125 I Can't Have Your Heart, So I Will Have Your Body

[Warning 18+]

"Stevan? W-What are you doing here? D-Did you follow me?"

She widened her eyes shockingly and looked at the man facing back at her. Her face turned to pale and she couldn't hear any sounds besides her breathing. She looked flabbergasted and horrified. She took a step back slowly and ran all her might upstairs!

The man reacted fastly and caught up to her side, pulling her to his chest. "Laura, why are you running away?!" She almost fell from the stairs and pushed him hard to break away from his grip. Her hair disheveled and clothes turn to clutter. Her heart kept beating loudly and dashed to her room.

"Laura!" He screamed at her back.

She didn't turn her head around. She didn't want to see him! When Alexandra reached her room door, she was tugged by him. "Let go of me, Stevan!" She growled.

"Ahh!" He screamed, she bit his hand hard and went inside her room. Sadly, when she tried to close the door, Stevan slipped his hand, halting it. She pushed the door, trying to close it. But her weak strength couldn't hold on his bulky power. Stevan went inside her room.

Alexandra was thrown to the floor and looked at him with terrified. He closed the door and locked it!

He strode to her side slowly as she kept crawling further to back. Tremblingly, with her shaky voice. "Stay back! Stay back!" She closed her eyes as she kept throwing things to his direction.

He blocked it and walked a little faster until reached her. He grabbed her two hands and gazed down at her. "Laura, why are you acting like this to me?"

"Stop! Stay away! Don't touch me!" He held his gripped more tightly. He pulled her chin and forced her to see him. She looked at his frenzy eyes and couldn't help to shutter. "Stevan, I beg you, please let me go. I told you we agree that we shouldn't see each other anymore! You should ask yourself why are you acting like this?!"

"It's only you who decided like that. I didn't agree with it, Laura. Did you know how I hold on until now? I saw you with that man again! I know you are secretly in a relationship with him, right? I saw you acting sweetly in front of him." He said while raising his voice a little.

She stared at him unbelievably. Did he just talk about Prof. Matsushima, again? She retorted him with a furious voice. "Stevan! What the heck are you saying?! Did you follow me all this time? Did you watch me just like you did in my house at that time? I told you he's my coworkers. There was no relationship between us besides working! Who are you to lecture me what to do and who I should hang out with?"

He squinted his eyes and said with a cold tone. "Laura, I didn't mean it that way. You know that's not my intention at all." She shivered from his words, he pinned her down to the ground and locked her legs with his. She struggled while gritting her teeth.

Laura spat to his face, "Fu*k you Stevan! I said, let me go!" He gazed at her sharply, feeling furry inside,

He ignored her spit and wiped it as he tasted it to his mouth. He smirked, "Care to explain all of this to me?"

She sneered back and sarcastically brawled, "Are you sure you want to hear my explanation? Besides, I recalled you never believe everything I said. Did you remember my words? One time when I said I'm not in love with Han anymore and another time I said I will never fall in love with anyone in this lifetime! Remembered?! Do you still think I care to explain again this to you?!"

He was quiet, but his eyes fixedly stared at her. She felt her body weakening from his profound stare. Why he didn't say anything?! "Stevan, let me go now!" After two minutes of silence and attempted to break his hands, yet it was useless.

He suddenly curved his lips up. He drew his nose until it touched hers while his other hand stroking her collarbone. He laughed from her shrieked, he was bickering at her, "Laura, tell me the truth. Who is that man you are in love with? I didn't believe that he was dead just like you said. Tell me now! Tell me now!! TELL ME NOW!!!"

"Hack!"

Her eyes shaky and looked at him with fear. She couldn't breathe properly. Her hands were pinned by his left hand while his right hand was placed on her neck. Her legs jolted to break free, but it useless as he held her sternly. Her eyes became moisten and her face color turn to blue.

His palm was huge as he could begird her neck solely with his one hand.

She witnessed Stevan who turned into madness slowly. She recalled how he once acted like this in his apartment. But he never across to push her into this threatening situation.

'Stevan, why are you doing this to me?' She asked him inwardly.

His face turned to red, while his hand stayed on her skin. "Agh...S...Ste...van" She tried to call his name. He halted his hand when he realized what did he just done to her. His big hand was covered her slim neck and formed a red rash on her skin.

Damn.

"I-I'm sorry," He said while looking apologizingly.

Alexandra coughed while slowly gasping air. Her lung felt suffocated. Her last brave strength to retort was covered by trembles. She looked away from him, she was dead-frightened.

Her body was shaking and tears fell from her eyes. She didn't hear his apology and muttered, "Please...don't...stop...help me... Shamus..."

Shamus?

He heard her small mumbled. 'Is that the name of her man? Shamus?'

He evilly grinned and let go of his hand from his hold. He stood up, pulled her long hair and whispered to her ears, "On second thought, I take back my apology. You should deserve better than this!"

"Ahhh!" A crack voice came out from her mouth. He lifted her body and threw it on the bed. He ripped her clothes with force, stripping her underwear and threw it on the floor. He grabbed her ankles and reached his fingers to shove it into her flower cave beneath the lower body. "No!! Ahh!"

He didn't stay for too long as he unbuckled his belt and penetrated his hard rod into her in one go! She didn't prepare for this sudden assault. Her inside was still dry and made her frowned how painful it was when he pierced it.

She disputed him, "Let go of me! Let go of me!"

Paa!

He slapped her until her eyes turn to blurry. He grabbed her chin and shoved his tongue inside, prying to every corner of her mouth. He gritted her breast with his broad chest, feeling on her softness which started to erect lewdly. He pushed his hips back and forth with his vigor energy.

She muffled and small moaned let out from her mouth. He let go of her sweet lips and laughingly said, "I really like your reaction."

He traced her neck to her ears with his lips and groped her breasts, kneading it roughly. "Ahh...hah...hah...Ah!" All of her senses turn to pleasure and as if a passionate fire were inside her body. Her abdomen was penetrated by his rock rod, over and over again. She couldn't breathe and hot sweats layered both on their skin.

He slammed down his rod and lifted her legs onto his shoulder. He thrust it from above to give more pressure. She jolted and piercing shriek came from her mouth.

He leaned his face on her two cute mountain while using his teeth to bit her red peak. "Ahh!" bumping onto his firm chest, she let out groaned. Her body kept moving up and down. He pushed her lower, not giving her a chance to escape. Her honey juice kept flowing madly and made her mattress soaked from it.

He grunted when she suddenly scratched his back with her nails. It deeply pierced him until leaving red marks. He chuckled from her cuteness.

Suddenly a knock was heard from outside.

"Laura? Are you home? My husband is still in the station so I just get back for short and bring you food. I just got a call by Daiki, he said he will be leaving for a few days. Is it true? Hello? Laura? Are you sleeping?"

Stevan leaned to her face and curved his lips slightly. Without telling his words, she understood his meaning smile. She glanced at his menacing gaze and shivered from it. Jittery, she let out a hoarse voice. "I'm home, Nancy. Thank you for the food... I'll be eating it later. Prof. Matsushima will be back on Thursday or Friday. It depends on... his unfinished matter, Ugh!"

"Laura? Are you okay?"

Gasping she replied, "Hahh...ha...yes, I mean...no. Nancy, can you buy me medicine when you get back from the station? I think... I have a fever."

"Eh? Fever? Is it serious? Do you need me to help you inside?"

"N-No!! I mean, later. I have no strength, I want to sleep for a while. Can you just buy the medicine for me?" She huffed from holding her moans.

Nancy was worried and she answered her fast, "Alright! Wait for me! I'll buy your medicine right away!"

After Nancy gone from her front door, an alarm ringtone came from his phone inside his jacket which he threw on the tiles. He ignored the remind call as he pushed her buttock, holding her waist, thrusting deeper and release the white seed into her flower cave. "Ahhh!" She screamed while he was groaning how deliciously Laura's body tastes like.

He pulled out his rod and dressed himself up. Wearing his military shirt and black jacket.

He kissed her tear stain face and her half-open mouth. He mumbled beside her ears so she could hear it, "I love you, Laura. I really do. Sadly, I can't have your heart no matter how much I tried or asked you to open it. So, I will have your body instead to pleasure me. I want to ravish you again, one is not enough for me." Sighing, he reluctantly said, "But I have to go now. I will wait for you in Japan, my love."

He felt dead. Dead. Han or Shamus? Han or Shamus? Shamus...Han? Or did she just bluffing at him? The one she truly loved was Han, wasn't it?! How could she lie to him?

He watched her since they were little and he was the closest person by her side. He knew everything about her feelings to Han. She always talked about Han. Every minute and every hour. How could she forget about him easily?

Han-Han-Han-Han-Han-Han-Han-Han-Han-Han-Han-Han-Han-Han-Han-Han-Han-Han!!!!!

'Fu*k you Han!! Damn you!!!'

Did she think he'll believe her lie, so she could make him give up on her? He scoffed from the thoughts.

He had enough with this bullsh*t. He murmured, "Let just get over with it." His eyes turn to sharp while his body radiating dangerous aura. He felt tired, he felt he just want to break this woman neck any moment.

He didn't know since when he felt his emotion became unstable. Did it start when he ask Oda to kidnap her back then? Her personality changed. She wasn't like the Laura he knew. She became more docile and it triggered him more to tease her.

She didn't treat him like a side dish or trash anymore. He felt courage maybe she could change her heart to like him instead, yet her reaction was unexpected from his wish. She hated his actions. Even though Stevan looked disappointed, he felt an excitement on his heart.

Her moans, her teary eyes, and her delicate skin. He loved all of it!

If Alexandra could read his thoughts now, she probably would shout how foolish of him. Didn't he realize? From his own action, he killed the person he loved the most?

He pecked her one more time and went outside the house. Leaving her laying on the bed without words and movement. Her body screaming for help, she couldn't do anything with it. Sore and ached on her lower abdomen. She groaned one more time, sobbing as her feeling was in chaos.

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Two days later.

Prof. Matsushima came back from his short trip. He searched for Alexandra but she wasn't at home. She also wasn't at the university. Nancy told him, she disappeared after she came back picking up her husband from the station.

Nancy called the police and they told her that she went by train to the countryside. They checked the CCTV and looked at her lonely figure, she left from the train station at 18:00 PM two days ago. When Prof. Matsushima heard that, he quickly booked the train ticket and went to her destination.

When he arrived in a small town with a vast yellow field, he asked the people near if they saw half-Asia woman, brown hair, and gray eyes, coming to this small town. They were stunned when a sudden ir*nman asked them. They all shook their heads, telling him they didn't know about her. He felt helpless.

Fortunately, one of the kind ladies he asked said she saw Alexandra. She told him, Alexandra was staying at the pub near the hill. He asked her, why she knew it was 'Laura' that he looking for? She merely said, the woman matched his description and she also accidentally overheard Laura's Japanese self-talk.

Nodding to her obvious reason, he said thank you to her. Prof. Matsushima followed her instructions to the hill. He sprinted while gasped a white breath.

The air felt cold when it touched his face. He thought, soon the season will change to winter. He looked at his surroundings, pine trees and the hills, which were not so far from his spot. He followed the wooden plat pointer and arrived at the pub with confusion.

There were no people there. 'Is it closed?' He asked himself.

He walked over the wooden building and strode his legs to the back yard. Stunned, he saw Alexandra was playing on the scritching seesaw. 'Alone?' He asked wonderingly. She wore a white coat and chocolate scarf. It made her face turned rounded.

He took a step forward and suddenly she lifted her head. She stopped playing and faced him. Shocked was shown to her face. "You are asking how can I find you? It was easy. Police." He answered from her conspicuous question face.

She didn't say a word and diverted her gaze from him. He came closer and bent down beside her. He looked at her as she still sat on the seesaw. "Where's the woman who said she will never run from her responsibility? Now, what on earth are you doing?"

She stiffened from his words. She bit her lower lip until blood came out from her lips. He reached his fingers to stop her action. "Don't." He brushed her dried lips slightly and lifted her face. She looked at his subtle gaze.

She choked from her uncontrolled rain which fell from her very own eyes. She wailed as she clutched his coat. She buried her head to his shoulder. "Hiks...uwu...hah...hiks..."

She held him tightly as he stroked gently to her back. He didn't know what was wrong with her. But he knew there must be something happened to her. For now, he would keep quiet and let her cry until she felt satisfied.

He, of course, noticed that her aura turned to a deep gray color.