Zizheng's reply was unexpectedly swift, and it was only the next day that I
saw him in the old place.\nThe clearness in those amber eyes taught me to be ashamed and sad.\nIn the past few days, Jiang Zhuo's imprisonment on me has been useless, and
the two guards named Protective Surveillance have also relaxed their vigilance
and taught me to send me far away.\n"Zizheng, what can you do to send me out of the palace?" Blocking the gap in
the rockery, covering his thin body, I stared at the eyes that seemed to see
everything through, and asked in a low voice.\nTo be honest, to come to him for help is with the mentality of being a dead
horse doctor.\nActually, I didn't have much hope. This child is already very difficult in the
palace, and it is difficult to protect himself. How can he be able to send me
out of the palace under the eyes of many guards?\nI came to him, maybe more just to find someone to talk to.\nUnexpectedly, he looked at me earnestly and vowed to promise: "I know a secret
road that can lead to the outside of the palace, and it's unknowingly."\n"Really?" I still feel unreliable, "Do you need to take any risks?"\n"Don't worry about this. I just show the way for your Highness. In the end, I
still have to rely on you." He smiled and leaned close to my ear and said,
"There is a low hole in the westernmost corner of the palace, which is low-
level. The palace attendant bought the guard, and secretly pierced it without
telling him, he could only admit those young and petite people in and out.
Every month, there are playful boys sneaking out to play in the name of
buying. Honor enough money and come back on time. The guard there will turn
one eye and close another, and will not investigate it strictly."\n"But how is this king going to get out?" Looking down at himself, she is much
slender and petite than the ordinary girl in Dawu. It's not a problem to want
to come to the short hole, but the problem lies in the wall of the west. It is
the most remote place in the palace, thousands of miles away from the Chaolu
Temple where I live now. How can I avoid the heavy guards and go there without
disturbing Jiang Zhuo?\nAnd I am not a playful palace attendant after all, so how can the guard who
guard the door let me go?\nUnexpectedly, this problem that has troubled me for a long time will soon be
solved-the opportunity to solve this problem will be handed over to me by
Jiang Zhuo himself.\nI still remember that Jiang Zhuo came to find me that day. At that time, I was
struggling with my decision to leave the palace, and thinking about the way of
leaving. For a while, I didn't know how to face her.\nShe didn't seem to notice anything, and as soon as she sat down, she spoke
with interest: "Jian Xin, a letter from Baiyungu, Wei Shu, he heard about our
marriage news, and he is about to set off to participate in person-I know you
have a lot with him. Misunderstanding, at that time, I will introduce you to
meet again."\n"Wei Shu? Come in person?" I nodded, but I sneered at Jiang Zhuo's idea of
"making us live together in peace".\n"Not bad." She stroked the teacup, smiling at the corner of her mouth, as if
thinking of something memorable. "Wei Shu is my Aunt Yun's child and my
brother. He grew up watching me, just like my relatives. same."\n——Wei Shu in her mouth is not the poisonous fairy who healed me?\nAt that time, I was surprised that I had never met him before, so why he was
so hostile to me? Is it just because of my identity? And he paid special
attention to Jiang Zhuo's unusual importance.\nThinking about it now, he looked at Jiang Zhuo's gaze. Where is the older
brother looking at his younger sister?\nIt's clearly the look in the eyes of the beloved-how familiar those eyes are,
I seem to see my own shadow in him.\nAt that time, didn't I follow her back with such eager eyes?\nI don’t believe that someone who would look at her with such affectionate eyes
could easily accept the news that his sweetheart had married others in such a
short period of time, not to mention that the other half who robbed her of
love is still a notorious one. ……woman.\nSince Jiang Zhuo could talk in front of me without hesitation that Wei Shu
would come to Guanlan to see her in person, then it is conceivable that the
other party should also be the insider of her turn of events.\nIn this case, if the other party really loves her and considers her, it is
impossible to agree to this absurd wedding.\nThinking of this, I glanced at Jiang Zhuo silently, trying to remind her that
she need not be so optimistic, but she couldn’t say what she said, as if she
could vaguely catch a touch of melancholy and uneasy from the bottom of her
eyes, and I don’t know if it’s because of me. .\nMaybe she didn't necessarily understand this, but she didn't want to face it,
and she still deceived herself to avoid this possibility... But if it was so,
it would inevitably make people feel distressed.\nHow many people really blessed this wedding that she insisted on doing her own
way?\nEven as another client, I did not accept it willingly.\nIn the dead of night, when alone, would she feel helpless and lonely?\nI don't know, and I don't want to think about it, because even the slightest
bit of softness will hinder my departure.\n"Jian Xin, have you tried the happy clothes I sent? The size is what I told
the embroiderer. Doesn't it fit?" The expectation in her eyes taught me to
turn my head away, feeling a little guilty in my heart— —Why don’t I
understand what she meant?\nBut the corner of that piece of happy clothes has been cut off by me and used
it as a token, and it is tied to the rockery. If I teach her to find out the
clues at this time, all previous efforts will be lost.\nIf Zizheng is tired because of this, then I can't forgive myself anyway.\n"Surprises are always reserved for the last, don't they?" I looked at her
calmly, and I smiled.\nShe replied with a slightly shy and joyful smile. The smile was rare and
gentle, and joyful from the heart, but it taught me that my eyes were sore,
and I almost couldn't help crying.\nOnce upon a time, how could I tell a lie against my heart without changing
face?\nIs it her or me?\nOr, the two of us are no longer each other.\nA few days passed by, and I have been quietly preparing.\nAs an excuse to walk through the western palace wall mentioned by Zizheng, I
estimated my pace. It takes at least half an hour to walk from the Chaolu Hall
to this wall. The more you go, the more you go. It is remote, and few palace
people pass by, so there is no need to worry about leaks.\nI rummaged through the cabinet and found no cash or banknotes, only some gold
and silver ornaments. I picked some that were easy to carry without the royal
mark, and packed them into a small package together with a few changed
clothes, and secretly hid them under the bed.\nJust two days before Jiang Zhuo's scheduled marriage date, the team from
Baiyun Valley entered Guanlan City in a mighty manner.\nI said that I was unwell, and didn't follow Jiang Zhuo to greet me. She didn't
have any doubts, just instructed the palace attendant and the royal doctor to
take good care of me, so she took someone there alone.\nBefore she left, she half-kneeled on the side of my bed and gently stroked my
hair. Her eyes were mixed with worries and complicated complexities. She was
shrouded in that light, and my heart was struck by lightning, fiercely. The
ground trembled, and I couldn't help but want to leave her behind... In the
end, I still didn't say anything, just took her hand, kissed her fingertips
gently, and nodded obediently when she asked softly.\nWhen she turned around, I closed my eyes abruptly, for fear that my tears
would leak the unspoken weakness and pain.\n"Goodbye, Jiang Zhuo," forbeared in every possible way, but there was still a
tear that betrayed my reason, and quietly slipped down the corner of my eyes-I
did not raise my hand to wipe it, but let it burn my cheeks and seep into the
pillow towel until it disappeared, just like My feelings with her had withered
before it bloomed. "... Never see again."\nI waited silently for half an hour on the bed, and made sure that Jiang Zhuo
had left the palace. I immediately got out of the bed and forced the teapot on
the table to the ground.\nThe crisp sound of the broken porcelain made the guard outside the door knock
on the door nervously, and asked anxiously: "Your Highness? Your Highness?"\nSeeing that I didn't answer, I pushed the door and walked in, just in time to
see my figure lying on the ground pretending to be unwell. One of them ran out
immediately. It should be to look for a royal doctor.\nI clutched my chest, and whispered to the remaining guard: "You, go find your
majesty, just say...just say this king wants to see her."\n"But..." She looked at me hesitantly, wondering if she should do it.\nWorrying that the guard who was led away would come back soon, I had to
straighten my face and shouted in a cold voice: "Go! This king...cough
cough..."\nShe was so anxious that she choked and coughed, but taught her to stop
hesitating and rushed out immediately.\nSeeing that this awkward adjustment of the tiger from the mountain had its
effect, I hurriedly pulled out the prepared package from the bottom of the bed
and hurried out against the corner.\nAccording to the position and time that I have learned from the previous
diaries, he avoided the fixed-point guards and patrolling posts, and came to
the rockery agreed with Zizheng. From a distance, I saw him spinning back and
forth in the same place. His little face was gloomy and he was seeing me. At
that moment, his expression changed abruptly, and his expression of crying but
not laughing seemed a bit weird.\nI was in a hurry at that time, I didn't care, I just ran to him quickly,
panting and asking, "Is it still too late?"\nHe nodded, and handed me a set of palace attendant's clothes.\nHe changed his clothes hurriedly, dressed as an inconspicuous little palace
attendant, and followed him all the way to the Western Wall.\nNot long after leaving the rockery, I heard the noise coming from the
direction of Chaolu Temple, as if several guards had received orders and
rushed towards there.\nRealizing that my escape might have been discovered, and before too many
people were disturbed, the entire palace was under martial law, and I had to
get out as soon as possible-otherwise, there would be no chance again.\nHurry up, and finally came to the short cave that Zizheng said. There was no
one around, and even the guards who had been guarding the autumn wind nearby
disappeared. It was a golden opportunity.\nZizheng pulled away the cover and crawled out of the short hole first, greeted
me as soon as possible.\nThrowing the package to him, I once again looked back at the location of
Chaolu Temple, slowly exhaled a suffocating breath, said goodbye to Jiang Zhuo
from the bottom of my heart, and bent down and crawled out.\nHowever, I never expected that when most of my body came outside the wall,
thinking that I was about to escape to the sky, what was greeted was a heavy
blow.\nThe moment before my consciousness was submerged in darkness, Zizheng's almost
distorted smile reflected in his eyes-the wooden stick in his hand was the
weapon that hit me.\n……why?\nI wanted to ask him in person, but suddenly fainted.
