Chapter 349

She didn't have a child, she never had a child, and her child didn't die.

"Good." He thinks so, too.

The two hands held tightly like that, after a long silence.

"Husband, I want you to hold me..." Her voice, oppressive pain, listen to people sad.

Pei Xiuyuan is more heartbroken.

"Good." He carefully moved away Pei Zichen, lay down beside her and held her in his arms.

"Darling, don't think so much. Do you still have us?" He said softly in her ear.

"Well, I know, I don't want to feel bad, but I can't control the feeling. I didn't understand why I always wanted to have a child. Now I understand that I was guilty, I was guilty. Even if I forget, my instinct is to make up for my child. I don't deserve to be a mother when I was born It's time to I really shouldn't... "

If it were not for her incompetence and ignorance, that would not have happened, her child

"It's not your fault. I believe grandma gave him the best treatment at the beginning. Even if you are here, you can't help it. Don't blame yourself." Pei Xiuyuan really can't bear to see her like this.

"If I had not been so ignorant and didn't even know how to take the medicine after the event, he would not have come to this world and suffered a crime in vain. If I could accompany him for the last journey, he would not have come to this world and left without even seeing his mother..."

Lu man really doesn't want to feel so bad, but she really can't control it.

Pei Xiuyuan didn't know how to persuade her. He couldn't comfort people. He didn't know how to speak. He could only hold her tightly.

"Husband, don't worry. I'll soon calm down. I know I shouldn't think about those things any more. Don't worry about me..." Lu man knows, she knows everything, she just now, unable to control their emotions, believe that after a period of time, it can be!

The past is the past, she can't immerse in the past, let her love, people who love her worry, she will get better.

"Well, don't think so much. Our baby can sense your emotions."

"Well."

"Go to sleep."

"Yes."

In his arms, Lu man let himself do not want to empty anything, and his brain slowly fell asleep.

After she fell asleep, Pei Xiuyuan couldn't sleep.

Seeing that she was sleeping so well, he slowly got out of bed.

After coming out, he came to the ancestral hall.

Take out the box from the back.

Seeing the small urn, his dark eyes darkened and he picked up the Scriptures that were pressed down.

It's a Scripture for crossing the dead.

There is still a piece of paper under the Scripture. Pei Xiuyuan takes it out.

It says.

The ancestors of the Pei family, please protect Pei Ziqi, the descendant of the Pei family, from suffering too much, protect him from being bullied by ghosts, and protect him from reincarnation.

At the bottom is his grandmother's name.

Pei Xiuyuan put the Scriptures away, picked up the delicate urn, read it for a long time, and then put them back to their original place.

Then he looked at his ancestors and hoped that they could really protect his premature child, even though he didn't believe it.

Out of the ancestral hall, he stood outside and smoked a cigarette before going back.

When he went back, he woke up Luman. He was a little annoyed.

"Where have you been?" Lu man's voice is full of sleepiness.

"Went to the bathroom."

Lu man found a new position in his arms. He was already sleepy and soon fell asleep again.

Pei Xiuyuan hugged her and soon fell asleep.

Thinking that Lu man might be in a bad mood these days, the next day Pei Xiuyuan asked people to send business to his home.

"Xiuyuan, why don't you go to work?" When Lu man saw that he was not leaving after breakfast, he asked.

"I'm on vacation these days."

"Vacation?" Lu man immediately understood, "you don't have to rest to accompany me, it's not in the way."

"I didn't mean to take a rest with you, but I didn't take a vacation for a long time. Recently, I was a little tired. The day before yesterday, another celebrity in the shopping mall suddenly died Therefore, people should combine work with rest, and rest is to take a longer road! "

Lu man knows that he always wants to be at home with her. He finds such a fair and aboveboard reason. She can't refuse and doesn't want to refuse his intention.

"Then have a good rest. I'll make some delicious food for you to make up for your health."

"Good." Pei Xiuyuan didn't refuse. If she was busy, she wouldn't think so much.

"Long, let's move back. There are many inconveniences here." Pei Xiuyuan doesn't want her to be here.

"Wait a few days. I want to stay here a few more days."

"Don't you want to think of the past?" Why stay here.

"I don't want to think about the past, but I want to stay here for a few more days until you go to work after your vacation, OK?" She wanted to spend a few more days in the place where they lived together."Good."

Pei Xiuyuan accompanied her for a walk after dinner.

"It's going to be the new year. Let's decorate our house. It's festive. It's festive."

"Good."

"Hang up all the red lanterns here at that time, then..." Lu man pointed around and said,

"well." Pei Xiuyuan agrees with what she says.

Towards noon, the two of them came to the main room and Lu man went to cook.

Pei Xiuyuan comes to grandma's room.

"Grandma..." Looking at his grandmother, he had a lot to say, but he didn't know how to say it. He knew that his grandmother was for his good, and he knew that her grandmother must have done her best for their children.

But, such a big thing, she actually kept it from him, let his heart is really uncomfortable.

But it can't all blame grandma. At the beginning, he really shouldn't let himself fall, no matter Pei's or his old grandmother.

When the old lady heard her grandson calling her, she looked at her grandson and saw that he seemed a little unhappy. She wanted to say something, but she felt that she was losing her strength to open her mouth.

Pei Xiuyuan looks at his grandmother trying to open her mouth and tell him something. He looks at his grandmother who was once in a good mood. Because she has only been in bed for more than a month, she has aged so much. His heart is filled with sadness.

"Grandma." He squatted down and touched grandma's white hair.

Grandma doesn't like to see the white hair on her head, so even though he told her many times that the hair dye is not good, she dyed her hair black regularly. Now, since she was ill, she hasn't dyed her hair again. The white hair looks so touching.

The old lady looked at her grandson. She really wanted to say something, but she couldn't move. She was dying!

Pei Xiuyuan saw her worry.

"Grandma, I know that you are very anxious to stand up. Can you turn your anxiety into motivation and work hard to get better?"

The old lady roared in her heart. She wanted to get better! She really works hard every day! But recently she obviously felt that her situation was not as good as before. She doubted that housekeeper Wang had done something to her!