Chapter 1916

After a full meal, it is actually a very pleasant thing to continue to sit down, drink tea and chat for a while. Especially in today's situation, it can be called a "luxury".

However, it must be said that the more in this severe period when no one knows what tomorrow will be, the easier it will be for people to treat each other unconsciously in a rare leisure atmosphere.

Now, after persuading Sarah who wanted to leave her seat after dinner, Luna began to talk about some small things she had experienced at Hogwarts.

The past events she mentioned were not necessarily ups and downs, and even sounded a little dull to others.

But the people sitting around at the moment, either had been experienced, or just like the gofein sisters, simply did not seriously go to magic school at all. In the face of too much heaviness and depression recently, these dull topics Luna talked about have become more and more attractive.

"... Oh! Sarah, I remember Professor Snape got a Bogot in the first grade class and tossed it for almost a semester once a week. In fact, we had similar classes in the third grade... Guess what that Bogot became when he saw me?"

"What?" Sarah asked absently.

"It's mistletoe!" Luna opened her arms and rowed a big circle in front of her. "That's -- such a big pile of mistletoe! It didn't tell me, but I know there must be many, many hooks in it!"

"... what?"

Sarah couldn't help but be a little stunned, and then she repeated inexplicably.

"Hook!" Luna bent her finger. "A black parasite with three eyes and thousands of teeth!"

As she said this, she suddenly shrugged and said:

"Well, actually, I haven't really seen it. My father told me... Oh, by the way! Sarah, I actually want to ask, what did your Bogot become at that time?"

Seeing that Luna turned back and asked about Bogart, Sarah couldn't help being reminded of some memories.

I remember when she entered Hogwarts almost entirely to get close to Maka. Therefore, at that time, although she did study hard in order not to expose her true identity, she didn't care much about the time in class because most of the contents of grade 1 only needed self-study.

However, even so, she still remembers Snape's first Bogart course.

After more or less recollection, Sarah didn't want to fool the past. She went straight to the sidewalk:

"It becomes me - another me."

"Another you?" Luna pursued with interest. "Why? What you fear most is yourself?"

"Yes, I'm afraid of myself," Sarah said frankly, "because you think, wouldn't you be afraid if a sample of 'monsters' that shouldn't appear in the world suddenly appeared in front of you?"

At this point, she shook her head again.

"Unfortunately, the Bogart didn't know at that time. What he saw was not my fear - it was just that I kept telling myself that I should feel 'fear' about myself. Even at that time, I didn't even know what fear was."

"What do you mean?" Hannah, sitting opposite, couldn't help asking in a confused way.

"In other words, I have proved that Bogart can actually be deceived," Sarah smiled. "If I deceive myself into something, Bogart will also be deceived... But in fact, it was not long ago that I could really understand what laughter, sadness, fear and other emotions felt."

Finally, she took the tea Luna poured her, took a sip and said:

"In fact, I am not a 'person'."

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Sarah can be a "person" who is very good at disguise.

Since she gradually integrated into human society, except for the owners and a few people of the hornheim family, the vast majority of others just treated her as a little girl.

In order to hide her true identity in front of people, she even made herself remember the reasonable expressions and actions she should show in all cases without understanding human emotions.

However, Sarah can also be a very honest "person".

Especially now, when she finally made up for the defects in the soul level to a great extent with the help of Maka and really had emotions, she rarely used the camouflage skills she had learned with a lot of effort.

After all, for her, real emotions are hard won "treasures". Since she finally has them, why hide them again?

After saying "I'm not human", Sarah seemed to be interested in chatting, and suddenly began to talk about her long past with everyone present.

She looked sad when she mentioned Phillips; She could not help giggling when talking about the interesting stories of hornheim's generations; When she finally talked about Maka's help to herself, she showed a look of gratitude and joy.

It's actually a pleasure to talk frankly with others - at least Sarah feels more relaxed as she talks.

However, Sarah's story is obviously not so happy... It can even be said to be very sad and painful. As we listened, we couldn't help being touched by her feelings one after another, and everyone was silent in secret.

A moment later, Sarah's narration and emotion finally came to an end, and Ursula couldn't help saying:

"I thought my life was terrible enough, but... Miss hornheim, I really can't imagine what it would be like to live without emotion for hundreds of years."

"Well," Sarah shook her head, "in fact, there is no special feeling - it's like that although natural blind people often envy normal people with vision, they don't understand the state that their eyes can really see things, so... You know, they won't have a real goal to envy."

Just then, she suddenly looked at Ursula again and said:

"Now, therefore, I feel that it may be more frightening and sad to be in your situation, Miss Geoffrey -"

"Because I once had it, I will understand the horror of 'losing'." Luna whispered thoughtfully.