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"How?" Do you still want to know the details between him and me?! "
Jiang Yu increased the strength in his hands, but I still had a smile on my face.
"Do you want to know whose kung fu I'm more satisfied with between you and him? Or do you want to know his hobbies in bed?! "
"Don't force me!"
His eyes were bloodshot, and his voice had reached the limit of its patience.
My throat tightened under the pressure of his hands. I felt an indescribable, stifling pain, but it was worse than physical torture.
"What is it? Are you afraid? What do you think you are! You're just a bed companion I bought with money! I can find you when I want, I can kick you away when I want someone else! Force you? "You are not qualified!"
I looked at Jiang Yu's pained expression with satisfaction. Since he can make me feel sad, why can't I!
"Do you hate me? Do you hate me? Didn't you want to kill me!? Do it, do it! " I screamed at him.
"Do you really think I don't dare!" As Jiang Yu spoke, I felt that my neck was about to break.
I knew that if he used any more strength, my life would be in his hands.
But he let go of me again.
"I just want to ask you one thing. Have you ever loved me after all this time?!"
I dropped to my knees in the water, splashing water all over the place.
Some of the spray soap bubbles into my eyes, burning in my eyes.
However, I still kept my eyes open, trying my best to look fine.
"What do you want me to answer?" Will you believe me? Jiang Yu, ask your own heart, do you really believe in me!? "
I looked at him and suddenly smiled.
My eyes hurt so much that I almost cried.
"Yes, you can sleep with other men, how can you love me! How could you love me! "
As Jiang Yu spoke, he smacked the bathtub's edge. His fist that took so much effort to stop bleeding opened up again as the blood mixed with the water in the bathtub flowed into my body.
His blood touches my skin, and at this moment we are so close, yet so far away.
I laughed, a laugh of despair and desolation.
After being together for so long, he didn't believe me.
He never believed me.
He never spoke, only very, very silent.
I knew how much he was suffering, and I could guess how sorry he would be.
"Jiang Yu, do you think that I have no heart?"
I sat in the water. It was very hot, but my heart was very cold.
He did not speak.
"You never believed me, did you?"
He raised his head and looked into his face.
"Should I believe you?" He smiled, and suddenly became exceptionally calm.
"Time and time again, I've given you countless chances. As long as you say no, and as long as you reject it, I don't believe that any man can obtain you! "
"Ha …" I laughed, too, and I almost burst into tears.
In his eyes, I was still fooling around with Lin Mu. In the end, it was me who was too confident.
"Yes, it's my fault!" It's really hard for me to get along with him! I seduced him! It's me, it's all me! Since you hate me so much, why don't you just kill me! "
He didn't look at me. He just stood up and started to leave.
"Kill you, dirty my hand!"
With that, he left without even turning his head back.
I was alone in the tub until the water turned from hot to cold.
If it wasn't for the auntie who cooked at home and fished me out, I guess I would still be in the water.
I was sick for half a month.
During this half month, I didn't go to the company, and I didn't go anywhere else.
He would leave everything to Tang Yue and the others.
Furthermore, I know that Zhou Zijin and Wang Yufei are in the company, everything will be handled well.
Even if, there was no Jiang Yu.
During that time, I returned to the state I was in when I just received the news that Lin Mu had passed away.
Hemiplegia.
Every day except lying in bed drinking, or lying on the sofa drinking, life is almost unable to live without alcohol paralysis.
I had always thought that my feelings for Jiang Yu weren't to such an extent.
I always thought that even without him, I could continue to live a good life as usual.
I thought I could do it, but I found that not every day and night he lived was so long that I almost thought it was my life.
But I didn't go to him, and I didn't want to explain anything to him.
Because I knew it wasn't necessary, and he wouldn't believe me.
If he really trusts me, then he won't follow me at all. If he really trusts me, then just think about it and he'll know that I won't do anything that would betray him!
But he didn't. He chose to believe me.
Choosing to leave me at the worst of times.
It's okay, I don't care.
At most, I'll just suffer for another five years and treat him as dead. I've come here before, so why can't I do it now?!
I lay on the sofa, drinking and drinking myself, and in the past two years I have almost changed my drinking habits, because I am not lonely with someone by my side. It's just that occasionally, when you're upset, you need to be soothed by alcohol.
But these few days, I drank up all the wine I had saved for the past two years.
Would it hurt if he saw it?
When I thought of this, I felt that it was funny. He had already done that to me, why was I still thinking of him!?
I shook my head, trying to forget all about Jiang Yu.
But I failed.
I hugged the bottle of wine and laughed, then burst into tears while laughing.
Weeping and sleeping again, he opened his eyes. It was a new day.
I don't know how long this went on until I got the call.
The phone call that changed all my feelings.
"Boss, why didn't you tell me about such a big matter?!" What do you expect me to do if you give up the seat so silently! "
Just as I picked up the phone, I heard Tang Yue's question.
I'm a little curious, didn't we already settle all the company's matters?
Just as he was about to speak, his cell phone rang again.
I had to pick up the phone as I picked up the receiver.
"Xiao Ye, what exactly are you thinking!? Why didn't you discuss such a big matter with me? "I've already told you before that you need to be rational and judge, but you still took this step!"
Not just Tang Yue, even Zhou Zijin was saying something that I couldn't understand at all.
"What are you all talking about … Why do I get more confused the more I hear about it! "
Zhou Zijin and Tang Yue had been chirping in my ears the entire time, causing me to not be able to hear a single word clearly. After feeling dizzy for a while, I simply hung up.
At that moment, my phone rang again.
"Hey!" If you have something to say, just say it clearly! Otherwise, don't call me again! "
Jiang Yu increased the strength in his hands, but I still had a smile on my face.
"Do you want to know whose kung fu I'm more satisfied with between you and him? Or do you want to know his hobbies in bed?! "
"Don't force me!"
His eyes were bloodshot, and his voice had reached the limit of its patience.
My throat tightened under the pressure of his hands. I felt an indescribable, stifling pain, but it was worse than physical torture.
"What is it? Are you afraid? What do you think you are! You're just a bed companion I bought with money! I can find you when I want, I can kick you away when I want someone else! Force you? "You are not qualified!"
I looked at Jiang Yu's pained expression with satisfaction. Since he can make me feel sad, why can't I!
"Do you hate me? Do you hate me? Didn't you want to kill me!? Do it, do it! " I screamed at him.
"Do you really think I don't dare!" As Jiang Yu spoke, I felt that my neck was about to break.
I knew that if he used any more strength, my life would be in his hands.
But he let go of me again.
"I just want to ask you one thing. Have you ever loved me after all this time?!"
I dropped to my knees in the water, splashing water all over the place.
Some of the spray soap bubbles into my eyes, burning in my eyes.
However, I still kept my eyes open, trying my best to look fine.
"What do you want me to answer?" Will you believe me? Jiang Yu, ask your own heart, do you really believe in me!? "
I looked at him and suddenly smiled.
My eyes hurt so much that I almost cried.
"Yes, you can sleep with other men, how can you love me! How could you love me! "
As Jiang Yu spoke, he smacked the bathtub's edge. His fist that took so much effort to stop bleeding opened up again as the blood mixed with the water in the bathtub flowed into my body.
His blood touches my skin, and at this moment we are so close, yet so far away.
I laughed, a laugh of despair and desolation.
After being together for so long, he didn't believe me.
He never believed me.
He never spoke, only very, very silent.
I knew how much he was suffering, and I could guess how sorry he would be.
"Jiang Yu, do you think that I have no heart?"
I sat in the water. It was very hot, but my heart was very cold.
He did not speak.
"You never believed me, did you?"
He raised his head and looked into his face.
"Should I believe you?" He smiled, and suddenly became exceptionally calm.
"Time and time again, I've given you countless chances. As long as you say no, and as long as you reject it, I don't believe that any man can obtain you! "
"Ha …" I laughed, too, and I almost burst into tears.
In his eyes, I was still fooling around with Lin Mu. In the end, it was me who was too confident.
"Yes, it's my fault!" It's really hard for me to get along with him! I seduced him! It's me, it's all me! Since you hate me so much, why don't you just kill me! "
He didn't look at me. He just stood up and started to leave.
"Kill you, dirty my hand!"
With that, he left without even turning his head back.
I was alone in the tub until the water turned from hot to cold.
If it wasn't for the auntie who cooked at home and fished me out, I guess I would still be in the water.
I was sick for half a month.
During this half month, I didn't go to the company, and I didn't go anywhere else.
He would leave everything to Tang Yue and the others.
Furthermore, I know that Zhou Zijin and Wang Yufei are in the company, everything will be handled well.
Even if, there was no Jiang Yu.
During that time, I returned to the state I was in when I just received the news that Lin Mu had passed away.
Hemiplegia.
Every day except lying in bed drinking, or lying on the sofa drinking, life is almost unable to live without alcohol paralysis.
I had always thought that my feelings for Jiang Yu weren't to such an extent.
I always thought that even without him, I could continue to live a good life as usual.
I thought I could do it, but I found that not every day and night he lived was so long that I almost thought it was my life.
But I didn't go to him, and I didn't want to explain anything to him.
Because I knew it wasn't necessary, and he wouldn't believe me.
If he really trusts me, then he won't follow me at all. If he really trusts me, then just think about it and he'll know that I won't do anything that would betray him!
But he didn't. He chose to believe me.
Choosing to leave me at the worst of times.
It's okay, I don't care.
At most, I'll just suffer for another five years and treat him as dead. I've come here before, so why can't I do it now?!
I lay on the sofa, drinking and drinking myself, and in the past two years I have almost changed my drinking habits, because I am not lonely with someone by my side. It's just that occasionally, when you're upset, you need to be soothed by alcohol.
But these few days, I drank up all the wine I had saved for the past two years.
Would it hurt if he saw it?
When I thought of this, I felt that it was funny. He had already done that to me, why was I still thinking of him!?
I shook my head, trying to forget all about Jiang Yu.
But I failed.
I hugged the bottle of wine and laughed, then burst into tears while laughing.
Weeping and sleeping again, he opened his eyes. It was a new day.
I don't know how long this went on until I got the call.
The phone call that changed all my feelings.
"Boss, why didn't you tell me about such a big matter?!" What do you expect me to do if you give up the seat so silently! "
Just as I picked up the phone, I heard Tang Yue's question.
I'm a little curious, didn't we already settle all the company's matters?
Just as he was about to speak, his cell phone rang again.
I had to pick up the phone as I picked up the receiver.
"Xiao Ye, what exactly are you thinking!? Why didn't you discuss such a big matter with me? "I've already told you before that you need to be rational and judge, but you still took this step!"
Not just Tang Yue, even Zhou Zijin was saying something that I couldn't understand at all.
"What are you all talking about … Why do I get more confused the more I hear about it! "
Zhou Zijin and Tang Yue had been chirping in my ears the entire time, causing me to not be able to hear a single word clearly. After feeling dizzy for a while, I simply hung up.
At that moment, my phone rang again.
"Hey!" If you have something to say, just say it clearly! Otherwise, don't call me again! "