Chapter 203

Ruan Mo thinks with his toes that you Shaoyang must have told Mo Zhan that he can come here. It's impossible to say that Mo Zhan was with you Shaoyang when she called just now.

You Shaoyang betrayed her and defected to Mo Zhan?!

Ruan Mo looked behind Mo Zhan, "where's you Shaoyang?"

Instead of answering, he stared at Ruan Mo, "shall we talk?"

Ruan Mo thought that he regretted what he said to her in the police station last time. She shook her head, "Mo Zhan, we have said everything we should say. There's really nothing to talk about. Let's go!"

She said that she wanted to close the door, but the next second, Mo Zhan pushed her and went straight in with long legs. The moment the foot board hooked the door, he also pressed Ruan Mo on the wall.

"Mo Zhan," Ruan Mo yelled, struggling.

"Don't move!" He gave her a shout and looked at her with red eyes.

Ruan Mo stared at him, and he also looked at her. A moment later, he lowered his eyelids and showed weakness. "Silently, I've been worried about you for more than a month. Is your body?"

After Si Yu left with her that day, the more he thought about it, the more wrong he was. She should not faint unless there was something wrong with her body.

He chased Si Yu to Dongyi again, but Si Yu didn't let him see her at all!

"My health has nothing to do with you, Mo Zhan. Please recognize our current relationship," Ruan Mo admitted that he said ruthlessly, but there was no way. Emotion is the most taboo thing.

Their relationship?

One not two wide, are they all right?

Mo Zhan couldn't breathe at the thought of what she said in the public video.

"Ruan Mo, it seems that I have to do something to remind you of my relationship with you," he said. His hand fell on her clothes. With a force, Ruan Mo Yao's clothes were torn open, revealing the snow-white skin on his chest.

The next second, Ruan Mo slapped him in the face. Mo Zhan stopped, but still didn't release her. After staring at her for a few seconds, he buried his face in her neck.

No further action, just close to her, desperately sucking and smelling her breath. After being separated for so long, he almost forgot her breath. At the moment, he smelled his satisfaction as if he had the whole world.

When he lost Guan meiyang, he blamed himself for being sad, but without Ruan Mo, he seemed to be hollowed out.

"Mo Zhan, get up!" Ruan Mo pushed him.

But he didn't move, but said in a low voice, "don't rush me, let me hold you for a while. Ruan Mo, I miss you very much these two months, and I'm crazy."

His voice was very low, like a rope strangling Ruan Mo's heart. Even if she blamed him and hated him, after all, she had loved him for so many years, and she couldn't do it as if he were a stranger.

At the moment, Ruan Mo was very uncomfortable with his weak words. She couldn't push him away, so she stopped pushing. She just looked up at the ceiling above her head, "I have nothing to think of as a living person. What you should think of is the person you'll never see."

How can Mo Zhan not hear the irony in her words? He also knows that in the days when Guan meiyang just left, his depression hurt her.

"Mel" he whispered to her.

Once he called her like this, it would make her feel soft at the tip of her heart. Now it sounds harsh. She pushed him again, "Mo Zhan, she gave you a baby, which I can't give in my life."

"Silence," his hand covered my mouth, "don't say that about yourself. It's my responsibility, not your fault."

It's not her fault, but the fact is that she can't have children.

"Mo Zhan, there's a saying that it's good to gather and disperse. We've gathered and scattered, so stop pestering, okay?" Ruan Mo really felt tired.

"No!" Mo Zhan refused, "silently, I can't live without you."

An ex-wife he doesn't want, and now on the contrary, he can't live without her, which is ridiculous.

"Don't you feel reconciled?" Ruan Mo asked.

Mo Zhan looked up at her. Ruan Mo then said, "in the past, you were the only one in my eyes. You think I won't leave anyway, but now you see that I have the protection of Si Yu. However, that man is stronger than you and makes you unable to compete. Therefore, you are unwilling and want to pull me back to you, so as to show your charm and charm of surpassing Si Yu?"

Ruan Mo's words made Mo Zhan's eyes shrink. "I admit that after Si Yu appeared in your life, I panicked and confused, because he is indeed stronger and better than me, but I want to save you, not to show anything, but I love you and need you."

Mo Zhan said this, grabbed Ruan Mo's hand and pressed it on the place where his heart beat. "Silently, you can blame me and hate me, but you can't deny my love for you, and"

He paused here, "you love me. For me, you even refuse the ink pool. He is the one you love with your youth."

Mo Zhan's words picked up Ruan Mo's sour heart again. Yes, she loved someone from her youth, but now she has no real companion around her.

"Mo Zhan, I don't deny that I loved you, but I just loved you, okay?" Ruan Mo sighed, "I gave up the ink pool and chose you. I was gambling that your prodigal son's love is stronger than Jin Jian, but I lost the bet. I lost to Guan meiyang's love for you with my life."

"In those days when Guan meiyang just left, I kept asking myself whether I love you or not. The answer is love, but there is no Guan meiyang's love, so we don't need to blame ourselves for leaving you, and now we don't need to want to recover anything. I can't do Guan meiyang's step in my life, so even if we get together again, it will be a knot I can't solve, and you're afraid I'll never forget her who didn't even want her life for you in my life! "

"Mo Zhan, Guan meiyangheng is among us and can never be eliminated. Do you think we are really happy even if we are forced together? Anyway, I don't think so. I think it's a kind of torture, so we're safe. This is our best ending!"

Ruan Mo finished without saying a word.

She said she loved him!

And did she know that the word "loved" in love is the cruelest word in the world.

"Let's go, Mo Zhan. It's best that we don't disturb each other in the future. It's best to meet and smile," said Ruan mo. he pushed him open and pulled the door, but he grabbed her, then picked her up and went to the sofa, and then kissed her crazily. Her cheeks, her lips, her neck and hands also drilled into her pants

He can't do what she said. He doesn't disturb each other. He wants her. He wants to prove to her that they love each other.

But in a moment he stopped and looked at her lower abdomen——

"What's going on?" He looked at the fresh scar on her lower abdomen and asked.

Ruan Mo smiled bitterly, "Didn't you just ask me what happened to my body? Now I tell you that my kidney failure is caused by taking anti-cancer drugs for a long time. My cancer is given by you. Now this kidney failure is caused by cancer. In the final analysis, you gave it to me. I almost gave it to you. I don't blame you for saying this, because you can hurt me because I love you. Now I just say it I want to beg you to let me go for the sake that I don't know when I will die, okay? "