Chapter 158
Su Mo stands on one side to listen quietly, she sees this appearance palace Yi Minister for the first time.
"Do you love her?" Su Mo this words asks is very straightforward.
Palace also Minister raises a head, Leng Leng of looking at her, the facial expression is some at a loss. "I don't know, I don't even know how to love someone."
He didn't love. With his personality shaped by the environment he lived in as a child and his guilt for Gong Yiqian, he didn't know what love was and what emotion was. So at the beginning, for the sake of the task, he even chose to marry Su Mo, because it didn't matter in his impression.
But for more than half a year, he found that many times, he always had a kind of feeling that he couldn't tell Su Mo clearly. That kind of feeling made him a little scared and happy.
Su Mo looks at him, this answer she is really surprised, she did not think that this man actually does not know what is love?
"Then why are you telling me that?" Su Mo doesn't quite understand. According to the truth, they have nothing to do with each other now. He doesn't have to tell himself these things at all.
Miyagi looked at her, he did not know, just looked at her ignore him, her indifference to him, his heart is uncomfortable. "Gong Yichen, we are not people in the same world after all. You have your life, and I have mine. You can't impose your things on me, and you can't involve your guilt for Gong Yiqian on me. This is my reason. It's different from your reason. I don't want to pursue things that happened before. Let's do it. You go your way, and I'll live my life Bridge. " Su Mo's voice is very gentle, without the slightest emotion.
"Do we have to?" Gong Yichen said something decadent.
Su Mo gave a wry smile. There was no relationship between them, let alone the reason.
Gong Yichen looked at her back and sat there, looking at her foolishly. His heart was empty, but he didn't know what this feeling was. Was it also because of guilt? But why is it different from Xiaoqian?
As time goes by, they really seem to become ordinary neighbors. They are trying to avoid meeting each other, but Gong Yichen doesn't know that if he really doesn't want to see Su Mo, he doesn't have to live here.
It's been a very hard time for him.
On this day, Su Mo just finished dinner, but there was a knock on the door. Su Mo opened the door and looked at Gong Yichen standing at the door, dressed in military uniform. It was the first time she saw him in military uniform.
However, it has to be said that the temperament of him in military uniform becomes more fierce, and the angular face also looks more resolute against the background of the clothes.
"I'm leaving tomorrow. Take care of yourself." Gong Yichen looked at her, his voice was a bit reluctant.
Su Mo slightly nodded, don't quite understand why he suddenly find himself to say this thing, originally she is not to take care of themselves?
"I'm sorry, I failed you." Miyagi's words make su Mo's nose sour.
"Don't talk about the past. After all, it's something you love and I wish. Thank you for your company for three years." Su Mo said politely.
"Me, can I give you another hug?" Gong Yichen said carefully.
This words let Su Mo suddenly small face flushed, the heartbeat of some fast, after all or forget it?
She just looked at him, no objection, no promise.
Miyagi held her in his arms. The familiar smell on her made Miyagi's eyes a little red. She was still her, but she was not his?
In the heart has all kinds of reluctant, he would like to her so imprisoned in his arms for a lifetime, has been so
"Bang Dang!" The sound of the elevator from the mouth, palace Yichen looked at the palace Yiqian appeared there, some accident, some flurried loose sumo.
Su Mo looked at the palace also Qian, not too much expression, just toward the palace also Minister light mouth, way: "take care!"
Gong Yichen nodded and ran after him.
"Why? Why? Did you move here because of her? Can't you forget her? Are you in love with her? " Gong Yiqian's voice choked and asked a lot of questions.
Miyagi looked at her appearance, some distressed wipe her tears, way: "don't think, I just and her to say other."
Originally Su Mo didn't completely close the door. After hearing this, she managed the door completely, and sat on the ground with some weakness. Her heart seemed to be hollowed out at this moment.
Su Bingguo looked at his daughter with heartache in his eyes.
"Silly boy, you know what you can't do, but why..."
The tears in Su Mo's eyes fall down uncontrollably. Su Bingguo holds her in his arms and soothes her softly, saying: "cry, just cry out."
Yes, she clearly knew that he had no her in his heart. No matter how good he had been to her, she couldn't compare with Gong Yiqian. However, she didn't know when her heart was close to him and couldn't help it.Su Mo cried for a long time, the tears wet his father's clothes.
"I've wronged you all these years." Su Bingguo said softly that he knew what she had suffered these years.
"Dad, am I really useless?" Su Mo voice takes a few minutes to choke a way. "What nonsense? You are very strong and excellent, but some things are too difficult for us ordinary people after all." Su Bingguo thought that over the years, his family members were far away from him one by one, and everything was so helpless that everyone was innocent. How could he not understand his guilt?
But he didn't know where it was. If he had known, he would have handed it over. He didn't care how they fought. He just wanted to protect the people around him and his family.
Gong Yichen left and returned to the military area command. From that day on, Su Mo recovered his life. Without his harassment, he always felt a little less colorful.
However, it's good to forget after all. It's impossible after all. Why force it?
"Xiaomo, will you go to the reunion this year?" When Su Mo plans to go home from work, he doesn't expect to receive Qin man's call.
"I don't want to go, and you know I don't like it all the time." Su Mo said with a bitter smile.
Qin man said with some dissatisfaction: "what do you think? Do you really want to be so moldy? You're single now. This is a good opportunity. "
Qin man's words make su Mo laugh and cry. "I am a divorced woman, how..." "I said, can you stop talking about it all the time? What's wrong with being divorced? Have you ever been divorced? You have to go Qin man said maliciously.
"Do you love her?" Su Mo this words asks is very straightforward.
Palace also Minister raises a head, Leng Leng of looking at her, the facial expression is some at a loss. "I don't know, I don't even know how to love someone."
He didn't love. With his personality shaped by the environment he lived in as a child and his guilt for Gong Yiqian, he didn't know what love was and what emotion was. So at the beginning, for the sake of the task, he even chose to marry Su Mo, because it didn't matter in his impression.
But for more than half a year, he found that many times, he always had a kind of feeling that he couldn't tell Su Mo clearly. That kind of feeling made him a little scared and happy.
Su Mo looks at him, this answer she is really surprised, she did not think that this man actually does not know what is love?
"Then why are you telling me that?" Su Mo doesn't quite understand. According to the truth, they have nothing to do with each other now. He doesn't have to tell himself these things at all.
Miyagi looked at her, he did not know, just looked at her ignore him, her indifference to him, his heart is uncomfortable. "Gong Yichen, we are not people in the same world after all. You have your life, and I have mine. You can't impose your things on me, and you can't involve your guilt for Gong Yiqian on me. This is my reason. It's different from your reason. I don't want to pursue things that happened before. Let's do it. You go your way, and I'll live my life Bridge. " Su Mo's voice is very gentle, without the slightest emotion.
"Do we have to?" Gong Yichen said something decadent.
Su Mo gave a wry smile. There was no relationship between them, let alone the reason.
Gong Yichen looked at her back and sat there, looking at her foolishly. His heart was empty, but he didn't know what this feeling was. Was it also because of guilt? But why is it different from Xiaoqian?
As time goes by, they really seem to become ordinary neighbors. They are trying to avoid meeting each other, but Gong Yichen doesn't know that if he really doesn't want to see Su Mo, he doesn't have to live here.
It's been a very hard time for him.
On this day, Su Mo just finished dinner, but there was a knock on the door. Su Mo opened the door and looked at Gong Yichen standing at the door, dressed in military uniform. It was the first time she saw him in military uniform.
However, it has to be said that the temperament of him in military uniform becomes more fierce, and the angular face also looks more resolute against the background of the clothes.
"I'm leaving tomorrow. Take care of yourself." Gong Yichen looked at her, his voice was a bit reluctant.
Su Mo slightly nodded, don't quite understand why he suddenly find himself to say this thing, originally she is not to take care of themselves?
"I'm sorry, I failed you." Miyagi's words make su Mo's nose sour.
"Don't talk about the past. After all, it's something you love and I wish. Thank you for your company for three years." Su Mo said politely.
"Me, can I give you another hug?" Gong Yichen said carefully.
This words let Su Mo suddenly small face flushed, the heartbeat of some fast, after all or forget it?
She just looked at him, no objection, no promise.
Miyagi held her in his arms. The familiar smell on her made Miyagi's eyes a little red. She was still her, but she was not his?
In the heart has all kinds of reluctant, he would like to her so imprisoned in his arms for a lifetime, has been so
"Bang Dang!" The sound of the elevator from the mouth, palace Yichen looked at the palace Yiqian appeared there, some accident, some flurried loose sumo.
Su Mo looked at the palace also Qian, not too much expression, just toward the palace also Minister light mouth, way: "take care!"
Gong Yichen nodded and ran after him.
"Why? Why? Did you move here because of her? Can't you forget her? Are you in love with her? " Gong Yiqian's voice choked and asked a lot of questions.
Miyagi looked at her appearance, some distressed wipe her tears, way: "don't think, I just and her to say other."
Originally Su Mo didn't completely close the door. After hearing this, she managed the door completely, and sat on the ground with some weakness. Her heart seemed to be hollowed out at this moment.
Su Bingguo looked at his daughter with heartache in his eyes.
"Silly boy, you know what you can't do, but why..."
The tears in Su Mo's eyes fall down uncontrollably. Su Bingguo holds her in his arms and soothes her softly, saying: "cry, just cry out."
Yes, she clearly knew that he had no her in his heart. No matter how good he had been to her, she couldn't compare with Gong Yiqian. However, she didn't know when her heart was close to him and couldn't help it.Su Mo cried for a long time, the tears wet his father's clothes.
"I've wronged you all these years." Su Bingguo said softly that he knew what she had suffered these years.
"Dad, am I really useless?" Su Mo voice takes a few minutes to choke a way. "What nonsense? You are very strong and excellent, but some things are too difficult for us ordinary people after all." Su Bingguo thought that over the years, his family members were far away from him one by one, and everything was so helpless that everyone was innocent. How could he not understand his guilt?
But he didn't know where it was. If he had known, he would have handed it over. He didn't care how they fought. He just wanted to protect the people around him and his family.
Gong Yichen left and returned to the military area command. From that day on, Su Mo recovered his life. Without his harassment, he always felt a little less colorful.
However, it's good to forget after all. It's impossible after all. Why force it?
"Xiaomo, will you go to the reunion this year?" When Su Mo plans to go home from work, he doesn't expect to receive Qin man's call.
"I don't want to go, and you know I don't like it all the time." Su Mo said with a bitter smile.
Qin man said with some dissatisfaction: "what do you think? Do you really want to be so moldy? You're single now. This is a good opportunity. "
Qin man's words make su Mo laugh and cry. "I am a divorced woman, how..." "I said, can you stop talking about it all the time? What's wrong with being divorced? Have you ever been divorced? You have to go Qin man said maliciously.