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When I returned home, Jiang Yu was already sitting on the sofa, waiting for me. He looked to be in rags, with bruises on his face.

"What's wrong?"

Too many things had happened today, and my heart was in chaos.

Seeing him in such a sorry state, I didn't have much energy to care.

He walked to the bathroom and filled his cup with water before sinking into the bath.

The pressure of the water, the feeling of suffocation that made me unable to escape, assaulted me. My whole body sunk into it, and in that instant, many things appeared in my mind.

I began to recall my life.

From the moment I met Lin Mu at the age of eighteen, my life had practically revolved around that man.

He was the one who took me out of the time I didn't want to remember, the one who let me know that even if I was born that bad, I was still worth being loved for.

I admit I hated him, but it was all because I loved him.

Because I loved him, I could not love anyone else for so many years after his death.

Because of my love for him, I have always been unable to rationally face my own heart.

Because I loved him, I had always regarded my relationship and feelings with Jiang Yu as treacherous and unshakeable.

Although I don't think so myself, I have always subconsciously rejected such relationships and feelings.

Maybe it was because of this that I was so angry and unable to control my emotions when I found out he was still alive.

Because if I had known that he had betrayed me, I wouldn't have tortured myself for so long.

The feeling of suffocation grew stronger and stronger, and the burning pain in my lungs forced me to surface.

I hate him, I hate Lin Mu.

But that doesn't mean that my life will continue to get dark because I hate him.

Not worth it.

After understanding all of this, he suddenly felt relieved in his heart.

Since he had already betrayed me, there was no one who let down others between us.

From today on, I will face everything I have and revisit my feelings and my heart.

I walked out of the bathroom in my pajamas and saw Jiang Yu sitting on the sofa to clean up the medicine.

I walked to his side and gently caressed his face.

There was color on his face, but it didn't change the fact that he was a good-looking man.

The face had a fatal attraction for me.

Especially his eyes.

The pair of deep eyes that I could not figure out at one time became hazy. At this moment, they had become the most enchanting existence.

There were a few traces of bruises on his eyes, and it was precisely because of these scars that his originally feminine face now had a hint of determination.

"How?"

My hand brushed the wound on his face, and I heard him groan almost inaudibly.

When did he become so important to me?

Every scar on his body made my heart ache with ease.

"Can you forget him?"

His eyes were filled with confusion, but when he opened his mouth, there was a faint smell of alcohol.

The originally irresistible voice, at this moment, had a hint of a whisper, as if a child who had begged for her child was acting coquettishly.

He took my hand and lay in my arms. I gently stroked his soft hair and nodded. "Okay."

There was no hesitation, nor was there any worry.

I gave him my word.

Jiang Yu's eyes suddenly lit up. He leapt out of my embrace and placed his hands on the sofa, maintaining a certain distance from me. However, his eyes met mine.

"Really?"

He was like a child with a beloved toy of his own. I touched his face with my hand and kissed him on the lips.

In this relationship, I rarely take the initiative.

Because in my own subconscious, Jiang Yu had always been a tool I used to address my own physiological needs and mental emptiness.

Because of this relationship, in my eyes, he has always been my lonely bed partner.

I didn't want to admit that I was in love with him. I didn't dare.

Actually, at that time, there had always been a little bit of a reason behind Lin Mu.

I keep having the feeling that if I fall in love with Jiang Yu, get together with him, or reveal our relationship in public, it would be tantamount to betraying Lin Mu.

But now it's different, there's no one who betrayed anyone. I clearly understand that I have feelings for this beautiful, childlike, man who is dependent on me.

Even human instinct, the most primitive thing, calls me to him.

The faint fragrance on his lips made me linger, unable to stop.

My lips moved a little away from his, and he seemed to sense my withdrawal. Without hesitation, he stepped forward and kissed me again.

Like a greedy child, plundering the air in my mouth.

The air was rapidly warming up between us, and I admitted my desire for his body.

Without waiting for him to make a move, he took the initiative to untie his robe, revealing his naked body underneath.

Obviously, my actions had ignited his lust.

"I want you."

I looked into his eyes and spoke my naked desire.

Yes, I want him.

Not just his body, but his heart as well.

I admit that I have a possessive desire to possess everything about him!

He looked at me and stroked my face.

He didn't say anything as he gently kissed me from top to bottom, from my neck to my collarbone, all the way to my chest …

Today, he was very gentle. I followed his rhythm, going over and over again …

I admit that he and I fit in physically and spiritually.

He knows all the sensitivities of my body, all the points I want.

He asked me to do it again and again that night, and we both had an orgasm so many times that it wasn't until dawn that we lay exhausted on the sofa.

I lay in his arms and held his waist defensively.

"Qianqian, let's get married."

I pretended not to hear him. I half closed my eyes and smelled his unique body fragrance. I enjoyed the rare tranquility after the climax.

"Qianqian, let's get married. Be my woman and let me take good care of you."

Slowly I opened my eyes, sat up on the sofa, and looked at him.

"I'm married, don't you mind?"

He followed my example and sat up, meeting my eyes.

"Did I tell you that from the day you saved me and the first time I saw you, I had made up my mind? No matter who's woman you are, you've had a few men before and you'll be mine in the future!"

"But I do!"

I closed my eyes.

"Why am I not your first woman!"

When he opened his eyes, he was met with astonishment.

"I'm jealous! Jiang Yu, I'm jealous of all the women you were before! "