Chapter 584

Hou Qingqing bought instant noodles, sausages, mutton and beef for a month. She can stay at home for a month without starving.

"What's the matter? Is that Nangong Yi? " Lu man knew that she had something to do with Nangong Yi.

"Well."

"What's the matter?"

"My relationship with him is over."

Lu man wants to say that the end is good. It should have been over between them long ago. But she is so miserable that she can't say it. No matter how bad the relationship is, the party concerned cherishes it. That's the best. The end is so painful for Qingqing. She can't say it well.

"Long time, I'll tell you! He's such a changeable person who wants to say goodbye. He even took me to a western restaurant, a candlelight dinner and a violin performance, which made me think he was proposing! What a shame When Hou Qingqing talked about that night, she was so shy that she wanted to jump off a building. It was impossible for him to marry her. What was she thinking at that time! I think he wants to propose to her!

Although she said so funny, tone so relaxed, Lu man is still distressed, "why didn't you tell me earlier?"

"It's no use saying that! No matter how good our relationship is, you can't do it for us. " Hou Qingqing said with a smile, the pain is a broken heart, in addition to her, no one can help her bear.

"I can be by your side!" At the thought that she was alone when she was most sad, Lu man was distressed.

"It's not that you don't know me. I like to stay on my own when something goes wrong." Hou Qingqing has always been like this, others like to have friends to accompany, but she does not like, she just want to be alone, forget the day and night, forget the whole world.

"You..." Luman didn't know what to say about her.

"Long time, do you know why he suddenly ended his relationship with me?"

"Why?"

"He said that he was old and he wanted to get married. He was tired of changing women every day. He wanted to find a woman and live with her all his life. He wanted to live a pure life..." Hou Qingqing said smile, is very bitter smile.

"Long time, you know I love fantasy, although I see the world very thoroughly, although I try to see the relationship between us very light, and have been ready to lose him, but I often can't help thinking that one day he will be tired of such a life, no longer like to keep changing women's days, want to keep a person for a lifetime, think of his sudden hair Now, he loves me. He thinks that the more playful a person is, the deeper and more true he will be when he loves him. Once he is determined that he will live a lifetime, he will not cheat, and he will not be so happy... "

"Qingqing..."

"The day I thought came, it really did! He is such a playful person, such a person who used to think it's terrible to guard a woman's life, but he suddenly wants to hold a hand with a man and grow old with him! Such an incredible thing happened! He did what I wanted, as I thought, but It's not me that he falls in love with But I didn't guess the ending of Zixia's words The desolation of this sentence, Hou Qingqing is thoroughly and deeply felt.

"Qingqing, although I don't think so, I still want to say that it's good and correct for you to separate from him. You should have separated from him long ago! You are very good, you are excellent, you can get a person who loves you very much, you should not waste your youth on him any more Lu man still can't help saying.

"No matter how good, no matter who loves me, it's not what I want. It's useless." Hou Qingqing said with a bitter smile.

Lu man felt sad for a while. "Qingqing, don't think so. You are so pessimistic. No one can say for sure about the future. At the beginning, Mu Yunhai married Wang Yunxi. At that time, I felt like the sky had fallen down. I thought I couldn't live. But what happened later? And now? What is mu Yunhai? What is it? No matter how painful the pain is, it's gone. Up to now, there's no trace left. Believe me, no matter how unacceptable it is, it will pass. No matter how hard it is today, it will become a indifferent tomorrow and the day after tomorrow when I can't remember what it feels like! "

There is no obstacle in life! As long as you live forever, the future is possible!

"I know." Hou Qingqing understands this truth, but the pain at this stage is unavoidable.

I told her long before that love can't be played or tried. She didn't believe it. She felt that even if she liked nangongyi any more, she was sure that she would be able to leave when she left. But

The fact is really more cruel than imagined, too much!

She didn't feel the tears came out. She woke up every time. She didn't know what was wrong with her. She was ready to leave at any time. She didn't put in such deep feelings. How could she still be like this in the end? Like those women, lovelorn is like death!

It shouldn't be, she shouldn't be!

But she can let go of everything. She has a strong heart!

"I'll come to you!" Lu man doesn't trust her."Don't come here. I won't open the door if you come here. I just want to be alone now." Hou Qingqing said that she really doesn't want to see anyone now.

"Qingqing...!" Lu man cried helplessly.

"Long, don't you know me? Don't come here, don't worry, I won't do anything stupid, I'm super invincible Hou Qingqing! I'm a cockroach that can't be killed. I'll stand up like no one else. Believe me, everything is fine! " Hou Qingqing will never do stupid things!

"Well." She doesn't want to go so much. Lu man knows that it's useless to go. He can only do heartache.

After hanging up the phone, Hou Qingqing was not in the mood to code, so he lay down on the sofa, hungry, and didn't want to eat.

Although she is a writer of romantic novels, before that, she did not believe that there was true love in the world, and she felt that she would never love a person. She couldn't do without him. She felt that her love must be pleasing to the eye, looking at the opposite eye, just like that life. She had never thought that there was such love in the book. This love still happened to her, or single love!

Just a single love, can love so painful, Hou Qingqing think she is drunk!

She never thought that she would commit suicide and not be able to live. She just felt that after she had no hope with Nangong Yi, the world suddenly changed. There was no meaning at all, no color, only black and white.