Chapter 293

Ruan Mo's heart also hurts. If it were her, she would doubt it.

The so-called tiger poison doesn't eat seeds?

"But I turned out to be her own," Nan'an shook her head. "I was her own. I should have been the closest person in the world with her, but she treated me in the cruelest way in the world."

"Nan'an" Ruan Mo didn't know how to comfort her except calling her.

"Sister Mo, I didn't want to live after I got the paternity test, but I met Fei Xuan that day," said Nan'an. The corners of her lips rose and her face was covered with a layer of softness.

"It was our school basketball game that day. I walked across the court in a daze. The ball flew towards me somehow. I reacted and wanted to hide. As a result, I fell down and sprained my foot in a hurry. I didn't know if I fell too embarrassed. Other people laughed when they saw it, but Fei Xuan didn't. He ran to me to see my injury at the first time and saw my face After the foot was swollen, he picked me up and went straight to the school infirmary. "

"In everyone's eyes, I'm a boy. Although I look Petite than a normal boy, he held me like this, which immediately caused everyone to scream, but Fei Xuan ignored me. He took me to the infirmary, examined me and accompanied me to physiotherapy for a whole month until my feet recovered. It was the first time in my life that I was cared for. Fei Xuan was like a child Daoguang lights up my gloomy life and makes me no longer want to die. I want to live well and live for him. "

At the moment, Nan'an's face is full of happiness and contentment. Ruan Mo can understand her mood, because once the ink pool was also her light, which supported her to move forward no matter how difficult it was after losing her parents.

Fei Xuan is the light to redeem Nan'an, and the once ink pool is the light to redeem Ruan mo.

"What's the matter with you and Xuan Ning?" Ruan Mo asked puzzled.

Nan'an smiled bitterly, "it's me. I'm too selfish."

Ruan Mo frowned puzzled. Then Nan'an continued, "I like Fei Xuan. I want to get close to him and see him often, but he is so excellent that I can't forget the dust. At that time, his sister Xuan Ning began to chase me crazy. I didn't refuse her in order to get closer to Fei Xuan, but I didn't promise."

Nan'an shook his head here. "I'm too selfish. Although I didn't directly refuse Xuanning, it seems that I acquiesced to her. I took advantage of Xuanning's feelings."

"But I remember the first time I saw Xuanning and you, she said you were her fiance," Ruan Mo asked puzzled.

Nan'an sighed lightly, "this is fate. After my foot is healed, my father will take me back to Nan's house, because I have been living with my mother before, and my mother naturally agrees, because this is further from her plan. Her principle to my father is to destroy if she can't get it. If she can't get him, she will occupy his property."

"My father held a reception and officially announced my identity as his future heir. On that day, Fei Xuan's parents went with their brothers and sisters. Xuan Ning said she liked me. His father said the marriage was settled on the spot. Since then, Xuan Ning seems to have recognized me."

"Sister Mo, I blame myself for hurting Xuanning. Some time ago, I tried to separate from her, but she committed suicide. This time, she will be engaged just to appease her, and my father told me not to worry again."

Xuan Ning committed suicide?

I'm afraid it's not just because Nan'an wants to separate from her. Fei Xuan said that Xuan Ning saw his intimacy with Nan'an.

Ruan Mo thought Xuanning had forgotten it the next day. Now it seems that she didn't forget it, but she knew Nan'an didn't love herself and chose to be engaged to him. That girl was also stupid.

But who is not a fool in love?

"Where's Fei Xuan? Didn't he come today?" Ruan Mo never saw him.

Nan'an is silent. Ruan Mo understands that Fei Xuan likes Nan'an, and Nan'an must be very sad to marry his sister.

"Fei Xuan didn't know you were a girl, did he?" Ruan Mo thought of something and asked Nan An.

If Fei Xuan knew that Nan'an was a daughter, he would not let her get engaged to her sister.

Nan'an nodded. "I haven't dared to tell him yet."

"Nan'an," Ruan Mo called her, "you are so stupid. How can you hide such things? If you like to be together, he will find out sooner or later."

"Sister Mo, I'm afraid!" Nan'an looks at Ruan mo.

"What are you afraid of?" Ruan Mo didn't quite understand what she meant.

"Sister Mo, Fei Xuan likes me as a boy. If I tell him I'm a girl, I'm afraid he can't accept it." Nan'an's words stunned Ruan Mo first, and then he understood Nan'an's meaning.

He thinks Fei Xuan is gay and only likes men. If Nan'an tells him he is a girl, he may not only lose Fei Xuan's love, but also make Fei Xuan angry and deceive him.

At the thought of this, Ruan Mo seems to find it difficult to deal with. If Fei Xuan likes men, Nan'an's Ann will pay by mistake.

"What if Fei Xuan also likes you who are a girl?" Ruan Mo couldn't bear Nanan's so sad comfort.

"It's impossible," Nan'an shook his head. "He told me that when he first realized that he liked me, he was struggling very hard. He couldn't accept that he was a gay. At that time, he rejected me and didn't stay with me. He even asked himself to accept other girls and try to stay with girls, but he found that he couldn't do it at all."

After hearing Nan'an finish, Ruan Mo doesn't know what to say, but Ruan Mo can feel that Nan'an is more confused and painful now.

Thinking of what she had said before that she wanted to die, Ruan Mo was worried that she would do something stupid and said, "Nan'an, you can't hide your life experience, unless you are isolated from the world, unless you break your love."

But it seems impossible. She loves Fei Xuan, and Ruan Mo also feels that Fei Xuan has moved the truth about Nan'an. Even now he may subconsciously like the man, but if he knows Nan'an's identity, he may not change.

"I can't say, otherwise my mother won't let me go," Nan'an shook his head in pain.

Ruan Mo knew that she was afraid of her mother's naked clothes Threaten yourself!

"Nan'an, do you know why you have been so passive?" Ruan Mo asked her.

Nan'an looked at Ruan Mo in confusion. Obviously, she didn't know. She was probably used to being bullied and scolded by her mother since childhood, which made her feel that she should bear it.

"Nan'an, you are used to being bullied and threatened by your mother, and you dare not resist, so that now you can only obey whatever she wants you to do, and you forget that you are 20 years old, and you live completely according to your own way and thought."

"But" Nan'an seemed to want to say his concerns again, but was interrupted by Ruan mo.

"I know what you're worried about, but it can't be an excuse for you to break through. For so many years, the dirty water on my body is comparable to the sea water. Before falling into the sea, I searched my name on the Internet. It's a modern version of Pan Jinlian, but so what? Who will believe those who love me and those who understand me and care about those?"

"Nan'an, be brave. What you lack is courage, okay?"