, its pretty much useless, you rely way too much on your raw power and not your skill, that's why you could block Stevan's barrage of attacks. But if you were sneak attacked like this, you can't do anything against it

I suggest you hone your control over your scythe more, i can feel that you understand your scythe really well like its a part of your body, but you lack real experience, you need to train your skills more and not rely on your raw power,

If you keep following this path, you will probably die in the next 2-3 years"

Almira suddenly explains her thoughts on my skills, i was really surprised that she lowered her stats to level 130 and she could still beat me in 2 seconds, making me feel even more down, even with a system i still can't beat someone at that level!

What was i thinking, thinking that just by upgrading my skill, i could just lay around, not doing anything and become stronger with no effort whatsoever when other people are painstakingly training hour by hour, day by day.....

Even when i've been given a cheat, i still lost the battle.... do i even have the dedication to get back to Agnes?!

"What are you thinking about, don't feel so down, you don't have a single chance against me even if you're level 200, i have been honing my assassination skills ever since i was a little girl, even Stevan will have a hard time facing me." Almira seeing my discouraged face tried to comfort me, actually its not that i'm discouraged, i'm just disgusted by my own actions

I have the wish to get back to Agnes but it seems like i don't even have the urge to make it happen...

"Don't dwell on it too much, you still got a long time to repair your mistakes, lets just have dinner after we take a shower" She, still seeing me down tried to comfort me again, i only respond to her question with a nod.

I got up slowly and put in my scythe to the inventory, walking upwards towards the exit together with Aurel and Almira, after a couple of seconds walking, we arrived at the hallway before.

"Vulop, take a shower in your room first then have dinner, just ask your maid where the dining room is" Almira told me, i never expected that there is a bathroom in my room., I then nod again to both of them and left to my room, on the door outside of the room, i still could see the same maid standing still...

I ignored her since i'm not in the mood to say anything right now, i directly went into the room, closed the door and lay down on the bed, contemplating about my recent actions....

'Hah, what am i really doing, i really should put more effort into this, this system is making me a worthless pirce of sh*t.'

I got up from the bed and checked where the bath is, its actually located beside the bed, i went in, taking a set of clothes and towel with me and started taking a bath. It was really relaxing and helped me cool down my mind for a second....

After 10 minutes of showering with cold water, i got out wearing a new piece of clothes looking refreshed, i feel a bit better after the shower, well just a tiny bit.

'I really need to train more, the system is a double-edged sword for me, on one hand it's my best trump card on the other hand, its my greatest wall if i don't utilize it right.

'I'll follow Almira's suggestion and not rely too much on my stats and raw power, i need to really use my scythe skill and not one-shooting my enemies like before... huff'

'I still got time till dinner, i don't know what i could do in the meantime.... system do you have any suggestions on what i should do to fill up time?'

[You could always check the shop to get something, you could buy some basic magic skill books and learn it since you could do that indoor]

'Yeah, you're right i could just do that, with the system i could train it faster... yeah, calm down me, i still need to put effort into things. can't rely on the system!'

'By the way calling you system is pretty weird since i feel like you have a consciousness of your own, you do have that right? How do you even get a consciousness'

[Yeah, i kinda do as for where i got this, you currently can't know, you're still too weak.]

'Well, i don't really care though but do you have a name, i can't keep using System all the time, its not that pleasant to hear'

[Nope, i don't have a name, and yes you could just call me system]

'Yeah, no i'm just gonna give you a name then...what's good huh...' After 5 minutes of trying to come up with a good name, i just can't seem to think of a good name.

'I never realized it before but coming up with a name is harder than i think it would be.... ah right i'll just use her name.

'Ok, from today onwards, your name will be Caecilia'