Chapter 1514

"Why not?" She's like a candy boy. "I want you to be happy, too."

“…… It's good for me It's a lie. He's not good at all.

"But I'm not good." Shang Shiyu's body was close to him.

He held her buttocks in his hands and looked at her so lovely and bold in pain that he could not drag her into the dark abyss. If he is a little selfish, he can only have a brief love and happiness, regardless of whether she will be good or strong after he dies.

But she is the child he loves most.

"Merchant, I can't want you." This is the most important first time in your life. You should give her to your future husband, not me. I'm not responsible for you, do you understand? "

This sentence says, own heart, be like by oneself live lingchi ten thousand knife.

In recent years, he could not help thinking about what kind of life she would live in the future and what kind of man she would marry after his death. Often think of this, because too painful, and midway end. Today, when I talked about it, I realized how much pain this topic had caused him.

"I don't need you! I'm not a child. I can give it to anyone I want. I don't have to be responsible for it. " Shang Shiyu also shed tears again because of his words.

Don didn't take a deep breath. "I think we should all calm down."

Shang Shiyu hugged him and pressed his chin on his shoulder, "I won't hold you responsible Tang Wei, I'm not the first time! "

This word falls, Tang Wei's body mercilessly shakes.

It still hurts.

The pain of gouging out the heart.

Who did she give it to?

She continued to lie: "it's true that I love you, but I also have desires. What's more, when I'm drunk, I always mess around... "

He was very angry, and his whole body was tense. Every word was bitten out from his lips, "drunken promiscuity? One night stand

"Yes."

"You shouldn't abuse yourself so much!" His eyes were red and filled with extreme pain and hatred. He hated himself.

His business, belonging to her for such an important first time, should not be so abused.

Great pain and frustration, surging to Tang Wei, there is no place to vent, can only bite her lip.

He didn't know whether he was retaliating against himself or her. He took her more forcefully with his long finger. No matter how much she begged for mercy, he would not let her go.

Tang didn't really want her in the end. He could not be held responsible for her. It had nothing to do with whether she was the first time or not, only to do with his impending death.

In the Shang Dynasty, the rain was high in his fingertips, but the more so, the emptiness in his heart became bigger and bigger. He did not want himself, even if he had reached the point of unbearable patience, even if she said that she did not need him to be responsible, even if she had prepared a pregnancy avoidance device for him, he still did not want it.

Is he defending himself for Yunling?

This possibility, almost tore her tenacious soul.

"Have you done it with Yunling?" She reluctantly asked, "your first time, to her?"

Tang Wei was in a state of confusion and didn't answer her question. He just said, "I'll take you to take a bath."

"Why don't you answer me?"

Tang didn't take her out of the room and into the bathtub of the public bathroom. Then he said to her, "business, there is no second time for today's business. And... "

Speaking of this, he pauses and looks into her eyes. "My first time, no matter who it is, it won't be you. Do you understand? "

When the rain was in business, she shrank in pain. She didn't ask any more. She just huddled in the bathtub, hugged herself and turned around with her back to him.

He could see clearly that she was twitching.

Tang Wei stood there, stiff for a while, finally, turned around, took the bathroom door and went out. Every step was as heavy as lead.

His coat was casually left on the sofa. The box of condom that Yu Sheng gave him fell on the carpet. He laughed bitterly at himself, picked it up and threw it into the garbage can. I went back to my room and took a cold shower in spite of my bad health.

Otherwise, he won't die here because of cancer tonight. Instead, he will be burned in a bath fire.

he came out of the cold bath and took the pills again. She hasn't come out of the bathroom yet.

Tang Wei was afraid that she really had something wrong. When he rushed into the bathroom, he saw that she was sleeping in the jacuzzi. His heart was tight and he was relieved.

Fortunately, the water in the bathtub is constant temperature, so as not to freeze her.

He took a large bath towel, spread it on his legs, took her out of the bathtub and wrapped her in it. Fingers, inadvertently touched her silky delicate skin, fingertips are still trembling. It's hot all over.

At the thought that she was really so willful to give the first confused account, it was like a knife in my heart. There is a kind of anger, to teach her a good lesson.——————

This night.

In business, the rain fell asleep.

The next day.

When I woke up, it was already light outside. She only felt a splitting headache. Pressing the eyebrows and opening eyes, I was in a trance. For a moment, I didn't know where I was.

However, very soon, the passion of the picture last night, like the film constantly burst into her mind.

She remembered what she and Tang Wei had done, and she also remembered that she begged to be happy with him. However, she also remembered that he not only did not want himself, but also mercilessly told her that his first time would never belong to her.

Heartache, stirring the heart.

She sat half up with her body propped up to find herself sleeping in his bedroom. However, the position around is empty, and there is no trace of anyone lying down.

Last night, he didn't sleep by his side.

Has Yunling ever slept in this bed? Or did they sleep together?

Thinking of this, Shang Shi Yu turned pale. Even if the body no longer uncomfortable, but also a moment to lie down, lift the quilt, can't bear to jump out of bed.

When Tang Wei opened the door and came in, he saw her running away in such a hurry, as if there were some bacteria on the bed sheet.

He asked, "why, there are insects on the bed?"

"No Shang Shi Yu looked at him, lowered his eyes and murmured, "but it's dirty."

Her voice was very low, but he heard it. He was not unhappy at all, but patiently explained to her: "this is the new sterilized bed sheet for hourly work this week. You should be the first to sleep. It should not be dirty."

After all, he's been in the hospital this week.

He was still so gentle and calm, as if nothing had happened between them last night, as if he had never said those unkind words to her last night.

More calm, more calm, more ruthless, she is not his opponent.

Never forget, it's always her.

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