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"To be honest, sometimes I am really envious of Li Wei, because no matter what she did wrong, she would always support her mother."

At this point, I feel a little sour inside.

"Don't say it like that, that woman is nothing to be envious of. Moreover, there are so many important things for you to do."

Wang Yufei patted my shoulder to comfort me.

I followed Wang Yufei back to the office, but I spent the entire morning absent-mindedly thinking about it.

In the afternoon, I was still planning to continue being depressed, but right at this moment, Zhou Zijin suddenly barged into my office, saying that he had something important to tell me.

I wondered what was so important about him.

I sat on the sofa and waited for Zhou Zijin. Before long, he arrived.

"What is it? Why are you looking for me in such a hurry? " It's only been a short while since the new year, and this is the first time I've seen him this year.

"This must be very important to you... Xiao Ye, let me ask you, if I tell you right now, the possibility that Lin Mu is not dead, and is still alive … How would you feel? "

Initially, I wanted to mock him. But now, what could possibly make me so anxious? But by the time he finished, I felt my heartbeat slow.

"What do you mean?" I grabbed him by the shoulder, trying to get a clear answer.

I know that Zhou Zijin isn't someone who comes from nowhere, and since he told me about it today, it means that he has proof on him.

Although it wasn't much, he could definitely judge. Otherwise, based on her understanding of me, she would definitely not tell such a lie to pacify my appetite.

"Xiao Ye, don't tell me you are not the least bit curious about his death? Back then, you only received a message confirming that Lin Mu committed suicide by jumping into the river. But did you see him jump? Moreover, you can no longer see the facial expressions on the questions you've beaten. Have you ever thought that someone might have replaced them? "

Listening to Zhou Zijin's logical analysis, I felt that it made a lot of sense.

"You might not believe it, but just like you, I have a premonition that he isn't actually dead. He is still in the human world, and he just used another method to stay by our side …"

I know it's ridiculous to say that, and I have no proof, but I do think so. "

Zhou Zijin said as he took out a stack of analysis map.

"This is the activity level of Lin Mu's ID card. Logically speaking, he is already a dead man under the law, but he has never stopped living."

Zhou Zijin said as he refined the data.

"Look, we can be this precise …"

"Could it be that there's a delinquent secretly using his identity card …" I looked at Zhou Zijin and stated my guess.

Zhou Zijin shook his head: "As an adult, Lin Mu must carry his own identity card with him every day. And through the life signs he had during the past few days, he discovered that this life signs fit very well with Lin Mu's … "

As long as they could find the active person, they would know whether Lin Mu was still there or not. In this world.

"Xiao Ye, let me ask you, if he is really still alive, are you going to go back and find him?"

Zhou Zijin said as he looked at me worriedly.

"Yes!" Of course! I wanted to ask him a lot of questions. How could he be so cruel and leave me behind? "There are so many things to say, why didn't you finish saying them to me?!" "Humph!"

I will continuously pour out the grievances and discontent that I have accumulated within my heart for the past few years to you, Zhou Zijin.

After Lin Mu passed away, I truly felt wronged. I had borne so much alone, and when I was already able to bear the burden of living by myself, suddenly, someone told me that everything that happened today was all a black dragon. My husband is still alive!

What kind of feeling would that be?

"Xiao Ye, why are you so obsessed with the past? Didn't you say before that the current situation is the most important? "

Every time I mention Lin Mu, I can't control my emotions.

"It's not that I'm just doing it, it's because there's no past at all!" I looked up at Zhou Zijin and said.

"There are some things that I can always pretend that I don't know. Some things, once I know it, I can't just turn a blind eye on! All these years you also know how I came here by myself, how do you want me to calm down? "

"So what if he's alive? If he really wanted to find you, he would have long since come looking for you! Xiao Ye, after so many years have passed and he has still not appeared, does this mean that he has already gained a new life, and that he has completely let you go? "

Zhou Zijin grabbed my arm and shook me with all his might, as if he wanted me to wake up.

But I was too preoccupied with the illusion that I had created for myself to be able to stay away for a while.

"Listen to me, Xiao Ye. All of you will be living your new lives, so you don't have to care about the past anymore …"

Zhou Zijin said, and kept on urging me to put the past down, but at that time I thought that he just could not stand my sudden outburst, and never thought that maybe he was hiding something from me.

"But you know, my mind is really in a mess right now. I don't know if I should believe that he's still alive …" I don't even know how to face him, or me... "

As I spoke, I clutched my head and lay down on the sofa.

"All these years, I've been finding excuses for him, excuses for myself … I wondered what I would do if he did come back. How can I question him? Why have I been indifferent to him for so long? "

I don't know why, but as I spoke, I actually shed a few tears.

I've had a really hard time these last few years.

It was so painful that it hurt just to think about it.

"Xiao Ye, calm down … I've been investigating this matter for some time now, but I was afraid that your emotions would collapse, so I didn't dare to tell you … "

Zhou Zijin didn't know how to comfort me anymore. He placed his hand on my shoulder, trying to calm me down a little.

But the only possibility left in my mind was whether or not Lin Mu really lived in this world.

Set, I let this possibility take up my entire brain.

If it was a few years ago, before Jiang Yu had appeared, I would have suddenly known how happy this news would be, but now … I feel like a thunderbolt out of the blue.