Chapter 480

"I don't know what else I can expect. I can't avenge my mother. I can kill him with a knife, but I finally deviated from the direction. I know I can't do that."

"As a person like me, I look forward to and after everything I do, indecisive and wrong in everything I do. Maybe I should be locked up here for a good reflection."

Liu zhoudu can't find the direction of his life. He has no family affection now. He did that kind of thing to his father. He doesn't want to apologize or ask for forgiveness.

And he could not tell his mother that he had avenged his mother.

The woman he loves most already has a man he loves deeply. He doesn't even have the qualification to get close. Maybe he should have died in that car accident. He doesn't have to wake up and face so many troubles.

"Zhoudu, you used to like painting and garden planting. You said before that your dream is to make shocking works, movies, documentaries or animation. Have you forgotten your dream?"

"Even if your father and mother live well, they can't accompany you all your life. You may meet the woman you love deeply in the future. Maybe you will establish a family. In the future, you will have your own beloved daughters and sons. You may also be able to shoot shocking works. Why do you limit yourself here? Is that all you have in your life ？”

"You used to be a man with many dreams. Did you forget your past? At that time, you were a man full of hope."

Liu zhoudu didn't reply. Those past dreams can't make any waves in his heart now.

Chu Mingyue didn't know what to say to cheer him up.

"Zhoudu, you should understand my life. I grew up with my grandmother. My father ignored my existence and I didn't have a mother. I grew up in this environment. When I grew up, my grandmother was seriously ill, and my father didn't even give me life-saving money."

"For this reason, I met your mother. That happened, and I didn't let my grandmother survive. I even gave birth to three children and became a single mother for no reason. Do you know how hard it is to be a single mother? How difficult it is to raise three children?"

"But I have survived. Every step of life may be very difficult. I don't know what it will be like with Gu QingHan in the future, but no matter what the result, I have to live strong, take care of the children, continue my dream career and continue to write and read happy works. I won't end my life easily."

"Liu zhoudu, I hope you remember the young man full of dreams in the past, instead of abandoning yourself like now. I hope you don't let me look down on you."

After saying this, Chu Mingyue directly stood up and walked out.

With these words, she has done her utmost. Whether she can figure it out depends on Liu zhoudu himself.

Gu QingHan has been waiting outside. When he saw the moon coming out, he held Chu Mingyue's hand.

Chu Mingyue smiled at Gu QingHan, and then stretched out her hand to hold Gu QingHan.

"Thank you for accompanying me here today. It's cold. Sometimes I'm really capricious. It's my first love with Liu Zhou, but I asked you to bring me here."

Chu Mingyue's attachment is so clear that Gu QingHan can't help holding the arms tighter. There is still a little pride in his voice.