Chapter 313

Ruan Mo never expected to meet Mo Zhan, especially after knowing his illness.

Although Ruan Mo knows from the bottom of her heart that even if Mo Zhan is ill, she will not be different from him, but looking at him, her heart can't help making waves.

Moreover, Niannian is still there, and Ruan Mo has always been guilty of Niannian. The child takes her as her mother, and she also promises to treat the child as her own, but she is too cold to the child in the end.

She followed Mo Zhan back to Jiangcheng for so long that she didn't take the initiative to see it. Ruan Mo felt that she hadn't done what she said to take Niannian as her child.

In fact, it's not that she doesn't want to, it's just that there's an Mo Zhan between her and Niannian, and she can't have too much contact with Mo Zhan.

"Mom, I miss you so much," Niannian held Ruan Mo's leg and looked up at her with expectation on her face.

Ruan Mo gathered his emotions and squatted down to hold her. "My mother also misses reading."

"But my mother doesn't look at me," the child's world is so direct that she can say what she thinks.

Ruan Mo felt ashamed and touched his little face. "I'm sorry, my mother is too busy."

She can only find this excuse. Although the child is small, he is very smart and far exceeds the IQ of children of his age.

"Do you want to join us?" Mo Zhan came over at this time, his big hand was reading, gently touched it, and asked Ruan mo.

How could she refuse?

Read this little look and look at her!

Ruan Mo gave a sound and smiled. "It's great. I can finally have breakfast with my mother."

Eating breakfast together can make the child so happy. Ruan Mohu's heart is sour. How much does the child lack maternal love?

In fact, what people don't have is what people want most, just like Mo Zhan didn't love her at the beginning. She watches him like a watchman stone every day, not to mention the memory that has never been loved by her mother?

It's normal for her to yearn for maternal love. A child as big as her doesn't stick to her mother's arms?

Mo Zhan sees Du Lei, and Du Lei is no stranger to him. They nod to each other. Mo Zhan even invites Du Lei to have dinner together, but he wisely refuses. Instead, he sits in a nearby position and orders breakfast.

Ruan Mo follows Mo Zhan to the table where he and Niannian have breakfast. Mo Zhan opens her chair considerately.

"Thank you!" Ruan Mo thanked politely.

Mo Zhan looked sluggish, "silent, don't be so polite."

She didn't say anything more. After sitting down, she looked at her side and stared at her little girl, "read what you want to eat, mom, can you order it for you?

"What mother eats, what she wants to eat," the little girl seems to be deliberately catering to her.

Ruan Mo knew that she was just like this when she was young. Because she cared and longed, she was even trying to please Ruan mo. her heart was sour again. Ruan Mo touched her little face, "it's good to read."

"Dad said read well, mom wouldn't stop reading!"

Ruan Mo, ""

It seems that although she didn't live with them, she seems to exist in their life every day. Of course, this is what Mo Zhan's subjective consciousness makes her exist.

From Niannian's attachment to Ruan Mo, we can see that she really didn't get along with Niannian, but the child was no stranger to her.

Mo Chi said that Mo Zhan asked Niannian to watch her own video every day to remind the child that she is the mother. Now Ruan Mo thought of his illness and suddenly wondered if Mo Zhan was watching her video every day to ensure that he didn't forget her?

It's not Ruan Mo's narcissism. Although Mo Zhan didn't say anything about her, it all came out from his eyes.

The cruelest symptom of Alzheimer's disease is that it will make people who have this disease forget, forget the past, forget the people around them, and finally forget themselves.

Although Mo Zhan is not good enough, he is not a villain in his bones, but how can he get this disease?

In fact, illness has nothing to do with people's quality. Just like Ruan Mo asked herself that she had never done anything harmful to nature or anyone since she was a child, but didn't she also get cancer?

However, she was lucky to meet Si Yu. If it weren't for him, I'm afraid she would be reincarnated now.

"Mom, why don't you pay attention to me?" Niannian pulled her.

Ruan Mo looked back and said softly, "I'm sorry to read. My mother is thinking about something. What do you want my mother to do?"

"I said dad and I were going back to Taigong. Can mom come with us?"

When Niannian said this, Ruan Mo looked up at Mo Zhan and asked Niannian, "when will Niannian leave?"

"Today!"

The answer was very sudden. Although Mo Zhan had already said they were leaving, he didn't expect it to be so fast.

"Are you leaving today?" Ruan Mo asks Xiang Mo Zhan.

"Well, I should have left long ago. I've been dragging," Mo Zhan's eyes always looked at Ruan Mo, filled with deep love, reluctance, pain and deep helplessness.

In fact, when Ruan Mo entered the door, he looked at her with this kind of eyes. Ruan Mo had already found out, but she couldn't respond and could only turn a blind eye.

Mo Zhan said he had been dragging on. It was true. He knew it was impossible to be with her, but he felt satisfied to see her occasionally.

His illness is serious. He often feels familiar with people these days, but he just can't remember it.

He was afraid that if he kept away from her, he would forget her too.

And he would rather forget the whole world than her.

Now Mo Zhan doesn't even believe that he will love her so deeply. If he had known, he would not have treated her like that at the beginning, but there is no if in this world.

But now he is ill, he can't give her happiness after all, nor can he accompany her to grow old together, so it's right to hurt her and let her die for herself.

Otherwise, they will only suffer more now!

It's just that he can't bear her.

"Mom, will you come with us?" Read a pair of big black eyes full of expectation and asked her.

Such expectation makes Ruan Mo really don't know how to answer?

Naturally, she can't go with them, but it's too cruel to refuse a child.

"Niannian, didn't dad tell you? You have to eat and grow up obediently before your mother will come with us," Mo Zhan saw Ruan Mo's Dilemma and answered Niannian for her.

"But Niannian has always been good. The medicine is very bitter. My father asked Niannian to eat it, and Niannian also ate it. Niannian wanted to see the animation, but my father didn't let me, and Niannian didn't watch it. Niannian is very good," said the child, revealing his grievances.

Hearing what she said, she was really wronging herself. A child less than three years old was just as willful as she wanted, but she told an impossible lie and put away her willfulness.

Ruan Mo suddenly felt that Mo Zhan was cruel, and he was also cruel. In this way, he deceived a child and gave her hope, which could only disappoint her in the end.

And such deception will not last long. If you think more and more, you will eventually understand that she has been cheated all the time.

"I'm sorry," Ruan Mo kissed her bitterly.

"Niannian don't be sorry, Niannian wants her mother," Niannian hugged Ruan Mo and said wrongly.

Ruan Mo's heart suddenly shrank into a ball. Mo Zhan suddenly asked, "silently, can you send us to Chicago? Just send us!"