Chapter 546

Shen leiran shook off his hand and staggered back a step. The finger holding the strap pinched into the palm. The sharp pain could not eliminate the pain at the bottom of her heart.

"You always say that he is for me, but do you know that I did not have a good life in the Shen family. He is all I have, but he left me when I needed him most!"

"I don't like the days when I have to put out my hand in clothes and open my mouth when I eat. I don't like the life of a lady of gold. I don't need him to fight for everything for me! As long as he is on my side, I am satisfied and happy every day. All I want is that he is by my side. " At the last word, her voice was hoarse and almost broke into tears.

At the door of the box behind Xu Chengyan, Gu Jinchen's eyes were red, and his heart seemed to be twisted by something. He tightened his heart bit by bit. His soul seemed to be half incomplete and could not be complete any more. In the future, he would be a body without flesh and blood.

Shen Youran pointed to his heart, and his sharp voice was almost hysterical: "even if that marriage was a fake, do you know how much harm it caused to me?"

"The year I went to California, I almost died." Her eyes became more and more red, and her eyes were white and hazy. She couldn't see Xu Chengyan's face clearly. "A whole bottle of sleeping pills. I swallowed a whole bottle of sleeping pills. From that day on, Shen Youran died!"

If the person who was not in the same dormitory found out that she had been sent to the hospital in time, she would have died.

Died in their self righteous good intentions, but how ruthless the deception.

Her whole body seemed to be drained and exhausted. Only by supporting the wall could she stand firm. Her voice was hoarse and choked: "do you know what it felt like when the people you loved for more than ten years abandoned you?"

Xu Chengyan has never loved a person, so I don't know what it's like. But seeing her so dejected, I guess it should be very painful.

She turned around, looked up and closed her eyes, and pressed down the fog gathered in her eyes: "if he really loves me, he is really for my sake. Before making this decision, I should have known that I would not survive without him, but he still does. How can I compare with him if he is cruel and cruel?"

Originally, she wanted to remove the feud between them. However, in the face of her words, Xu Chengyan seemed to have lost his voice, unable to say anything, as if his words of defense were pale.

Shen leiran raised his hand to wipe away the tears from the corners of his eyes, pressed the sore heart socket and left step by step.

Xu Chengyan looked at her figure. At the end of the corridor corner, Xu Chengyan kicked a foot on the wall, angry and powerless.

He has always been adept at the love affairs between men and women. Seeing the women who sell their bodies for money, he has always spurned those so-called true love. However, Shen Youran and Gu Jinchen made him believe that there is still love in the world.

But now even the two people who once fell in love so much have come to an end. Now he doubts, is there really love in this world?

He turned to see the people at the box door were stunned. Seeing his pale face, he knew that he had heard the conversation.

He approached Gu Jinchen and wanted to comfort him, but he didn't know how to speak. Maybe others didn't know, but he knew how Gu Jinchen loved Shen Youran. Shen Youran was more important to him than his life.

He raised his hand and put it on his shoulder: "I didn't know you were like this. I thought you had been reconciled as before, so I called you here today."

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