38 I Felt That You Are

(Alexandra's POV)

I woke up again in this unfamiliar house, but a few days already passed and I used to it. I looked at my face reflected in the mirror. Dark brown hair, pointed nose, and gray eyes. Even though Laura Makoto is half Japanese her gene mostly got from her father. He was half German. Hah...how could I, Alexandra the maid of queen Gerald Kingdom get reincarnated to this girl?

I let out a sighed, I missed my family, my sister, my brother and my love. How could I leave them? How could..how could they didn't help me? They just ignored me. No, I brought this misfortune myself! I brought this misfortune to them. But, the queen was innocent! How can I blame her?!

I held my head and started to cry. I didn't know what I supposed to do anymore. Was this real? I was dead and now I came here?

...

Later I live just like the old host's memories told me, Laura's hobbies and habits. Except for her bad habits that constant to flirt with an unknown man. I will never do that!

I kept my face as natural as possible in front of this family, her friends and her childhood friends, Han and Stevan.

That time at the hospital, I felt that Han knew everything about me. I didn't know why, but his eyes and his tone asking, I felt that he doubt me as I am the real Laura. Couldn't blame him, he was right, I am not Laura. But I answered as natural as possible. He didn't notice, did he?

One more troublesome man was Stevan. In fact, according to the old memories, Stevan once or twice asked her out when she was in high school and university. Laura rejected him, but they still maintain their friendship. But I think Stevan still in love with Laura. It was obvious from his action, how he cares about Laura and how attentive he was to her. I mean me. I coughed a little, it was slightly embarrassing. When he hugged me I felt my face burn. I have never been held before, even with my fiancee. Because in the Gerald Kingdom, attitude and manner was everything. Oh, God.

Last Friday I got invited by Han to his wedding. Stevan asked me to attend together and I could only nod. When I looked at the ceremony. It was really close how they do the ceremony from the Gerald Kingdom and this country called Japan, but the different thing was they didn't drink liquor or sake they said.

Han was handsome, not gonna lie and the bride was beautiful. No insanely beautiful, she was like an angel or should I say goddess. I felt like she was not from this world. In fact when the bride came and walked to Han. The hall suddenly got calm and comfortable, It made me wanted to relax and just sit drinking tea. Yes, I could smell flowers fragrance. I didn't know why, but I think it's because of her.

Since the ceremony started, Han never takes off his eyes from the bride. Yes, yes she was indeed beautiful. But, please could you focus on the ceremony?

The ceremony was over and after the ceremony, banquet being held. I chatted quite a while with Stevan, maintaining my natural face and spoke.

"Why I felt that you..."

I broke a sweat, I said to Stevan, "What is it?"

"You..."

"..."

"Became polite and gentle? You never wanted to accompany me, you always hovering around Han. In fact, I was really surprised that you agree to come with me. I thought you will not come. Because you know, you...like him didn't you?"

"Ha...hahaha..it was in the past. But now I as a friend really glad for him to get married. And polite and gentle? I always have them! But I think you just never notice, huh?"

"No...no I was"

"Hmph, let just go to Han and his new wife."

'Ughhh...that was close, he didn't notice my nervousness, did he?'

I went to Han's table with Stevan, urging him to introduce his new wife. I looked at the new wife name Sarah. She was indeed pretty and smells good. But, why she glared at me? Why her tone when speaking at me like declaring that you should not touch this man. 'This man' was Han. I just let out small laughed and ignored her.

When I sat on the chair, waiting for Stevan to get a new drink suddenly I heard a glass crash. The next moment the new bride collapsed and blood coming from her mouth.

The situation was chaotic and the military's soldier came with police crime investigation. It was because of Han of course. He was a young general.

I was still shocked, the event just became like that. I thought this day will be happy for him and calm day for guest like us. But disaster came just like a hurricane and the next step we just got blown away. The thing that I was shocked was not only that, it was Han calling his new wife, Tereza not Sarah.

Nobody noticed or it just me, thought like that.

I heard the news of Han's wife Sarah. She was in an accident, fell from a cliff and had gone missing. People said that she died, got eaten by the wild beast. But later four months later, she survived. People still wondering how could she survived, until nobody knows, even the reporters still lurking and asking.

But was this coincidence? When the queen died, fell from a cliff, it was the same time that Sarah was falling from a cliff as well. Was it possible that her majesty also got reincarnated too? No, no, No way.

It was...possible. Han also called her Tereza. The queen's name was Tereza van Fleur. It was may be possible, but no way, right? I think it just my feeling.

Right now, the only thing that I have to do is to ask her directly. 'I don't care if she starts to say that I'm crazy. If it's true, who knows? I will meet her majesty again! But what should I say when it's true?'

I let out a sighed. I will think about it later. Right now my mission was to get closer to Sarah and maybe I will get clues to strength my doubt.

Her Majesty, please wait for me.